Its ironic how the whole matter blew up and everyone knows about it. Then after everything, both of us became closer and i spent 2 hours on MSN with him and he made me cry again. Fuck you. Yes, i did promise you not to be emo but the things you said were too much and i couldnt take it. To the hell with being strong, because this is the soft side of me. You are the guy that makes me go nuts okay? I called him after the convo and we talked for another 2 1/2 hours till dawn. My cellphone bills are gonna kill me, i swear.
Crying for 4D3N just for you didnt make anything better. I know you felt gulit when i told you, because you went all quiet after i told you. I dun know if you'll ever read this but yeah i'm crazy about you.
All the stuff that you told me on the phone made me realise some things. I still wanted to carry on talking to you even though my mother will kill me when she finds out how much my bill is plus i was fucking tired and running a temperature of 38degrees. But i still want to do it over and over again.
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