Tuesday, October 31, 2006

O level jitters

I really dun know what am i going to do if i dun pass for Os. I really want to go to Ngee Ann for Mass Comm. I'm trying to study, but everything is making me so annoyed with everything else. I cannot concentrade at all. I want to do well, even if i have to pay the consequences. So thus, i've come up with a re-re-re-revised target setting for O levels.

English- A1
Chinese- C6 (this one no choice already)
Maths- B4
Science- B3
Accounts- A1
Humanities- A2

L1R4: 11
L1R5: 17

Laugh all you want. Its my target setting and not yours. So fuck off.

But in the event that i do not make it for Mass Comm in any polytechnic, i've decided not to study anymore. Studying sucks. I'd rather suffer in the working world then study. RAH!

Random Bimbotic thought:
If i keep cracking my knuckles, will my fingers drop off?

Sunday, October 29, 2006

Halloween

Fuck, i typed my whole entry and i went for dinner. I came back to find my mom on the comp and all my browsers were closed. In fact, it looked as if i didnt even log in.

FUCKINGCHAOCHEEBYENABEHCHAOTURTLE.

I'M SO FUCKING ANNOYED WITH STUPID PEOPLE AROUND ME. FUCK OFF LAH. FUCK FAR FAR AWAY. STUPID PEOPLE ARE NOT WANTED.

CHEEBYE.


I could only save this much of my entry. So yeah, enjoy it if you want. Dun want then go and fuck off.

Happy Halloween everybahdee.

It was one hell of a night i tell you. But my mood was spoilt in the afternoon when i got msges saying that the Mos night was cancelled. I was quite annoyed because i already had my outfit planned and everything. But the whole idea was ruined because of alot of reasons.

But then again, i had tons of friends that asked me out for Halloween. So i did go out in the end, but without a costume that is.

First i went out with Fedah.

I tried on her beanie and i think i look like some sort of a bandit. So not me.

So i cabbed her to Paradiz where she could join her friends, then i went off to Cocco to meet Fionette and gang.

I reached at 11 and i was all alone. Then i started seeing weird things walking towards me. First i saw a goth girl with a kimono weirdo. Then this afro guy with suspenders, like i dun even know what is he dressing up as. Saw a whole bunch of weird shit after that. Then Fionette and Jean arrived.

Got into Cocco for free, because i was on guestlist. Dun ask me how that happened, but it just did.

Went in and there was a whole crowd of people. It was pretty packed on the first floor. Then i noticed this lady drawing on other people's faces. So i went over and checked the situation out. I asked her if its for free. Once i confirmed that it was, i was so ready to do everything.

I hopped onto the chair and she asked me what i wanted to get.

*i so feel like i'm at the studio doing a new tattoo*

So i told her i wanted goth gore and she stared at me. I told her i wanted really dark eyes with lots of blood and wounds. I even showed her my girl on my back, telling her i wanted the wounds to be like that.

I am so cool.

So she did just that. And she gave me blood red lips.


Okay, you cannot really see my arm. But its super cool with blood dripping all.


Have you seen the paranormal?

Saturday, October 28, 2006

Hiatus.

Blog's gonna be on a hiatus from tmr onwards.

Os is in SEVEN DAYS.

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Soccer in school

I thought i could sneak into school without getting my green form signed. But too bad, the security guard insisted on escorting me to the General Office. The DM saw me and he shouted at me, and asked me to go sit in the White Room. So i did.

I felt like an idiot sitting in the White Room all alone with all the lower secondary kids roaming in and out of the General Office. It gives a whole new meaning to the word, "Auto-roaming". So i texted Zhiming and inquired what should i do in an event like this. He told me to fuck care the DM, take my bag and walk off. Which is exactly what i did.

I ran away to the field where i joined my class for the last Physical Education lesson of our secondary school lives. I was lounging around on the stone steps till the guys shouted at me and asked me to go play some soccer. So i did.

There is one thing that i cannot fathom in my secondary school life, which is soccer. I dun know what is the damn game all about. But after i wailed out loud and persisted in finding out who's who and what's what, Mark decided to make things easier for me.

He said, "Dun care who's in your team or not, if you see a guy handling the ball, just go and punch or kick or pinch him as much as you want. But if its a girl, dun do anything."

OKAY.

I did just that. I tripped people left and right. Anyhow block whoever thats kicking the ball and in the end, i indirectly ramned into Benedict who rebounded off my arm. He rolled over three times and his glasses came off. I laughed and laughed like mad. He wasnt looking where he was going also, so thus the incident happened.

He also another cool one lah.

He supposed to kick the ball to his team mates. I was standing alittle off centre from where he was kicking off and when he really did kick off, i felt like my jaw dislocated.

Yes, he kicked the ball into my face.

To be precise, the left side of my jaw and the area near my heart. First, i thought my jaw was dislocated. Then i felt my heart rebounding like up and down in my ribcage. I thought i was going to die. I thought i only had half a face left plus a squished heart.

I was scared for like five seconds.

Then i checked my face by feeling it gingerly and i was quite relieved to find my face still in one piece with no swelling or anything. Same for the chest area.

We carried on with the game. But we were interrupted by some extremely rude and uncouth boys who do not have balls. If you're one of those young punks who tried to pick a fight with Dharam today, read the following carefully okay?

YOU HAVE NO MUTHAFUCKING BALLS YOU USELESS NOOB SHIT. FUCK YOU AND ALL THAT YOU STAND FOR. I CURSE THAT EVERY CIGARETTE THAT YOU SMOKE WILL CAUSE YOU TO CHOKE AND COUGH OUT BLOOD. I CURSE THAT YOU GET INTO TROUBLE BEFORE YOU'RE SIXTEEN AND END UP HAVING A RECORD ON YOUR FUCKING LIFE. I CURSE ALL THE UGLY TATTOOS YOU'RE GONNA GET WILL ROT AND BE INFECTED, CAUSING THE INK TO RUN AND BECOME BWANG.

SO FUCK OFF YOU HEAR?

All Dharam asked was who the hell is Shafee and nothing else. But all these small kids have no manners and no nothing to their names. The only reason why Dharam went over to ask who's who is because this bunch of Malay boys walked past and shouted something really rude at Anisa. A whole bunch of us went over and asked the person to come out. But too bad, the person was ball-less. So nobody came forward.

We gave up on the useless shits and went back to playing soccer. We got a unofficial third period to play more soccer because Khalid said that we were too smelly and that he didnt want to teach smelly people. How insulting i say.

I went for Maths after break and did some tys with Kumari. Then it was geog lessons where i found Eddie in a considerable state of distress. I asked him about his problem and he ignored me. Like thanks man. But i found out what was bothering him anyway. So yeah.


Vik got his tattoo today. Seems like my name has some power. He went to Finch and told him that he knew me. And he got a $40 discount. He did ONE SHOT ONE KILL below the belly button.

And he said this. Somewhat similar to what i said three years ago, when i did my first.
<<>> Old English Text says:yea sia, after i put ah. i told myself NOMORE ITS FUCKING PAIN. then when i went home to see my whole tattoo in front of the mirror, i think again.

And my probation officially ended today. So yay.

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Dad's okay.

Having been in and out of the hospital for the past few days is enough to drain anyone.

In case, you're lost. My dad's in the ICU. He had a heart attack. So yeah.

So many calls and smses flooded my phone since Friday. I'm so so tired, but thanks you guys. I appreciated the gesture. G, Bedah, Sam, Vena, Yaohui, Jean were among the first to know about Dad's condition. Prayers were said all over Singapore. And prayers came true, because dad's waay better then the first day. He could sit up and do some palm reading for my sister when we went to visit him on the second day.

Interesting.

Very interesting.

I must emphasize that hospital food is horrible okay. White bland porridge with over-boiled brocoli and mashed beancurd with fake crabsticks. I see my dad eat that and i was pretty disturbed. Seeing him all hooked up with different different tubes and wirings made it all the more disturbing for me.

Mom's not back yet. She couldnt get a flight back to Singapore, which shows how efficient our airlines is really. She's really worried about Dad. But she'll only be back tmr at 1145pm.

And when we visited dad today. The nurse came in and told us that he could be moved to a general ward already. So its all good.

Oh, and by the way. Go watch DOA. Its fucking good.

=)

Saturday, October 21, 2006

Singlish video.

This is just the funniest shit alive.

I laughed and laughed despite my current situation when i watched it. It comes highly reccomended from me.

The Mr (Light) Brown Show

Friday, October 20, 2006

O level Practicals.

Science Practicals happened today.

My shift was the last one and what a bitch it is. But strangely enough, Sher's shift was earlier then mine. She called me at 1030 to wake me up because she was worried that i forgot about my practicals.

Super sweet.

Then again, why is her shift earlier then mine?! Either way, her surname and name is behind mine.

BAH. Whatever.

So i woke up and milled around the house and went online. Went to bathe only at 1130. Then got to school at 12. Walked past the parade square beccause i went to buy a drink, saw Alfonso and Awul and suddenly i heard someone shouting.

"DO YOU KNOW YOU'RE LATE?! HOW CAN YOU BE LATE FOR PRACTICALS?!"

I looked up to see Chong standing there was a whole lot of Sec4s. Apparently, they were the ones that finished their practicals already and they were going for qurantine. She shouted at us when we werent even late. See, we were all told to come between 12-1230. So shouting at us doesnt help because we're not in the wrong.

Three of us practically ran all the way up, then we met Shift 3 at the third floor. They hadnt even started practicals yet!

CHEEBYE.

So now we run for nothing.

Got into the AVA theatrette and most of the Sec5s were there. Then i was notified that our shift has been postponed to 2pm. CHAO TURTLE.

wtfbbqlaserpewpewpewturtlebacksideshithead. (i learnt this from adam.)

I was quite annoyed. For what i come so early when my practical is only at 2? But since we were there, all of us sat down and started talking away. I gave away another one of my famous scratch marks to Shaw Wai. Then we all talked somemore and it was time to leave.

Walking down the stairs all the way to the first floor was quite the jittery part.

My group got to Chem Lab2 and checked the seating arrangement outside the lab. To tell you the truth, i didnt even know which Lab i was in, not to mention the seating. I panicked for ten seconds when i couldnt find my index number. Till Danial pointed it out to me and called me a blind bat.

WHAT? CANNOT MEH?

I cannot kan chiong now ah?

We all filed in and got to our seats. Then we had to check all our trays for the correct stuff and the exam started.

The Physics was plain gay. I could do it. But my answers were all wrong. How sad right, i can do and my answers were all wrong.

I was super scared for Chemistry. But turns out that i managed Chem better then Physics. We played with Copper II Sulphate. I'm not too sure about the sulphate part. But i think it should be lah.

I redid the whole of Physics measurement again, because i felt that it was weird. So i asked for another paper.

Me: "Excuse me, i want another paper."
Invigilator: "Are you sure?"
Me: "Duh! My exam leh."
Invigilator: "You have to surrender your other paper, do you know?"
Me: "Of course, if not i'll end up with two papers."

This invigilator is super weird can. Ask so much weird questions.

I redid the whole thing again and at the end of it all, i still realised that all my Physics answers were wrong.

WHAT THE FLYING FUCK PLEASE.

I'm super annoyed.

Finished paper at 4pm and went home to sleep. I was super tired.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Marie's Message

Date: Monday, 16 October, 2006 6:26 PM
Subject: (:
Message:

Fiona love.
MARIE here (:

till now i havent thanked you for coming down and sending me off. and after reading what you wrote, i really really have to give it to you la. you didn't sleep, you even took care of everyone and everything just to make sure you all get to see me off. I LOVE YOU!

girl, the picture of us, the one you gave me, it made me tear fiona. when i was reading it, i remembered how we were all so damn close in sec three. when you made my birthday the best i had in my past 15yrs. the shirt you chose for me, its here with me. i was told not to bring much of my old clothes here cos i could get new ones, but that black bong shirt's still with me man. it means so much to me cause its from you and the rest. you guys made my day so special then. also, your letter reminded me of my conflict with Roach, abt how you were there all the way trying to help me and roach settle stuff. i also remembered how council destroyed all of us. sigh. all those memories.

fiona, im very glad that i got to patch things up with you before i left. im very glad that you were willing to give us another chance at this friendship. im gonna treasure it this time and we're gonna build it up somemore yea? who cares if im thousands of miles away, ill come back!!! ill come back and we'll have hell lotsa fun!!

keep in touch fiona.
marie loves you (:

When i read this, i cried and cried.



Seeing this message made me feel that it was all worth it. Every single bit of it.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Seventh tattoo.

I went to school today. It was some funny shit. Teachers were asking the class why they were in such party mood. They all exclaimed and insisted that they were celebrating the fact that i was in class today.

I was like what the hell?

Khalid's class was one of the bombs today. He was up to his usual gay shit. We had classwork to do, but nobody wanted to focus much on the comprehension. So Mark, Eddie, Junan and Jonathan decided that they would disturb me and obtain my attention. And i diverted some of my attention to them.

I cannot remember what they said, but they were trying to provoke me into getting all riled up.

What did i do?

My speciality. Pinching their nipples.

I pinched Junan's and he squealed like a girl. I'm super serious about the part where he squealed like a girl. It was simply hilarious just to have one hand pinchingholding his nipple and laughing at his girly squeals. I wanted to pinch Eddie, Mark and Jonathan's, but they ran away.

Khalid was like telling me that they want my attention. I just laughed.

Then Khalid sat in front of me, and he saw my butterfly.

Khalid: "Is that a real tattoo?"
Me: "No, everyday i take marker and draw. Draw the same pattern."
Khalid: "Where did you get that done?"
Me: "Utopia."
Khalid: "Ethopia?!"
Me: "*laughs* No! Utopia!"
Khalid: "Where is that?"
Me: "Parkway lah."
Khalid: "How much did it cost?"
Me: "Customed. $70"
Khalid: "Okay."

Then some of the people started eating sour plums in class. So he retorted.

Khalid: "Hey, no eating in my class. Esp when i'm fasting."
Me: "HAHA. Lame. Do we look like we care?"

Then came Yoonus's class.

It was hilarious shit.

Mark was looking for his workbook, which left no traces after it disappeared.

Mark: "Which fugitive stole my book?"
Yoonus: "Mark, sit down and look for it later."
Mark: "Do you need a comb?"
Yoonus: "What?"
Class: *laughs*
Mark: "You dun need a comb right?"
Yoonus: "I knew that this was coming."
Mark: "All you had to do was to help me look for my book. But nooooo.."
Yoonus: "I'm nearly 50, i dun need a comb. But i think by the time you're 30, you wouldnt need one too."
Mark: "Yeah, but i'll just shave it all of insted of trying to grow it."
Me: "HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA."

It was super funny.

Hilarious.

Skipped Maths because we had to go down to the library and my math teacher didnt even bother to call us down. Then again, its more like 5NA didnt pass the message to 5NB.

At the end of school, i sneaked up on Eddie and tried pinching him. He grabbed my wrists and it hurt like a bitch. So i stopped trying to pinch him, because he said he was sorry.

A whole bunch of us went for lunch after school. Then Chiming went off to smoke with me.

So we talked till it was 3pm then we went home to prepare for night class.

I fell asleep on the computer table. I only woke up when Bedah smsed me. Went to bathe and planned my seventh tattoo. Rushed down to Jo's and he customed a crown for me and bedah. So we now have identical tattoos.


Me before doing anything.


Start of pain.


The outline was a bitch. Esp the prongs at the top. Hurt like mad.


And it was completed in 15minutes.


Bedah had the same tattoo, but on her pelvis bone. She was twitching like mad.


Bit of outline.


She couldnt stop twitching and fidgeting around.


And it was finally done.

This guy came in for a help session. Why help session you ask? See, without all the red markings on his back, he only had a gargoyle and a angel hanging in mid air. So Jo helped him make it look better.
Jo did some fast freehand on this guy. The machine moved super smoothly, drawing out the lines and all. But the thing was that the guy couldnt take the pain, you could see him grabbing onto his own skin and his teeth was all clenched.

Say OUCH with me.

OUCH.

Bedah got her tattoo wrapped and we left.

She was complaining that it was masking tape and she dislikes masking tape.

Sat at Mac and Jason was complaining that the server gave him fries without salt when he didnt make that special request. So i took the whole tray of fries back and i asked for the manager.

Me: "Hi, are you the manager?"
Him: "Yes mam, how can i help you?"
Me: "My friend asked for fries and he didnt request for it without salt. So why isnt the fries salted?"
Him: *stun*
Me: "So is this how your staff treats customers?"
Him: "I'm so sorry about that mam, i'll get it changed right away."

Like you believe i complain to KAP, Headquarters of McDonalds?

WHAT?

Salt very expensive?

My house got alot. I give you ah.

Tsk. Salt also want to save. Not as if salt is super expensive right?!


I look super old here.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Bye Louise.

We got to the airport at the last minute, right before Louise was forced to go in. We had a morning physical training i tell you. Ran all the way from one end of T2 to the other. It was mad i tell you. I was super tired.

I gave her a hug and i took a picture with her while i was breathless.

Lovelove Marie.


Northlanders for life.


She was super sad, thus the face.


All the northlanders present.

She was in this queue. Move lah people! I want to see Louise, not you!


They said i looked like a tourist. I look like i want to punch someone, actually i did have that intention.

Dun know what is Bedah trying to do.


She takes out the pill.


Pill's on the way to her mouth.


At her mouth, but not quite in yet.


Point and point. Eat your pill lah!


Finally. Swallow and shut up.


Pill's getting to her brain.


Makes her act like a Minah.


Jill in my shades, looks like a retro mama.


Jill and Kimchoo.


Like do i look like i care?


Jill looks damn cute here.


like HAHA.


She decided to be like me.

After sending Louise off and fooling around at the airport, i went for tution.

Then after tution, i went to meet g in town. She was late. So i walked around Wisma with Bedah. Then went to see Jean because she was working at Wisma, promoting phones.

G came after that and we went shopping. She took like how long to contemplate buying a top for Margaret. Then it was off to church.

Its been so long since i've gone back to church. And the only reason why i went was to see my sister and other friends.



My hair is the bomb. Super nice.


G says i look like a mermaid. Its the hair.


G decided to open her eyes huge and take a photo. It makes her look like she's shell-shocked.
Bedah is so cute here.
See! Like all of a sudden can!
I was one tired bitch when i got home. Slept for 17hours. Till i woke up and ate something.

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Bye Louise.

I went down on Wednesday for Louise's farewell bbq. It was like a cult gathering. With the Northlanders on the grass, Filipinos around a table, another group around another table and another group around the pit.

What's scary is the arrival of the Filipinos. They arrived in a muthafucking huge group and in the dark, they looked like they were going for a gang meeting.

Me: "Eh Louise, who the hell are they?"
Louise: "My filipino friends."

RIGHT.

It seems like half the colony of filipinos came for her farewell bbq.
There were so many people there really. So we all started cam-whoring.


She's Sam the Pandikuti. (tamil for piglet)

Ghaz and his two way picture thing.

Yong! My favourite Sexy.


Jena! My favourite laughing partner.


Andy! This one best lah. He did the IMF event. I hear he was the toilet director. HAHA.


Mad things we did when we were bored.


Jill! Finally i dun see her at her workplace.

This was supposed to be with just Karl. But Jill squashed her face in last minute. HAHA.


Nigel. I dun like to take photos with him, you have no idea how bad i have to tip toe.


=)


Vane!


Classmate, Chiming. He insisted on not taking a photo because he didnt know how to smile. I say bullshit Chiming. Shut up and just take a photo.


Shaw wai, he was being a pain in the ass. His picture tells you all.

I brought Neh along, because she had nothing to do. We were the only other people left besides Louise's people.
Neh decided to prank McDonald Call Centre. She called them and asked for the drinks we wanted, plus two cups full of ice, another two cups half filled with ice and another two with no ice.
I laughed my balls out.
The way she said it was classic okay.


Back at the chalet.

You look at Kimchoo's face. She just drank like a few mouthfuls of barcardi coke. Mine was due to hotness.

This one ah. Dun need to say already. He think he the world's best drinker lah.

I think Bedah was yelling at him to go and bathe.

Kimchoo and Sandar?




I love you Marie. I always will.
In afew hours time, you're leaving. Theres so much i want to say. Things i want to do with you. Losing a friend has never been this painful in my life. You brought joy into my life and there are alot of memories that i have of you. If i had a choice, i wouldnt want you to leave. But thats not possible, because you need to be with your family. Remember my pact with you, because i'll remember it always.
Thanks for all the sweet sweet memories. I'm sorry there cannot be more for another few more years. Take care over there, and remember i'll always be here, ready to welcome you with a hug. I'm missing you already.
lovelove Marie.