studying

went to study today. arrggghhh. my Ns is making me crazy. i've started my revision already. well, accounts anw. i was doing and doing alot of questions. then breaked for lunch then a tcs session. then went to take the MRT. watched Red Candy at PS. the stupis show arh. LAME. i give it THREE frightcorns. and ONE popcorn for the plot.
SUMMARY:
the stupid show is about little kids who are cursed and polyphonic ringtones that predict your death. FUCKING LAME. i swear. and the stupid ringtone is damn creepy. and while the ringing tone was being played, this guy next to me took out his fone which was blinking also. WALAU. like the ghost calling him like that. then he looked at me and laughed. HE LAUGHED. and i was like covering my face with my hands. i swear the guy next to me got alot of entertainment from me. because i was screaming at every scene. he sure got his 9.50 worth of horror screaming. yes he did.
`mwa

i believe.

i feel so ignored these days. i feel like crap because of that.

my dad found out about my other two tattoos at the same time today. fuck. he says that he wansta cut my tattoos off and burn my skin and whatever. i cant really be bothered. SERIOUSLY. i mean. who's parents ever say that they hate their own children? well. meet my dad. theres alot of things that i can rant about him. but i choose not to because its wasting my space and time and energy.

and something just happened today. shall not spell it out here. HAWHAW.
`mwa

bad mood.

pon school today again. twice this week already. went for tution in the afternoon. curled my hair at sher's house. i look bloody old. hah. sam's party was cancelled. everyone's like WALAU. because we were all looking forward to it lar. and then it just couldnt happen. i was looking for people to go play pool with me. and i ended up at 603 talking to shawn and yj. but i had fun lar. and to all tose who din pick up my calls and ans my smses. you can seriously consider throwing away your fones. for bedah. i tio kan by your dad for calling your house. so thanks lar. and if you still want to do touch up on 19 aug. pls tell me. i dun have so much time to chase after you and ask you such questions. thankyouverymuch.
*sorry. i'm in a bad mood today.*
`mwa

penang has movable bus stops.

i asked rafiq to tell me a joke/ story today. and he did. he told me about his trip to penang. he stayed with his cousin in this kampong. then theres like no transport. you gotta walk 15mins to the bus stop under the hot sun. and the bus stop has got no shelter. in short. the bus stop looks like this and he and his cousin has to squat on the ground and wait for the bus. the bus only comes like every forty minutes. and its the super old kind with black smoke coming out of the exhaust and looks as if its gonna break down any moment. and note that rafiq's telling me half of the story in malay. then comes the funny part.
rafiq: ' the bus stop is just a stick with a sign.'
fiona:' a STICK with a sign?'
rafiq:' ya. just a stick liddat. and if you happy. you take the stick out and bring it along with you.'
fiona:' WHAT?'
rafiq:' yah. you happy you take the stick and stab it anywhere you want.'
fiona:' as in i can take out the stick and move it across the road also can?'
rafiq:' yah. can. the bus wil stop when the driver sees the stick. they dun care about the place.'
at this point of time. i burst out laughing and i couldnt stop. i laughed till i cried. and the guys were freaked at my laughter. so NOW i know penang has movable bus stops. WOW.


we had like five free periods today. two of which we ignored the teacher. then at 1.25pm. all the chinese people chowed. because there was chinese orals. but me and two others chaboled class. we had our orals ytd you see. HAWHAW. then the stupid weiyan spat out his honeydew at the rest of the girls. fucking disgusting sia.he calls it his "SPECIAL POWER". its damn disgusting i tell you. okay. sam's bday tmr. but her grandma passed on. so i dunno how thing are gonna o tmr. and i wanna play pool? anyone?
`mwa

problems.

i GOT THE HARRY POTTER BOOK!! -laughs evily and does the can-can- okay. i finished the book in record time, 2 and half hours. i'm a fast reader. and Dumbledore FUCKING DIED. nnb. if i ever see the Snape arh. HE DIE! i'm gonna hantam him till he DIE.
i finished the book 20mins before i took my chinese oral. and i had english word swimming in my mind. so wth. i just anyhow only. the passage was relatively easy but i obviously just had to go and screw it up. added words and left out words. how bloody terok can i get? geez. i can wave byebye to getting a pass for my chinese. -waves byebye-
okay. some shots before i bring you to the second part of the entry.
my classmate reading the passage.
i think i'm gonna cry.
ARRRGGGHHH!
how now? i'm damn scared.


i went home after the orals. and i went online to find a major gender war going on.
*note that i'm like not part of the problem but i was almost pulled in. argh* get the full story from whoever's involved. i shall shut up already.

sexy cheerleaders.

my current nick:
PEOPLE LIKE THE "SEXY CHEERLEADERS" ARE SOOOOO SOPHISTICATED. N-O-T.
refer to doriee's entry Tuesday 26th July 2005.

charboled school.

i charbol (yes. its the correct spelling) school today. i wanted to do some intensive revision. but i havent really gotten down to doing that yet. -sigh- everyday is just a never ending cycle of studying and studying. its so gay. and i'm up to my boobs in pressure. luckily i made it to Band1 for accounts. so i can listen to my MP3 and ignore her awful screeches. i just need to do the whole lot of questions that she had already set beforehand. and they're quite simple to me. hah. thanks tutor.
went to town at like 11am. swear nothing was open yet. so we had to do some dark window shopping. then finally topshop was open and we went in to have a look. din buy anything in the end. sher wanted to do her brows. so i brought her to hollywood secrets. then i decided to do mine also. and they rejected me. just because they had someone with an appt at 12pm. and by like 1205 the person wasnt even here dammit. fuck. so i decided not to do my brows at hollywood secrets anymore and i went over to far east. did my brows there. the woman took almost half an hour to do both my brows lor. muh chiam like i had CAVEMAN BROWS liddat.
you know the surly-duperly bushy kind? [not that i;m saying mine's like that] but she took fucking long lar. i almost fell asleep. then finally i was done so i paid up. then went to walk ard far east. the earrings that i wanted were gone!! i was so pissed off pls. so walked around somemore. then went to L1. sher bought a beaded bracelet. and it cost like 12.90. the woman is mad i tell you. then went to Heeren. and walked around somemore. i got this handphone thingy. its a huge ring with a huge pink bling bling. but the weight of it is killing my phone. seriously. then we took the MRT and went to sembawang to get sher's ez-link. then cabbed to my house to collect her things and she went home.
GAO. I WANT THE HARRY POTTER BOOK DAMMIT.

Pros and Cons.

my backside lar. prep is coming up. my backside my backside my backside. how am i gonna pass Ns this way? madness. first its prep. then its prelims. then finally the big N. wtf. and i'm gonna be done with everything by the 10th of Oct. mad mad mad. i shall go and die. i'm so wobbley inside. if you know what i mean.
heres a list of what i'm gonna do after 10Oct:
-colour my hair with whatever colour my hairstylist wants.
-go on a major retail therapy spree.
-get a bloody high paying job.
-shop for prom stuff.
-go shanghai and shop somemore.
haha. i shall do all of that. for all of those that's doing Os. poor all of you. because your stress level is more then mine. and i dun know if i'll see you people next year yeah?


another thing. should i go JC or poly or the direct University thingy?
JC's Pros and Cons:
Pros: i get to wear the fab uniforms which is oh-so-very nice. and i get to make alot of new friends who are just as smart as me or even better and i shall grow up smart and the JC's name will look very nice on my list of schools.
Cons: i shall have to slog everyday and the stress level is very high. i'll prolly break down and die. plus if i dun pass my As then i cant get to the University and i cant go anywhere else. and i'll hafta go poly and do my diploma. which is sorta gay. and i'll prolly finish my studies by my thirtieth birthday.


Poly's Pros and Cons:
Pros: i can dress up and go to school. i can choose my course. i can make more friends of different backgrounds and go clubbing every night. i can also work and study at the same time.
Cons: i have to think of what i want to wear. and get hangovers after clubbing and prolly find out that i did it with some stranger and miss school and dun graduate from poly ever.


direct Uni's Pros and Cons:
Pros: i can graduate faster. no hassle of thinking if i want poly or JC. the people i meet are prolly older men and i can get married faster.
Cons: the cert that i get from direct uni might not be recognised in Singapore and i'll prolly hafta go overseas to get a job and thats so troublesome. and i dun know much about direct Unis anyway. =))


think about it. theres so much possibilites that i can take. and i have to consider it all. what a drag. i shall blog about this topic again NEXT YEAR. maybe by then i know what i want. HURHUR.
`mwa

to sarrah.

i superly duperly bored just now. so i watched Mr Bean. the man's fucking funny. he put pieces of his dinner in different places because the restaurant served it to him RAW.
he put it in the sugar.
he put it in the small flower vase.
he put it under the side plate.
he put it in the musician's pants.
he put it in the next table's lady's purse.
wtf i wrong with him? and when the waiter fell down with some plates in his hand. Bean automatically blamed the waiter for the meat in the sugar etc. like where do they get this guy? he's just utterly mad. i cant stand him sometimes. geez.


suddenly i feel so empty inside. i battled for so long. and i fought with all i had. and its over. just like that. nothing seems as important any longer. for 19 months i have been fighting for YLDP. but till now, just what am i fighting for? my testimonial? my position? my fame? my leadership? i seriously need to give this some thought. i cannot believe that i've actualli never ever thought of it before. until now. but i believe that i fought for something WORTHWHILE. but i guess its just a tad bit too late for me to think about all of this. because its over.


to sarrah my successor:
i dun know if you'll read this. but if you do. this is what i want to say to you.
you are chosen because you are one of the best. to be straight, i've never thought of you as my successor. i chose syafizah. but she's made for better positions. and i wont hold her back. then i was given you, sarrah. i never thought of you as v-chairman material. but thru the little that i've taught you (for now). i know that you are fit for my position. to succeed me in my specialised area of expertise. you will have to face all the demons and problems yourself sooner or later. you alone have to continue what i've started. but i must caution you because this position holds alot of stress and pressure. literally. i cannot bear the stress for you. because my time is over. its time for me to take a break from all of the hussle and bustle of yldp. and to start your training as the new vice-chairman of houses. i'll always be there for you. this is a promise from me to you.
-the ex vice-chairman of houses, fiona-

Speech Day

Speech Day came and went. actually its more like half Speech Day and half Racial Harmony Celebrations. i wore this -idunnowhatisitcalled- suit. i look like lili baba and the forty thieves. the pants damn baggy sial. swear i look like ali baba. so i'm lili baba now. okay i'm mad. ignore me.
took a whopping 95 pics today. madness please. had to MC for the Northland Idol thingy. this year not alot of people joined. we had alot of fun. because like almost everyone brought their cameras. and heriandy, you should be effing happy that you have a camera now. so we were all obessessed with taking photos. once NI was over. we went to the hall. just nice to catch vena taking prize. the whole three rows of people who knew vena started screaming and yelling and cheering for vena. its like damn LOUD. and when we finished. we got scolded by khalid. like wtf. then when the technical classes cheered for their classmates, nothing was done to ask them to shut up. like wtf man. then when the ceremony ended. the mad photo taking started again. then after awhile, this JLO came up to me.
JLO:' um. do you know wheres the dustbin?'
me: 'why? you wanna throw something?' -her hands looked empty-
JLO: -holds up hand with cockroach in it-
me: -looks at the roach in horror- ' EEEEEUUUURRRGGGHHHHHH!!!!' -runs to vena-
JLO: -looks at me with bewildered expression-
me: 'OMG. vena!! she has a roach in her hand!! make it go away!!'
the marvellous vena goes to the JLO and grabs the roach and proceeds to fling it at me.
me: 'ARRRRRRGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!' -SCREAMS and runs to the other end of the hall-
all the other leaders on duty stop and stare at me. like i'ma freak or something. and the rest of my friends laugh at me. AT ME i tell you. and hairy was asking m if it was a huge as a rat or something. well. you'll never know okay?? what if the king roach is as big as a house? sial lar. fuck lor. -shudders-
went home to bathe then headed to SAFRA to play pool. cyn and me played four games and all four games she lost. damn farnie. so she paid for all the games. because our bet was that the loser pays for the game. and so she had to pay for all the games. i must say practice makes perfect. and a huge CONGRATULATIONS TO BEAR. because he finished his probation and he can now go clubbing till morning without any restrains. YOU GO BEAR!!


Pics of Alloy and him doing his own make up.

Normal.

Normal.

FREAK!!

he thinks he's punk rock now.


oh and anw. if you're here to read dedications. SCROLL DOWN PLEASE.
`mwa

dedications

hello. dedications today.



heriandy:
you are the treasure that i seek. the one who always never fail to make me smile in my times of sadness. you were the one that gave me the encouragement all throughout my year of office. you voted for me during the elections. you stood by me even when the others didnt. you are the best friend that i will ever have. i love you alot my dear. and i'll always be there for you.
`mwa


bedah:
my mad woman. i never ever knew that both of us would ever be such great friends. we do the craziest things together. you were there when i needed someone to talk to. i introduced to you the culture of tattoos. and now we're getting tattoos together. you're my partner in crime. and i love you so very very much.
`mwa


cyn:
my dear cyn. we share the same exotic laughter. and i love you so much for being the crazy you. our friendship has come a so very long way. okay. maybe not THAT long. but long enuff yeah. i love laughing at your -clicks tongue- jokes. and the nonsense that we both come up with.
`mwa


jena:
jenaaaaaaa!! i love your hugs. they always make my day. you were the one who talked me thru my strained friendships and showed me how to overcome probs. you are also my movie partner. Amityville horror mates. i love you for the sweet/salty/bitter/sour feelings that you give me. and i'm NOT a lesbian.
`mwa


sam:
you are the wackiest friend i have. the nonsense and shits that we came out with during camps are unforgettable to me. you were the friend that i could talk to if i was angry. you made me laugh when you said the lamest things ever.
`mwa


ghaz:
you and your shits. you were the best person to talk to when i had a problem. even with elroy and everything. you tried to be there. and i just wanna thank you for that. love ya ghazzy.
`mwa


nigel:
you are so gay. too tall and too long. i dun like to stand beside you. you have been there with me since the start of the race. we battled long and hard and the end you came out on top. i just wanna say that theres no hard feelings between us. words have flown out from our mouths (mostly mine but you dun have to think that way) and now its all over. so i just wanna say YOU SUCK. cox i'll never get a chance to say it anymore.
`mwa



jocelyn:
woman. we were together as besties once. till our frindship rotted because of the council. i dun really know how it happened but i just know that its over. i love you for who you are and not what you are. people may say bad things about you in front of me. but i never chose to believe it. now the 16/17th chapter of our lives has ended. continue to trust people who are close to you. never lose that trus because it was once broken. believe in yourself.
`mwa


louise:
my dear moonface. i celebrated your birthday last year. i still rmb screaming at the shop assitant because she sold your present that i paid a deposit for. and i was so mad. you mean alot to me as a friend. things may not go smoothly at times. but stick the situation out and things will improve. i will always love ya.
`mwa


ziyong:
yong. i slapped you two years back on my third day of school. i sorta regret that. but then again. its over. yong, you brought alot of smiles to the councils during our meetings. you never fail to make our day. your stupid nonsense and lame jokes ease the tension. continue being you yong. because you are special in you own way.
`mwa


mr Shaiful:
sir, you saw me two years ago. you said that i was just like you in character. and i did like having a role model that was there for me. but circumstances were there to prevent your wish of me still securing the post as Chairman. but if i ever was given a chance to choose again. to choose between leadership or rebeliousness. i will choose leadership. you stood up for me behind the scenes and never gave up on me. but now, at the end of the whole thing. i just want to thank you for all your guidance. and please bloody give me my testimonial.

what a day.

she* cried. i shant elaborate more. school was very short for me today. because i went for a medical appointment at outram. its so effing far. stopped for breakfast before heading to the HPB. in the end. i spent like two bleeding hours there and i only took my height and weight. then i could leave. what the hell. WASTE MY EFFING TIME ONLY.
i reached the school at 1230. what fun. went onto class and everyone called me a gangster. hah. thats funny. went to the hall for assembly. got called up by vp for the complaint. walau. he verified the story with two other classmates of mine. and then he asked abt my attendance. walau. die can. then he sent me back to sit down. and half the world prolly saw my ankle. i din wrap it today. then the people sitting around me were asking what happened and all. the she* came up and asked what happened. and all of us stun. and nobody knew what to say. so i just said that vp was asking abt my attendance. i wasnt exactly lying was i? hah. in the end. the vp got hold of her and talked to her. with vannan and muthu around. i should have chowed. but silly me sat down to chat with bedah and the rest. so got called out again to answer questions. -sigh- if she* hadn thrown the duster. i wouldn have opened my big fat mouth and said anything right? so i cant really be blamed. whatever.
and i'm not on duty for speech day. i am so sad pls. its prolly my last speech day and i'm not on duty. sadness to the max.
`mwa

stupid fat whale.

she* threw a freaking duster at my classmte today. just because most of them were sleeping during her lessons. well. i dun see how they can help it. its like when she talks. her voice is like a bleeding lullaby. so what do you do when you hear lullabys? you sleep right?
it all happened in class. she was teaching or rather telling us the answers to our english tys. and most of them were asleep. and by far i think only me, rafiq, fonso, harith and some others were awake. and like nobody was listening to her. i for one was listening attentively to rafiq's rendition of incredible tales. i forgot to watch it you see. and then the bell goes for the end of english. and being the nonsensical bastards the boys are. some of them got up to walk around and went like 'ohhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!' which is damn irritating but they like to do it. so she* picks up the duster and throws it at the source of the noise. just nice it hit weiyan, who was walking to the back of the class. and it hit his head. and obviously he got angry and started hurling vulgarities. and she* went like..'i'm sorry okay??!!' and weiyan was like..'i throw at your head then i say sorry can anot??!!!' and they gave each other angry stares. mann. such people should be restricted from giving knowledge to others. i mean she* shdn have even taken the duster to throw at all. what kind of school teachers exist nowadays? geez. gimmie a break. and she* likes to use me and my mom as an example. like wtf? you so DO NOT use me or my mom as an example for your silly lectures. in fact. dun even give any bloody examples. just shut up and sit down. i can pass my N level english with or without you. that i'm VERY SURE. youstupidfatwhale.

she*

school was fun today. no PE and no English. both dbl periods. all four periods were spent talking about the lamest things ever. the first two was with the antics of weiyan and jasmine. jun and shawai. its no bloody wonder that my class has no peace. but wth. i like.
then aft recess was the next two free periods. and i have no idea where the fuck did they get this mini tennis ball. and for your information. this ball can soak up water like a sponge. and what did they do with it? they threw it at individual people. and the ball makes a huge wet spot on wherever it lands. they threw it up to the fans. they threw it at the noticeboard and even at the teacher. the little monsters.
oh yes. and she* said that i was childish today. i'm seventeen and i'm waay more mature then you. what makes you fucking think that you can judge me for who i am? talk about me? talk about yourself. i dun know who's the one whose short and looks like a ghost. definately NOT ME.
get a fucking life.

cyn's party.

cyn's party was a blast. although there wasnt like 40 people even. bah. we had alot of fun. me and bedah gave cyn a all expenses paid tongue piercing. she screamed. omfg. we slacked at the rock thingy. and talked about the most crappiest things ever.


finally we decided to pack up and leave. so we were deciding where else to go. so me and marcus were crapping.
marc: 'eh. can wear berms go in to club anot?'
me:' how i know? i think cant lar. if not you pull lowlow and go in lar.'
marc: -starts pulling berms lower. 'eh. like that can anot?' -pulls up shirt to show undies-
me: 'walau. cannot lar. your underwear liddat.'
marc: 'then how?'
me: ' if not you stand outside the club at the kerb there. then wait for the door to open then you dance okay?'
marc: 'huh. okay. the door open then i dance like that right?' -demos crazy techno dance-
me: 'you cannot make it sia.'
marc:' then when the doors close i pretend i never dance at all right?'


the surrounding people all laugh. because its damn comical to see. he's damn funny sial. then we stood around at the underpass to decide who's going where. all of a sudden. aron pulled out this shirt that he had in his bag. he holds it up and checks it over. then he stands up and pulls out some berms. and askes me if they are fit for clubbing. hungkit looked at aron with this bewildered expression as if aron pulled out a sickle. and cyn was fucking pissed because she doesnt want to go clubbing with someone like aron.
then we decided to carry on walking and looking for transport. which is fucking gay because we spent an hour looking for cabs when we were under some housing estates.


the cab driver drove us to BOAT QUAY. i said CLARKE QUAY. fuck. we had to walk in the rain.
touch up our make up in this funny toilet and then walked sommore in the rain. makes no sense. but we cudn find any other toilets. cudn find monks and thought we were in the wrong place. finally realised that monks is closed. fuck. so we went to Queenz instead.
Queenz is an official matts and minahs club. me and cyn were the only two chinese there. oh and the bouncers intrigue me. they are all oh-so huge and beefy. i should consider a career in that because when i dun smile i look damn fierce. and i have the body structure for a bouncer wannabe. hah. i shall consider. clubbed till 5am then sat the first train back to yishun. reached home at 7am. i am oh so fucking tired pls.
as a reward for reading my whole entry. PHOTOS OF THE PARTY.

CYN'S bdae tml.

i realise that its the nature of teachers to love CRAMMING tests altogether in one day. for example. i had accounts, geog and N level oral today. okay. maybe my orals doesnt count. but the other two tests do. and fuck they were right after each other.


i finished the accounts paper in like five minutes. who cares what are my scores. class tests are not important to me. my N level is. geog was a fucking killer paper. i swear i've never heard of such questions being asked before. and for a six mark question. i wrote three lines. hah. i am so prepared to fail. geez. why they make the paper so hard for? geex.


to my dear cynthiachuchingman.
if you have any idea what's your present by twelve midnight. tell me okay. you're gonna love it.
more clues:
-its gotta concerns you.
-you like it ALOT.
-its pretty cool.
-you have to be there to get it.
-its a form of metal.


come on cyn. you know this. it will be announced at the present opening time okay? if you can guess that is.


`mwa

my day in school.

hello. i'm back.


it was the last two periods of the day and my accounts teacher was absent. so all of us got techno-savvy and whipped out mp3s and latest handphones. the half the class had mp3s while the other half persisted in blaring their super-duper-annoying techno crap from their phones. okay. there was chinese and english songs being played too. so i got bored after awhile. because i was the only one with the 5GB zen micro. and like five of my classmates were waiting to have a go at it. so i saundered over to the boys and started talking abt hauntus. AGAIN. geex. so laafiq was telling me abt this sembawang park incident that got his girl--friend possessed. he had to hold her down with is whole body weight. and he was freaking out.


so then az decided to barge in.
az: 'if i was there. i would fuck the possessed girl.'
fiq:' uh. wait you fuck fuck fuck. open your eyes and find yourself in the sea, drowning.'


at that freaking point of time. i broke out in hilarious laughter. i couldnt stop laughing and cox my laughter was infectious. the guys around me were all smiling like mad. damn funny pls. then i had to go for this NE survey crap. you know the thing to colour the holes and they ask silly questions about racial harmony and singapore's defence. the teachers told us that we could go once we finished the whole thing. i finished all 45 questions in 10mins. and i wasnt allowed to go. am i sore or what? i dun wanna stay in a room full of barbarians. they can stay barbaric all they want. but i aint joining in. i gave mr potatoman my most disgruntled look ever. and he gave in and let me leave. so i went to the hall.


went to eat with lynn. she was whining abt my classmates leaving her out and everything. well i guess that's how she feels. i cant do anything about it. so after i ate. bedah rang. she kena MUMPS. poor poor bedah. house arrest for two weeks. because its contagious. so does that mean no art for two whole weeks? that's gay. -pouts- went home to sleep.


had to get up to go for council mtg. so finally SOMEONE wants to answer our questions. bloody hell. and i just found out that i'm not down yet. because i'm needed to push the new HLs to move. so now i'm the MAID. AGAIN. omfg. murder me pls. at least i have dear louise to accompany me. but all of us agreed not to step down till all of us are ready. which does portray teamwork. so toodles all you readers. and the new council.
*//my dear new council. more NASTY surprises coming your way.//*


`mwa

today

its been some time ever since i blogged. hah. whatever. PE has never been this fun before. as usual. its merin chong that takes us. tuh. you so DO NOT want her. i mean every year when we start PE. she'll ask us to run and run and run and run to train for NAPFA. as if we got some triathalon coming up. AS IF. i dun like her system. and now AFTER NAPFA. she bloody wants us to RE-DO NAPFA. like wtf? just cox some of us din get an award of something. and its looking at the fact that we failed like in ONE furreaking segment of the entire thing. lame. gimmie a break.
as usual. 4nd won the best attendance thing again. it a furreaking JOKE. because we have at least two absentees on the avg EVERYDAY. and we can still get the award. then the classes after us is bloody screwed terrible. so we got this hamper thing. its like to make the other classes jealous and try to outdo us in attendance. so in a way. every class' attendace will improve. and the school stands to benefit. see arh. got it all worked out.

DCLASS WINS ATTENDANCE THINGY.
--> SCHOOL GIVES HAMPER.
--> DCLASS RECEIVES HAMPER
--> DCLASS IS HAPPY
--> SHARES TITBITS.
--> OTHER CLASSES UNHAPPY.
--> DECIDE TO COMPETE WITH DCLASS TO SHOW THAT THEY CAN GET THE AWARD ALSO.
--> IN TURN TELLING DCLASS NOT TO BE SO YAYA.
-->SO IN THE END, EVERY CLASS ATTENDACE IMPROVES.
--> SCHOOL IS HAPPY.

get the point?

i was talking to az today in class. and i was telling all abt my bballer days. the training and stuff. and i realise i'm such a tub of lard now. okay laugh all you want. but i used to be able to do like 100 sit ups and 100 push ups plus ten rounds around the track at one go. see. not that funny anymore. i would have joined nss bballers. if the stupid thing wasnt so biased. darn. can you believe i was actualli asked to join netball?? no way. netball gives me a heart attack. and its such a girly sport. so az was damn surprised at the way sac trains and everything. hah. dan. do i miss the good old days of training or what?
council mtg tml. -whines-
`mwa

utopia

going to utopia has never been so tiring before. we reached there at 2 and left at 10. there were alot of customers today. and the shop was short handed. so i acted as the 'receptionist'. plus helped kirby do some CD burning. swear utopia's comp id damn complex. joseph. cindy and baldwin are away on a convention tingy in indonesia. so only joseph and shawn was there. i did my wrist and bedah finished her contour. she was nearly screaming in pain. and its damn funny pls. i fell asleep on the roller chair while waiting for bedah. and i wun be posting up any photos. because...somebody might copy our nre tattoos. so. TOO BAD. hahahhahaa.
AM TIRED. SHALL GO TO SLEEP.
`mwa

no balls.

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR DARLING LOUISE!!!


went to toa payoh today. i wanted my glitter thongy sandals. but sadly. when i bloody got there. the shopkepper had no more stock. hows that for business?? fucktard lar. am i so pissed pls. so me and jill walked around. and i RELUCTANTLY bought this pair of suede/pig skin type of sandals. am so bloody UNSATISFIED.

jill bought this sorta classy slippers. and then we went to meet her friend. wah. bloody tall pls. nigel lose to him also. hah. so he's like damn gentleman lar. not like the barbarians that i meet in northland. so he asked to meet jill because he heard that she can do cornrows. and so she did for him. he's like damn funny lar. he ends his sentences or phrases with the word 'balls'. like for instance.
me: hey. did you eat today?
him: i didnt -pause- balls.

heres the process.








nice right?
jill's prolly gonna open a shop to do cornrows for people. can only book BY APPOINTMENT only. and its PAY BY THE HOUR.
because she gets cramps in her fingers. haha. jill did my hair for me too. with this stick thingy. and it looks damn classy!


so after everything. we went back to yishun. i got the ginvera crap that i wanted. my effing face is peeling. darn. how am i supposed to meet up with my mates tomorrow night? darn. and i dun know what to wear. double darn.

i bought this bag at beach road that day. its fucking nice. got this vintagy/modern feeling.

GUESS HOW MUCH IS IT??



i shall rant here now. continue reading if you want to.

i reached home tired and hungry. i just wanted to sit down and watch abit of tv. so along comes my sister. she made my dad do some starch thingy for her. i dunno for what also. so i told her in a nice tone.
me: hey. i need the camera tomorrow okay?
her: why the fuck do you need it? you use it for all the useless reasons and then you put them all in the comp. WASTE SPACE ONLY.
me: -getting pissed- WHY the fuck do you care? its my problem not yours.
dad: -talking to my sister- if you use finish already. you hand it over to your sister to use.
her: why should i? she uses it for the most fucked up reasons.
dad: what she does is none of your business.
her: i study photography. things to do with the camers. why should she have the camera??
me: oei! i fucking told you last fucking week that i needed it tomorrow asshole.
her: -slams door-
dad: she studies photography so she will need it.
me: -takes dinner and throws it on the table-
dad: -fetches baton- &()&*&^^%^%##@#!!%$@#$#%#@#!%$#%@#$!!!
me: yarh. side her somemore. fuck you.
dad: let her have it.
me: NO. FUCK YOU. why should i always give in to her? why the FUCK SHOULD I?
and my dad bloody whacked me with the baton. FUCK YOU DAMMMIT.

i am so fucking pissed. i nearly took the teapot and smashed it on his head. fuck it man. fuck everything. its not the first time. but its not gonna be the last. fuck. i hate my life. SERIOUSLY. my life's a fucktard.

council official step down

today is the official step down of the outgoing council. GOODBYE all of you. may we work again alright?
okay. dedications another day.

went to tp with bedah today. reason being was i wanted to buy my vintage looking sandals. fuck. tp dun have. we walk like siao pls. and she was whining abt her*. HAHA. decided to go Novena because i wanted to show bedah the Branded Surplus shop. but sadly, the fucking shop closed down. suay lar. so we walked around. then went to Toys R Us. fucking funny. first we found this long THING. it looks like floats on water. but got alot of colours and then VERY useful to whack people. i tried it out on bedah. then after fooling around with it. we decided to delve into the inner areas.


first bedah found this darth vader mask on the floor. so we decided to fool around with it. its damn funny.

the green lightsaber is damn style. the label says.
PRESS AND FLICK WRIST.
so i flick lar. then the thing come out. bedah went 'wahhhhhhh'.
damn funny lor.

then found this two dolls. the hats of the dolls look like bra cups or some silicon implants lar.

see what i mean. so i took them to pose lar.

then walked past this barbie doll area. saw like got BARBIE doll gowns and the accessories lar.
so what did we do? TAKE AND PLAY LAR.


here i was choosing what i want to play with. as you can see. i was going all out with the bloody feather drape neck thingy.


this is the far shot of my stupid get up. my neck damn itchy because of the feather drape neck thingy.


this is such a perfect shot. wahhhh. barbie model in the making. MWAHAHAHAHHA.

oh and louise. bedah says your pad is GAY. i think cox it doesnt fit lar. HAHAHA.

FEVER.

i pon school today. reason being that i wasnt feeling great. i was burning hot and my whole body was aching. fuck. the sun did me good ytd. now i'm fucking sun burnt. -touches face- owwwww. fuck. but its all because i wanted a fucking tan. and now i got it and i'm fucking complaining.

cyn's down with a fever also. damn. the sun's gay. made both of us unwell. bloody hell.just when i had to present my SS project today. and this is what prevented me from presenting it.

i'm so hating my dad right now. he's being such a pain in the ass. he keeps siding my older sister. and keeps yelling at me even if i din do anything wrong. fuck. i super hate that.

other teenagers converse with their dads in proper converstions right? NOT ME. its a bloody shouting match between us. plus a whole lot of vulgarities thrown in. i swear you DO NOT want to be at the scene. its disgustingly horrible. mom pleads with me to just shut up and listen. WHY should i listen to something i dun have to? logical isn't it?
during the times that we're not having a shouting match. theres this HUGE silence between us. cold stares. as if daring one another to pick a topic and start a conversation. and its not as if i din fucking try. i get fucked up answers when i try starting conversations. or i get snapped at. and so why would i want to do such a thing to myself?

i hate going home everyday. because i have to face this home and this broken family. reasons why i din tell mom was afraid that i'll hurt her. anw she doesnt really care what i do outside as long as i dun die or have sex. like wtf. who cares anyway? i dun. life is such a pain.

in reality. whatever i say goes. the depth of the words and the inner feelings doesnt.

`mwa

barefoot!

sentosa with cyn today. she was as usual late like fuck. got to sentosa by 12plus. tanned for quite awhile then went to get a drink. then fooled around with our cameras. so here are the pics.

my slippers came apart. so thus, i was barefoot!!

then my new cheena big sister look.

my cheena small sister look.

my cheena act cute pose. HAWHAW.

so after that we left for tution and home. i had to walk to harbourfront mrt barefooted lar. was trying not to look so obvious. hardly anyone noticed. till cyn started laughing and pointing at my feet. *thanks alot cyn* so did somemore self obessions. then cyn started lookin at my feet.

this is my feet in the mrt.

my feet when i was under my block.
this proves ONE point. Singapore's streets are fucking dirty. so much for being a CLEAN AND GREEN country huhh. MY ASS LAR.

i AM THE QUEEN.

FUCK YOU! RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I'M SO FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW! WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? MY FUCKING GOD? YOU ARE NOTHING. FUCK YOU FOR TRYING TO RULE MY LIFE. WHO FUCKING TOLD YOU THAT YOU'RE THE FUCKING QUEEN???!!!

I AM THE FUCKING QUEEN.

YOU ARE MY FUCKING MINION. YOU DO NOT FUCKING USE MY STUFF TO VENT YOUR ANGER FUCKER!!!! NABEY CHEEBYE. HONG GAN. SI LANG KIA. KANINA. NI YI WEI NI YOU LAOPEH BACK NI WO JIU PA? FUCK YOU MAN! FUCK YOU!!! IN YOUR FUCKING FACE CHEEBYE!!

that was the fucking cheena ah lian in me. i am so fucking pissed right now. dun mess with me. i swear you dun want to know the fucking consequences. FUCK THE FUCKING WORLD.

town 2july

i spent like 8hours with bedah ytd. she made me walk the whole stretch of road from suntec to esplanade to fullerton to clarke quay in my heels! fuck. now my ankle is screwed. but i still love the woman. shall tell more later. =))

edit:

bedah asked me to go for this concert screening thing at chijmes ytd. i met up with her at 6. both of us were hungry so we went to cityhall to eat. we ended up in Penisular to see Joe Finch. went to see his art and everything. bedah wants a barcode as usual. i want a M&M on my thumb area. its damn unique pls! and damn cheap too. its like 35 only. NICE NICE NICE!! but i havent done it yet. because i dun know if i can trust Joe. aiyah. fuck care lar. at most do cover up lor. in the end. we din go to the concert. instead we went to esplanade waterfront to talk. both of us talked like no tomorrow. or rather. she went on and on and on abt someone. bloody hell.

okay. photos are up!!

CLICK HERE FOR PHOTOS.

town 1july

i died in school today. i was so fucking tired. i slept and slept and slept. i started in english and only woke up like three periods later. fucking shag sial. then went for recess and then back to class. after recess was maths. and mrs vannan never come. so we thought free period. YIPPIEE. then the dunno-what's-his-name guy came. he tried to teach us maths. but like we all din have our books because we were told NOT to bring it. so he abit the no choice. he then tried giving us sums to do on the board. but as you know. it doesnt work in northland. then he tried to keep us quiet. but failed. my class is fucking noisy. we were all sitting around and discussing hantu and how to see them and all. then rafiq sent me this fucking scary video. got this thing in it lar. and its damn scary. then the teacher came along and tried to confiscate our hps. HAHA. what a JOKE. he cannot do anything else to catch our attention so in the end he told us of his policeman days. he was going on and on about this girl's body. the head kena decapitated and all lar. then the bell rang and we all just left.

i reached home and i slept till 2pm. and i had tution at tampines at 330pm. so i was sorta late. met up with my tution mate and went for tution. tution went overtime today. WHAT THE HELL. i was so ready to kill myself. we did like five trial balances lar. then i tot i was gonna be late to meet cyn. but she sms and told me that she just reached home. and i was like wtf. -sigh- she forever fucking late one. so no choice had to kill time.

took a cab to novena at like 7pm. wanted to meet cyn to go see hairy. poor dear's in CDC. dengue lar. =((. so went to tts. i WAS TOLD TAN TOCK SENG HOSPITAL. but the bloody thing was at CDC lar. *//thanks ghaz. alot//* so i bought this Get Well Soon balloon thingy. damn cute. so we went to look for the place. found out that where we were was NOT the place. we had to go walk to some godforsaken place. we walk and walk lar. till like i was sweating like a pig. i swear NURSES DO NOT KNOW HOW TO GIVE DIRECTIONS. i fucking swear. when we found the place. it was well over 8pm. which means that visiting hours were over. but we sorta begged the guard to let us in. so he did. and we saw hairy and all. he looked damn down lar like no life liddat. apparently got alot of people went to visit him already. me and cyn were the last ones. the poor dear had to get a blood transfusion like later in the night. his blood count was low. so we left after awhile. because we wanted him to rest.

went to town. walked around. we found nothing nice to buy. swear nothing nice. went to mango also nothing. topshop also nothing. so we went to cine to see if we could watch a movie. but no. the movies all damn late. so we ended up in Spinelli eating oreo cheesecake. bloody sin please.
so we started taking pics. alot alot of pics.
heres ONE.

cyn lar. she bloody disgruntled.
then bedah called. she wanted to go drink. ah well. i can buy what. so asked her to join us in town. she piah cab down. so the three of us hanged for awhile then went back.

on the train back. i was busy snapping pics.
heres SOME.











HAHA! i had alot of fun taking the pics. i wanna do it all over again!

`mwa