i was at a funeral just now. i was there to lend support to my friend, the sister of him* who drowned in Seletar Reservoir. when i got there. i din know what to say. secondly, i dun know how to act.. i mean yeah i'm her friend and everything. but i just cant do anything you know. i'm feeling damn lost here. and i see bunches of northlanders. jason and gang.. but all that's in my mind is how to react to the situation? i cant offer her anything but my support for now. is that enough?
she seems cool about everything. but i can see that she's handling alot. with her father in the hospitalwith a overdose. her grandma/mama breaking down. crying and wailing. i think she needs alot of support for now. yes. for now. for the future. i dunno what's she going to do. she has been going around with smiles and trying her best to handle the whole situation. i guess all that she needs is time.
we were talking abt him* and she said that it was like so bad luck. see. there were five of them who went on that stupid fishing trip. but only her brother drowned. the rest is history. the thing is. he* was trying to swim across to the other side of dunno where. and there were nets on the sea bed. his feet was caught in them and however hard the rescuer tried to look for him*. he* just wasnt there. but when he was found the next morning at 810am. he was still at the place where he went down. its so mysterious. the story remains unclear after that.
i stayed at the wake till 11pm. i was bushed. but i decided to lend her my support. but i felt that she din really need me at that time. reason being that there so MANY of her brother's pig and dog friends. like the whole place was full lar. and they had to like order more tables or something. from everywhere there were people popping up. got the cheena ah lians to the cheena ah bengs to the heavily tattooed fellas who look menacing. like wth. i bet like one quarter of the people that were there didnt even know him*. geez. but there were so called big shots there. for one i saw shichen. he was there. but for now i've come to the conclusion that.
LIFE IS FUCKING SHORT.
she seems cool about everything. but i can see that she's handling alot. with her father in the hospitalwith a overdose. her grandma/mama breaking down. crying and wailing. i think she needs alot of support for now. yes. for now. for the future. i dunno what's she going to do. she has been going around with smiles and trying her best to handle the whole situation. i guess all that she needs is time.
we were talking abt him* and she said that it was like so bad luck. see. there were five of them who went on that stupid fishing trip. but only her brother drowned. the rest is history. the thing is. he* was trying to swim across to the other side of dunno where. and there were nets on the sea bed. his feet was caught in them and however hard the rescuer tried to look for him*. he* just wasnt there. but when he was found the next morning at 810am. he was still at the place where he went down. its so mysterious. the story remains unclear after that.
i stayed at the wake till 11pm. i was bushed. but i decided to lend her my support. but i felt that she din really need me at that time. reason being that there so MANY of her brother's pig and dog friends. like the whole place was full lar. and they had to like order more tables or something. from everywhere there were people popping up. got the cheena ah lians to the cheena ah bengs to the heavily tattooed fellas who look menacing. like wth. i bet like one quarter of the people that were there didnt even know him*. geez. but there were so called big shots there. for one i saw shichen. he was there. but for now i've come to the conclusion that.
LIFE IS FUCKING SHORT.
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