my dae at school.

hello. i nearly died in school today. i had like double accounts today. its fucking long. and i'm good at accounts. but i dun understand WHAT THE FUCK is she talking about. she expects me to support her in class because i'ma SL. and she gives me this weird smile. and i hafta nod my blockhead to PRETEND that i understand her. wth. spare me please?

the whole bloody class was in chaos. it started after recess. i was given mikhail's fucking smelly deoderant spray. i wanted to spray the digusting smell at solomon but jay was in the way. so i sprayed him. and he had his mouth wide open and he ate the spray. fucking funny pls! and found the knob thingys gone from the fan and light switches. and then when aminah came in. she raised the issue to the roof. then we were all fooling around and pushing the blame to one another. first it was mikhail. then weiyen. then shawwai. then back to mikhail. then some idert told me theeba [she din come to school] then it was back to weiyan. then everyone exclaimed that it was chiming. DAMN funny please! then everyone just kept making noise. nobody shut up. then aminah decided to spoil the mood by saying that we have to pay for the damn thing. and THEN everyone shut up.

then it was SS and we had to go to the lab to use the comps to do our project. dunno why. but literally EVERYONE were like elephants in the corridor. damn noisy. and to add to that. duno which fucker went to meijun and told her that her bag -something something- she ran out of the lab with xinni and jasmine. fuck. and howie was so freaking angry. she switched off all the air-cons and lights and told us to get back into class. then she told us that there would be no more lab classes and that we had to do our project literally on our own. damnation.

then after that was this two periods of chem. siva never come. what's new. so got reliefed by miss teo. -giggles- the whole class went mad again! the weiyan and gang started bullying meijun by calling her horse. [4nd joke] and mikhail just HAD TO butt in and screw everything up. he started with the turf club jokes and all. and it made the whole situation go from bad to HELL. they started throwing the tables and chairs and paperballs and bottlecaps. sheer madness. then jasmine decided to chase weiyan all around the classroom. and meijun chased jonathan and shawwai around the classroom after jasmine ended hers. like taking turns you know?
then i got fed up at mikhail.

hold on. answering my toilet's call.
yes. i'm back.

then i got fed up at mikhail so i grabbed the bottle of water in front of him and i threatened to "bathe" him with it. so he ran away. then shawwai and the dongs were like damn rude to miss teo lar. i'm not sticking up for her or anything. but like they really fucking rude pls. when the bell rang they just ran off man. they nv wait for her to say anything. luckily i asked meijun to sit down. then in the end the few of them got their names written down by yours truly. I AM NOT A PAOTO KIA. i was trying to do my duty. and besides i think they dun even care.
HAHA! wth.


my dear sayang is sick. damn. he looked so down in the dumps when i last saw him. he had fever and all. and now he's in the hospital. poor dear. i'm gonna visit him. who fucking cares about dengue fuck. he aint gonna bite me what. my dear cyn is going with me! i love cyn!
WARNING: i AM NOT lesbian.

HAHAHAHA.

i didnt go to school today. i was too fucking lazy to get my ass off my bed. its like only two days have passed since the start of school. and they are giving us so much fucking pressure that i can scream. i have to stay in school till 430pm every monday for maths. screw the system. i hate maths. if i ever had the choice of dropping any one subject. maths will be the first to go. and after that would be chinese. i hate this two subs. fucking hard to pass.

i was reading this stupid blog. of this CHEENA AHLIAN. i absolutely cannot stand her. she's such a stupid BIMBO. really i swear. ask sarrah. she has a whole load of comments about her.

i read my sister's blog. check it out if you want. MY SISTER'S BLOG. first she goes on and on about wanting to murder and strangle me. plus she wants me to go to hell and die and everything. NOW. she fucking wants a apple notebook. which she is pestering my mama to buy for her.
in case i didnt tell you. she got a ipod 30GB and i got a creative zen. she got her own comp and i have to share. NOW she wants ANOTHER ipod and a NEW laptop. fuck her. she thinks she's GOD. she thinks she needs to OWN everything. argh. fuck her and all that she stands for. fuck all her friends also. fuck them ALL. she can fuck off the MOST.
HAH.

`mwa

second day of school.

i slept in class for four periods today. due to the fact that i didnt get enough sleep last night. and today. i went for the funeral again today. with tanya and g and millie. we sat there eating peanuts and green tea nut-thingy. and each of us drank like 2 packets of drink. went to offer joss sticks to jian. they din burn any joss sticks for zijian. one was because they dun know him. two was because they were christians. i just don't get it. its just a mark of respect for the dead. and they couldnt even do it. what's worse was that g just walked off without even going to the altar to bow. its called respect pls?
then weiwei and some other started a mahjong game. and another side got ah bengs/sengs playing poker cards. LAME! .
so unfair. jason got like three days off from school because he was involved in the accident. then again. do i want off from shool? nahhhh. dun want. for what? so lame. my connection to the thing is that i know the sister and SOMEWHAT know jian lar. but jason cannot carry the coffin. cox he's eight characters dun match. but he's going tml lar. hope everything goes fine.

louise was telling me that she read alot of ahlians' blogs and they were all going like 'Brother died.' and whatever. i swear the funeral got ALOT of ah bengs/sengs/lians. if you were there you'll know what i'm talking about.
HAWHAW.

`mwa

life is short.

i was at a funeral just now. i was there to lend support to my friend, the sister of him* who drowned in Seletar Reservoir. when i got there. i din know what to say. secondly, i dun know how to act.. i mean yeah i'm her friend and everything. but i just cant do anything you know. i'm feeling damn lost here. and i see bunches of northlanders. jason and gang.. but all that's in my mind is how to react to the situation? i cant offer her anything but my support for now. is that enough?
she seems cool about everything. but i can see that she's handling alot. with her father in the hospitalwith a overdose. her grandma/mama breaking down. crying and wailing. i think she needs alot of support for now. yes. for now. for the future. i dunno what's she going to do. she has been going around with smiles and trying her best to handle the whole situation. i guess all that she needs is time.
we were talking abt him* and she said that it was like so bad luck. see. there were five of them who went on that stupid fishing trip. but only her brother drowned. the rest is history. the thing is. he* was trying to swim across to the other side of dunno where. and there were nets on the sea bed. his feet was caught in them and however hard the rescuer tried to look for him*. he* just wasnt there. but when he was found the next morning at 810am. he was still at the place where he went down. its so mysterious. the story remains unclear after that.


i stayed at the wake till 11pm. i was bushed. but i decided to lend her my support. but i felt that she din really need me at that time. reason being that there so MANY of her brother's pig and dog friends. like the whole place was full lar. and they had to like order more tables or something. from everywhere there were people popping up. got the cheena ah lians to the cheena ah bengs to the heavily tattooed fellas who look menacing. like wth. i bet like one quarter of the people that were there didnt even know him*. geez. but there were so called big shots there. for one i saw shichen. he was there. but for now i've come to the conclusion that.
LIFE IS FUCKING SHORT.

i'm bleeding badly.

hello. its me again. the one and only. i cant seem to find a skin that i can stick to and enjoy. i just have to change and change the skins. well. i better find a nice skin soon. i need it for my official opening of my blog. argh!!! i cant take this anymore! i shall go find more skins. okay. i am now satisfied with this skin. its pretty nice anyway. MSN has like a virus going on now. fuck. and people think that its me who sent it. wtf. NO. why would i send you suck a stupid thing? lame. anw. school's starting tml. and i'm feeling damn fucked up about it. it prolly because i'm haemorraging. losing fucking alot of blood. well. NOW we know that i cant be food for a vampire. beacuse i am losing too much blood myself. HAHAHAHA.
i miss council already.

mwa`

stepping down.

its the last day of the holidays. well i cant say that i enjoyed it alot. because of all the homework and the times that i have to go back to school. geez. gimmie a break. well. its official that i've stepped down from choir comm. a huge sigh of relief. i am halfway to freedom. but i cant say that i dun miss choir. the nonsense that we do. the shits that we ever came up with. well. it over. no more. all of us will move on.

coming up next is the council step down. mann. am i gonna miss council or what. i mean yeah. we bitch. we fight. we hate each other to the core. but we still spent like one year together. most of us that is. and we do alot of stuff together. meetings after meetings. frustration. getting pissed off at one another. nigel asking for markers when no one has any. laughing at yong when he says something stupid. wan with his shits. mann. i'm sure gonna miss council.

`mwa
incomplete dreamer___`

Camp

i'm back from camp! yesterday was the promotional/ handover camp. and i went late. but i got there in time for the ceremony. started off with S4 talking and then it was my turn. i nv prepare anything sial. so i just went up and anyhow say something. aiyah. i lazy to blog and i want to change my skin. so just look at the photos okay.

CAMP PHOTOS HERE!

my day for tml.

i am so freaking pissed. i forgot to do my damned hw. so there goes my bbq and disco night. and i hafta bring hw to camp! so gay! serve me tml jrs. i'm your senior. HAHA! i changed my skin. i deleted the other one by accident. damn gay pls. so i got this one done. i am so damn tired. i did a new skin for my shared blog. and dear glenn says that its noisy. -sigh- i am so fucking tired pls.

for tml:
my day starts at 11.30.
11.30: bathe
12.00: reach school and see gay sim
_____-meeting-
12.45: get out of school
1300: go buy something to eat / meet sherlynn/ take bus to tampines
1400: tution starts.
1600: tution ends.
1615: go tampines interchange and take 969.
1630: must be in 969 or die.
1715: reach home
1717: change clothes
1720: grab bag and misc
1725: check if everything is in order
1726: run outta the house
1730: rush into school and lie on courtyard, panting.

thats my day for tml. i'm so gonna die.
`mwa

my mom

i had my first piercing like two yrs back.
bear in mind that i got a body piercing.
not my ears pierced.
i got my navel pierced on an impulse.
when i was out one day with my friend.
and i din really tell my mom you see.
but in the end she found out.
because i stupidly stretched in front of her and she saw it.
she din really get mad and threw a fit.
but she did reprimand me thou.
that's a comfort to all you people who think piercings are of the Devil.

another time was because i pierced my tongue.
well.
for those who have gone to pierce their tongue before.
please bear with me as i explain to the readers.
well.
during the hours afther you pierce your tongue.
the hole will be very tight and you arent allowed to play with the stud.
and you have to suck on ALOT of cold stuff so that it'll reduce the swelling.
and it hinders your speech for about three-sevn days.
well. back to the story.
that day that i pierced my tongue.
then after everything my mom called.
and asked me to go chong pang eat porridage.
and i'm like :' i kannt'.
so being a mommy.
she knew that i pierced my tongue from the way i was talking.
and she slamned the phone on me.

she was reluctant to talk to me for a few days after she found out about my piercings.
but she gave in eventually.
one being that i was her baby.
two being that i was in a stage where if you say NO i'll do more.
she din want me to become rebellious.

well.
we went shopping at queensway abt a year back.
after my piercings rage had stopped and had healed.
i walked into this shop Bead Street.
for those who know.
this shop sells like surgical steel body studs.
the kind that i needed for my piercings.
for those that dun know.
NOW you know.
my mom and i were looking at all the studs.
and all of a sudden she egged me on to go buy a few more studs.
and she helped me pick my navel stud out and a couple more tongue studs.
and she even paid for them.
for those who think that piercings are of the Devil.
you prolly think that my mom got possessed or something.
but no.
she bought me the studs because she felt that if piercings was what i wanted.
then she would 'encourage' me.

move on to last year.
i was bored of piercings because everyone seemed to have them.
and it was uninteresting already.
i moved on to body art.
of the common term TATTOOS.
i was facinated with the art from when i was thirteen.
i wanted to get one but i always backed out at the beginning.
but last year.
i thought about it for three days and i decided to get one on my tailbone.
all of you reader might go 'like duhh! obviously.'
because it is the most common place to get a tattoo.
but for me i did it on my tailbone.
because i was experiancing a whole new rage.
of which i'll look up to for a long time.
the first dab from the needle and i jumped.
i literally jumped up.
i din expect the pain to be so damn gay.
and i was grabbing my friend tightly.
i swear i nearly crushed his bones.
anw.
i finished the whole thing in 3hours.
my artist was trying to make it as easy as he could for me.
i hide the tattoo for almost a year.
till my older sister told my mom.
how she ever found out.
i dun know.

my mom got really annoyed with me.
she thought i wouldnt go for anything crazier then piercings.
piercings can be taken out.
the wound can heal.
but for a tattoo.
its for life.
and it cant be taken out.
she was quite furious with me for a few days.
but she learnt to accept it.
because she knew that it what i wanted.
but she asked me not to get anything else.

which reminds me.
we were sitting down on the sofa together one day
waay before i even got my first piercing.
and she turned me and asked me to go get a tattoo together with her.
talk about crazy.

so after about a year.
i got my second tattoo.
i din get one earlier because i din have a tattoo partner.
someone who is willing to love the culture like me and cultivate it even.
but i found my partner after all.
she* has appeared.
my mom found out about the second one after about a week.
well.
its on my ankle.
what do you expect?

i think i shock my mom too much.
but she has learnt to let go more after all these years.
because she knows that i have to fall to learn how to stand up.
and she knows that i won't do anything too drastic.
haha.
my mom.
after all these years.
she has crazy ideas of her own.
she asked me to join her for this hairstyling/cutting course.
and i've agreed.
at the end of the year.
we're going shanghai for a MAJOR shopping trip.
so that's me and my mom for you.

`mwa

disgruntledness

went to school today. the main reason i went was to have a look at the leaders' room. FUCK. nothing much being done lor. just a old school banner that's on the wall. i tot what big fuck they did already. well. now we hafta cover up the emptiness with things from Ikea. and Mr wondeful nigel asked me to go down Ikea with sam to go look for the stuff. and you know where he went?? he went to TOWN. fuck. like he just throws the entire thing to others and walks away to enjoy himself. i TRULY DESPISE SUCH PEOPLE. nvm that he's my FRIEND. but he's now THE CHAIRMAN. what fuck man. i swear arh. okay. shall not make any threats in MY blog.

so we took down the measurments to the windows and we set off. we bloody had to wait for the stupid bus lor. bloody 855. then we crapped on the bus. laughing at nothing. and we missed the stop lar. kc suggested this newly opened furniture warehouse. and there's nothing that we can get from there lar. wasted trip pls. so we waited for another 855. then finally reached Queenstown. wah. i mistook the police station for Ikea pls. damn funny. then we got into Ikea and started looking around for stuff. wah. found alot of nonsense. then chose like alot of stuff. that we felt that was suitable for the room. i saw this hanging chair thingy. damn nice pls. damn style lar. can hold 100kg. then i tot of putting a rocking horse in the room. and sam was disagreeing because WAN might do something to it. damn funny pls. den aft walking around in Ikea. decided to go downstairs for a bite. my gastric juices were rumbling. treated sam to BK.

then went to Queenstown Shopping Centre. walked round and round. i realised that the place doesnt hold anymore value for me. i mean everyone used to go there for like cheap clothes and shoes lar. but now. you dun see alot of people there. and its turning into an AH BENG CLAN there.

so we had nothing else to see. so we went back to Yishun. Bought cheesecake for jill. her birthday was ytd. saw yong and his swimming friends. and SAM` said that this guy was cute. and it just so happened that i KNOW the guy. so its like damn funny. she said that the guy was HOT. and i was like NOT. maybe its because i know what's the story lar. and she doesnt so she finds him hot. then jena and cyn FINALLY appeared. and we brought the cake out and everything. and we gave aron apiece. he like fucking refuse to take it? and he came up with this excuse that he will throw up in the bus cox he's going to the airport to pick up his friend. FUCKING LAME PLS? can he get any lamer then that? he's prolly putting a spell on me right now. ohhhh. i'm SOOO SCARED -sacarstic-.

then cyn wanted to go play pool. so we headed to SAFRA. called bear along too. so it was me cyn bear and jill. then i wanted to book the pool table. cox i was the only one that's over sixteen in the group. and the STUPID woman din want to let me book. she claimed that i dun have a SAFRA card so i cant book. fuck. so jill went to meet her friend so that we can get a SAFRA card. we showed it to her. but she still din let us book. FUCK. i was so pissed off man. i was like so ready to go down and get a SAFRA card done. HAH. easier said then done. and she wanted my IC. which i din bring lar. how was i supposed to know that i'm gonna play pool? so i had to call jade to come down with her IC to help me book the fucking table. then she left. leaving her IC with me. fuck man. the STUPID WOMAN DEFINATELY DESERVES TO BE MURDERED. i swear i could just throw knives at her pls. i went down to the SAFRA counter only to find out that ONLY NS MEN OR THEIR WIVES CAN SIGN UP. fuck lor.

woman: 'are you from NS?'
me: 'Do i look like i'm from NS to you?'
woman: 'This form can only be signed up by NS men or their wives. are you married?'
me: 'do i look like i'm married to you?'
woman: 'then sorry, you cant sign up.'

then jade came. we FINALLY got to play. shucks to the woman. and i found out that bear is a fucking good player. and jill din know how to play. funny lar. so me bear and cyn were like teaching her. then in the end bear had to rush off. cox he got probation. and jill like got beginners' luck or something lar. in the last game playing better then me and cyn. so imagine how disgruntled we are.
then took a cab home.
`cyn. i want the photos!
`mwa

hay-ish hair

i woke up at like three today. i am disgusted at my sleeping hours. but its the holidays. so who cares? watched teevee for awhile. i was twirling a lock of my hair around my finger. and i realised how bloody dry my hair is. like hay. NOT FUNNY OKAY. you should feel how hay-ish hair feels like. well. blame it on me dyeing my hair so many times long ago. i changed it like a diff colour every month. no wonder my hair's turning into hay. gay. so i decided to treat myself to a spa for my hair. went down to the salon and got a treatment. dunno what kind of teatment it was also. my hair felt silky and smooth after the tretment. yeah! no more hay-ish hair. i LOVE it.

called sam. she din call me when she came back. so much for friends. HAH. who fucking cares? anw. the GAY nigel wants me to go and source for furniture. okay i can do it. but like he din ask nicely can? i felt like he threw the job to me. however. i was disgruntled but willing to do it. how contradicting can i GET? madness.

well. its school for me tml. need to go and check out the room. then head down to Ikea at Queenstown. Nigel Dillip Singh Gill. You owe me a BIG FAVOUR.

`come out soon
`mwa

communication link

well. i still think i'm mad to try and organise a meet-up dinner or celebration thingy.
anw. i went out with bedah today. ytd she went for this gay one day trip to malaysia. and she din buy anything. HOW gay. so today we went out to cwp. i wanted to return my book to the funny bookshop in cwp. so it was like killing two birds with one stone. went to the bookshop and found that it WAS CLOSED. damn. the person would only be back at like 6 and it was only 430 pls. so we went to eat. eat already and we talked about some lame stuff. then we walked around cwp. wen back to the bookshop at 6. returned the book and got back my four dollars. then went to Gelare to have cheesecake! i'ma pig i know. so i ask bedah what she want.
then i was reeling off alot of food on the menu. then i finally said.
me: 'how about a milkshake?'
-me and bedah start singing-
my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard -kelis-
and both of us started laughing non stop.
damn funny man. and then we finally finished placing our orders. then we went to sit down. i so enjoyed my cheesecake pls. then we crapped awhile. i took her neoprints away. i wanted one. and she got so pissed with me pls. HAHA. damn funny if you can see her face. i wish i had my camera pls. then we went back to Yishun. bedah made me buy drinks again. [makes me wish i wasnt seventeen] so went into 7-11. bought vodka and tequila and sat outside Mcdonalds to drink. saw weijie and this girl. she bloody cmi pls. she thinks she's this great wonderful CHEENA AH LIAN. PLEASE GET A FUCKING LIFE. I CANT STAND YOUR LOOKS. GO AWAY.
then went home aft that.

i realised what's the problem with people who cant commuicate with one another properly. its the fact that we all go online like practically every other day. and we play games online. sms alot. talk to people online. and we type out all that we have to say. we never talk to one another in the face anymore. instead of showing real emotion. we sent gay things. like smilies and some other icons. and we ASSUME that such things can portray our feelings. or what we want to say. we dun say things the old fashioned way anymore. i tell you. the next time you think back about this in the future. goodness knows what kind of communications we have then. think about it.

`where are you?
`mwa

disgruntled me. you never cared.

its not like i cant make it in my studies. if i couldn make it. i would have dropped into the technical stream. right? yes. you got into Cedar Girls. so what? i owe you my life now?
you've never cared before. why care now? yes. why now? you're not me.

you never bothered abt me or what i do. all you ever cared about was getting things done.
church. serving God. serving ministry. serving this serving that. since when you cared? even when i backslide. you werent there. you din even care pls. yes. you're the ever-oh-so-great editor of a magazine. the great president of some crap fan club. the CGL of some fucked up cells.

but how many times have i seen your dark side. when you unmercifully screamed at your member who asked your opinion abt getting a tattoo. when you scolded me like i was one of your stupid members. i dun SUBMIT to you. you are NOT MY GOD.

am i disgruntled pls.

must be the mense.
damn gay pls.
Nigeria Falls.
argh!
i wanna die pls.
damn tiring.
`can someone be my boyfriend?
i'm turning gay soon pls.
glenn. you're gonna have an old maid as your sister.
how cool's that?
very pls.

`mwa

alumni for CCPS?

i think i'm gonna die soon. nahh. still got a long way more.
i'm currently busy trying to organise a renuion thingy for the 2000 batch and also find out if i can set up a Alumni for my primary school.
i know it sounds impossible and out of range. but you'll never know unless you try no?
i've been up the whole night thinking and drawing up a proposal for the P of my primary school.
theres a new P so i dun know if i can get thru to her. -hopefully lar-
i've been sending out alot of emails for the past 24 hours. i work better at night i guess.
so far i've gotten like 3 replies to my mails. damn.
i need to seriously think about how i am to go about doing this. its not gonna be easy thou.
i need alot of help. and i'm like taking Ns this year too. i seriously dun know how am i gonna do this. ARRRGGGHHHHHH!! `save me!
i am like damn tired pls. i hate to organise such crap. but i want to make a difference pls?
some help pls?

*mwa

tribute to the cheena ah lians.

its nearly 6am and i'm still bloody awake.
and i am damn bored pls.
i decided to entertain myself with photos.
check it out.





actions done in the photo below are by two CHEENA AH LIANS.
they have Friendster and blogs.
and i cant stand them so this is my tribute to them
to the CHEENA AH LIANS that i know.
shucks to YOU!






HAHA!
i did this in like half an hour.
i was so bloody tired after all that posing pls.
i really dun know HOW they do it.
my back really pain now.
i feel so old.
enjoying it louise?
i did it partly for you and my own entertainment.
credits to me.
ENJOY PEOPLE!

*mwa

flying high.

it has never been so fun going out with bedah for window shopping before. usually both of us would be pmsing and the Ds of ours will rise. then the whole mood will be spoilt.
we met up at like 2.30. went down to town. hit heeren first. then went to eat. or rather i eat and she stare. then we headed to topshop at wisma. where we stare aimlessly at everything sold there. then walked around wisma and stared at everything but did not buy. then walked to far east and checked out alot of stuff but still did not buy. then went to NYDC at heeren to drink the bitter elephanccino and eat the fabulous cookie monster mudpie. then we talked abt alot of stuff and *him. he's so sweet! yes. and then went to taka. we walked and walked pls. then finally went in Harley Davidson. we were thinking why are there so many people inside when the things there are like effing expensive pls. haha. then i was looking at this off shoulder top. damn nice pls. and the thing cost only like 39.90. plus 30% off. both of us stared at the price tag and gasp pls. then we started looking around if there were other clothes that had discount tags also. i know we look and act like tai tais but its the Singapore Sale. what do you expect? then we saw alot of VERY nice clothes which was like on discount lar. and we were damn pissed cox we abit the broke can? then went to wisma again. to Forever 21. the clothes there are like damn nice also? but we nv buy. HAHA!
we look.
stare.
drool.
but never buy.
we damn farnie pls. then we went back to Yishun. went to the Food Court to eat. waited like damn long for our food pls. then when we were starting to eat. they switched off the lights. and i was like 'uh..the ambience very nice can?' and bedah was like 'i cant see what i'm eating!' they want to save electricity bill also not like that right? lame pls. then we eat finish and went to the interchange.
bedah's going to M'sia tml. awwww. i'm all alone in Spore! somebody pls entertain me?!

*who's the ONE?
*mwa

ima hippie now.

Happy birthday to my dearest mummie! okay. i have no idea how old is she. her birthday was in the 17th of june. yes. i'm blogging in the wee hours of the morning.
i just came back from town.
PICS OF TOWN HERE!
tanya and i had fun at bugis. although we met like really really late. she wanted to watch Batman Begins. -snort- noh. aint watching that. but because there was no other show at bugis. we kinda had no choice. we had to wait for millie to come. so we walked around. apparently millie went to the zoo. how long have i not gone to the zoo? -counts- 17-9=8years. thats bloody long ago pls.
so me and tanya went to eat pastamania. she had this fucking creamy penne. and i had chicken bolganese[sp?]. the table clearer dirtied my bag with some sauce can? my white adidas bag now got some orange stains. boohoohoo.

then went to bugis village to walk around. we found fabulous bargains. but got no money to buy.
haha. then went to BK to wait for millie. when millie came. we went to town. saw joo at far east. funny lar she. then walked around. these two woman want to look for the jap kind of pants. which i'm not really interested in. then walked till the shops all almost closed already. then we went to the first floor. saw Spotslink was still open. so went in to see. i took this cap off the hook. and i put it on. made me look like a hippie pls!

the hippie me!

damn farnie pls. for full pics. click the above link yes? look for it. its in red.
okay. tml going down to parkway for some art. i dun think i'm gonna do lar. think bedah's gonna do yes? nitex.

*where are you?
*mwa

graffiti

i din go to school to see any graffiti today. i woke up with cramps. so i couldn go anywhere. stayed at home the whole day. watched cartoons thru the drooping eyelids of mine. fell asleep a couple of times. my period is making me dreadfully tired. sian man. and i ran out of pads. so i had to lug my body to Shop and Save to get some pads. i realised that there are alot of types of pads. i swear there are alot. in the end i bought this one. the others din look attractive enough.

-sigh- then went home. went to bathe and went online for awhile den *he came home. then had dinner. i opened the freezer to get some air con. yes i know it sounds weird. but i was bored and hot. i found this HUGE bar of chocolate staring at me. i mean its really huge. geez. the size of that thing can feed a busful of people.


how's this for size?




its a bloody 1kg bar of chocolate. eat it all and die a fat pig. i swear. *he says that my sister has been bugging him abt the chocolate for two days already.
*why am i not surprised?
tsk tsk tsk.
oh. and i went to BMEzine. omg. they had this gallery for EXTREME body modifications. i swear its fucking disgusting. with the dicks and all getting pierced or chopped off i swear its damn disturbing man. ah well. at least i've seen a dick now. i havent seen one before. and NO i'm not being perverse or anything. its just nature. an art from God. so i dun see any wrong in that no? haha.

cindial smsed me. after so long. she's in hostel. the woman rioted and stole. so she's in there. cried when i saw her sms. like i haven seen her for so long and the first ting i hear from her is that she's in hostel. damn sad pls. and bearbear might be going in. makes me even sadder pls. bearbear is such a nice guy. but things that have been done cannot be taken back. that's the saddest part.

i'm glad that i was given a chance to finish my education again two years ago. yes i left sac with a big history. angry and frustrated even. i took a break from my education. a year was spend deciding what i wanted in life. in the end i chose to go back to my education. you people might say that its stupid of me to waste one year. but i can tell you that that one year taught me more about the society then what you can learn about it in school. its different out there.
Northland gave me that chance when i needed it the most. yes they might have taken me in because of the fact that i was from a autonomous school. or the fact that i played basketball as a cca. but the fact still remains that once i was a rebellious student in sac who didnt listen to teachers and made alot of trouble doesnt mean that someone cant change. i'm living proof. sac thought of me as a deliquent. a troublemaker. a useless student. but in Northland, i'm a STUDENT LEADER. a vice-chairman of the second student council. how can anyone say anything now? nobody can ever say somebody's beyond hope. WHY? because i was there and i came back and became very successful. it may have cost me some years. but its something that i was willing to take in order to change. why not? you can do it too.

*who's the ONE?
*mwa

ecp

i went for germaine's party at ecp. i tot what kind of elaborate party she planned. the way she described to me. then i went there alone. dun know what's cherish's problem. met jai and donna. this two women like to piss each other off. then met joshua and felix. then was bored for awhile. germaine was being thrown around the sea. then keith. nicholas and jiabao came. then intro-ed ourselves and they went to the rocky area to hang. so maine dragged me to the rocky area to hang with them. and there were this whole bunch of chij girls there. and either keith or nic went to tell the girl that the other wanted her number. the bung was so fucking embarrased that she was wailing away man. damn farnie can. then went back to the stone table. hung out with jai and donna. then talked to joshua for awhile.

then we played 'i never'. wah the drink damn gay can? go chilli sauce, pepsi, apple/orange juice, some bubble juice, shark's tonic drink, banana milk, carrot soya milk and oreo biscuits. i swear gonna get tummy ache. then asked alot of damn gay questions lar.


then played truth or dare. mostly its dares lar. cherish had to share this spring roll with germaine. they bloody almost kissed lar. then again. i think they wun mind. yes? then i had to name out who i ever liked before in sac. damn lame.
then it was joshua's turn. they bloody made him bite on a peanut and like i have to take it from him lar. and i think i turned bloody red in the face. he's hott man. i swear. i've never gone so close to a guy's face before. not even taking pics lar. and now this?? then when he was abt to put the stupid thing in my mouth. germaine pushed me lar! she wanted me to fall on him. fuck. lucky i fell sideways. basket. i damn embarrassed. so i tickled germaine and cherish like mad. then i sat down. i dun know how to react man. then the game just went on lor. haha. he fucking hott. -sizzles-

aft the games ended. he left. [and all the people go awwwwwww] then we cleared up and went bowling. then we sat in mac and rotted. then sat 135 back to amk. cherish and maine went for a bball game. wasted i never go. cox *yx was there. could have met up with her sial. WASTED!!!

i need to so school tml. got graffiti to see. a master at work. bud its at 10am can? *save me.

*who's my guy?
*mwa

stuff it.

i'm back. went to school at 11am. i was late. haha!! woke up at like 1030 cox bedah called and asked if i wanted Rotiboy. went in sac's PE shirt. damn gay. we finished the painting in like under an hour lar. so damn fast really. then i had fun painting sarrah's feet. painted them orange. so they look like some gay tribe's colours on her. and she asked sab to call nigel a slut in tagalog. wth pls. damn funny. i painted the words MARY on his back. and he doesnt know. till like really long afterwards. which is really funny.

the room looks really nice now. not like the patchy patchy thing that we had going. den we got Rey to come down and design some graffiti for us. think its gonna look damn nice. must see the after effect. then left earlier. cox i wanted to eat.

then we headed to sam's house. i went to look for rabbits again. on the way to the pool,saw this white and brown one. it had like blue eyes. was really really cute. but nobody wanted to help me catch it. -sigh- RABBIT!! damn cute can. i picked up this book from sam's house. its called A Child Called "It". The book's about child abuse. The mom in that book abused one of her kids. it shows that not all families live happily ever after.

*you the ONE??
*mwa

Lyrics

Whisper


catch me as i fall
say you're here and it's all over now
speaking to the atmosphere
no one's here and i fall into myself
this truth drives me into madness
i know i can stop the pain if i will it all away
don't turn away
don't give in to the pain
don't try to hide
though they're screaming your name
don't close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
don't turn out the light
never sleep never die

i'm frightened by what i see
but somehow i know that there's much more to come
immobilized by my fear
and soon to be blinded by tears
i can stop the pain if i will it all away
don't turn away
don't give in to the pain
don't try to hide
though they're screaming your name
don't close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
don't turn out the light
never sleep never die fallen

angels at my feet
whispered voices at my ear
death before my eyes
lying next to me i fear
she beckons me shall i give in
upon my end shall i begin
forsaking all i've fallen for i rise to meet the end


*who's the ONE??
*mwa

painting council room

hello.
photos are up.
CLICK HERE!

well. i had fun today.
spent the whole day painting the council room.
okay.
there were some arguements about what colour the room should be.
some wanted peach.
the others wanted tangerine.
wtf.
the obvious choice was peach.
bud wth.
its for everyone.
so their problem lar.
i nv vote for that colour what.
so anything blame the rest.
haha.
well.
wan was lame.
he let jenmark spry paint his boxers silver.
in the end.
his dick turned silver.
and he let zy see.
wth.
he LET zy see.
gay lar.
then took quite some pics lar.
gonna be damn nice.
the room looks fresher now.
prolly due to that fact that white was gay anw.
haha.
i realised that paint cost damn alot lar.
like 50 for a 5L.
hah.
we painted like nobody's business lar.
even joanne canme back from the golf tournament to help.
i must say that she's very hard working sial.
like she nv askes alot of questions.
just do only.
i think very highly of her.
then aft most of the painting was over.
all of us sat down to watch joanne teach sab and mark how to play golf.
damn funny can.


then went to np with kim choo and roach.
ate desserts.
alugh and laugh at roach.
he damn lame can.
funny lar he.

paint the room!!

-chants- paint the room! paint the room! paint the room!
yay!! we're gonna paint the room!! i just hope that some people won't bring a whole entourage of friends along. so that's it. cya ltr people!

fuck love

i shall blog now.

i woke up at 2 and i came out of my room to watch tv.

and the tv screen was all static fuzz and blueness.

there was like no tv to watch.

then i realised that some asshole connected the CTV to the telly.

and the stupid thing wasnt working even when i did the right things to it.

so in the end i yelled for my dad.

he told me to do this and do that with the remote.

or rather BOTH remotes.

and still thescreen remained blue.

and i got so fucking pissed that i told him to pluck out the fucking CTV.

he fucking yanked out the tv plug and said that he wants to sleep.

and i was like FUCK YOU.

in times like this.

i wish a thousand curses to fall upon him.

i swear.

i'm that evil.

looking back.

what has he done for me?

he doesnt give me my allowances.

he doesnt buy stuff for me.

he doesnt know what i want in life.

he doesnt know what i like /dun like.

so what does he know??

yeah.

what he only knows ix peanuts.

peanuts abt me.

have you ever met a dad who knows peanuts abt his own child??

well i have a real live example right here in my own fucking house.

all these years.

from when i was P3.

he's been siding with my second sister.

and that was 8years ago.

8 fucking long years.

so you cant really blame me for being who i am.

the 'trainings' i had.

made me harden my soul.

made me believe that a father's love was non-existant.

that how i lived for the past 8 years.

enough?

all these while.

he's been encouraging me to give up school and go find a job.

reason being he says i won't make it out of sec sch.

fuck.

he wants me to be a rubbish collector.

can you now see what kind of dad i have??

now you know why i hate to stay at home??

can you see the reason??

MEN SUCK.

that just about sums up these 8years.

go read my friendster profile if you want.

*fuck love

church

i went to church today.
damn gay.
i know.
cox i havent been to church in a long long while.
but i went today.
on the impulse.
i was afraid to go because of bad leadership.
ah well.
when i got there.
the newer members thought i was a newcomer.
well. shucks to them.
like i knew exactly what they were gonna ask me.
then had svc and everything.
i did my sermon on my PDA.
so much more easier.
like i din have to bother if i had a mistake.
like i did with paper and pen.
then had altar call.
saw xh going down with rachel.
ahh well.
i think she needs God.
then went up to 1st floor.
smsed daniel* to tell him that i was in church.
haha.
my brother what.
so must tell.
then spent some time rotting at the riveria.
then went with marg to eat.
waited for that stupid tanya for so long.
like wth.
then ate at KFC.
then they made soo much noise lar.
like the KFC was theirs liddat.
waliao.
then took some pics.
check out the link below.

PHOTOS

aft that.

went to JP to walk around.

my boots were killing my feet man.

i swear.

went home ard 9plus.

we were on the train and this two little girls were in it too.

and all of a sudden.

they jumped up and started swinging themselves round and round the metal poles.

and the older girl.

kept sweeping her long hair around whilst swinging around the metal pole.

the younger one just shrieked in excitement.

-what she ever found so exciting abt swinging on a metal pole?-

then i told tanya.

'the older one ix gonna fall down. trust me.'

and sure enough.

my bloody words came true.

she fell down.

and i smirked at tanya.

sorry if i seem mean.

but if you were there.

you would have murdered the little brat for her vain-ness.

i swear.

*are you the ONE?

*mwa

new skin.

i changed my skin.
haha.
rotted at home today.
i had nothing to do.
i'ma single independent woman.
i dun need a guy.
do i?
-self-assurance-

*are you the ONE?
*mwa

town

i reached BK at like 1040am.

supposed to be 10am.

but i woke up at 10am.

so.......

yeah.

i took a bloody cab to BK.

so gaay.

cox the stupid bus dun wan to come.

then when i got out of the cab.

i stubbed my toe and nearly fell over.

wth.

then when i came into view of BK.

i saw jocelyn laughing at me.

and i was like whaaat?

and she asked me how come i need to take a cab

when my house's so near to BK.

and i was like cox the bus dun want to come.

and then i sat down.

choir mtg was booorrring.

we had to like so called plan a promotional ceremony.

wth.

got bbq and slideshow and alot of things lar.

then wuiz came.

and we talked about IT in her tagboard.

and how funny it is.

HAHA.

then i had something to eat.

and we headed to J8.

then i was asking bedah and sam if they wanted to watch movie.

Mr and Mrs Smith.

damn nice lar the show.

damn cool.

go watch.

met up with cyn aft the movie.

she wanted to head town.

then went to Pastamania to eat.

cyn ordered clams and mussels pasta.

then when she was eating.

she found like alot of the clams were closed lar.

and that aft she prised them open.

the thing was like slivating

and it looked uncooked.

wth.

damn disgusting can.

then i made a complaint to the management.

aft that we went to taka.

we were gonna do some major trying out of clothes.

you see.

we were kinda broke.

and we were crazy enuff to do that.

so me and cyn went to Mango.

i only tried on this PINK top.

PINK i tell you.

yes. i admit that PINK's my colour.

but my boobs are still too fucking big.

-sigh-

then we headed to Zara.

Zara had nothing that enticed us.

so we headed to Topshop.

my fave.

we went ard the whole shop picking out clothes.

i picked this white lopsided skirt.

a green stripe skirt and a black halter.

i love the black halter.

damn nice.

then we left.

walked to far east.

then walked round and round.

then we went to L1.

walked around somemore.

then headed to BK for munchies.

i had like vouchers.

so din really need to pay for anything.

i had salad.

cyn wanted cheesesticks.

but when she tasted my salad.

she went to get one for herself.

HAHA.

BK's salads are nice.

then we went back into L1 to sit down.

and talked for awhile.

then headed to Paragon.

we saw this woman.

she was wearing this black tube.

and a pink skirt.

plus knee length boots.

worst of all.

she looks like she's 50.

darn.

me and cyn went into the shopping centre aft that.

saw tanya and charmaine for the second time.

good lord.

they're together.

then walked ard.

saw cheryl leong.

just fuck care.

then went to Guess.

both of us saw this $195 dress.

wtf.

so expensive.

but both of us took one each to try.

damn farnie.

its damn nice lar.

but i think not suitable for me.

but for cyn its fine.

she looks more mature.

then we went to cineleisure.

checked out the gigs that were happening.

fucking lousy.

the first one that we saw was this CHEENA crap.

the singer was like shouting all the words and nobody understood anything.

the the second band was okay.

the third band SUCKED.

they played two Chemical Romance songs.

the first one already quite bad.

then they asked ppl to stand up for the second song.

and they played I'm Not Okay.

fucking lousy.

the ssinger cudn sing for peanuts.

and i was shouting: 'Go home and sleep lar!!'

and cyn was waving her middle finger in the air.

fuck.

so lousy.

hurt my ears.

like when they were still playing I'm Not Okay.

ppl started walking away.

so they are like really lousy.

i swear.

*who's the ONE??
*mwa

shucks.

theres this SUPERLAMESTAR competition going on.

i swear the people who went are like fucking thick skin.

and that they cant sing for peanuts.

some even had to resort to doing some stupid movements

for them to rmb their lyrics.

make me laugh pls.

why do they even want to have a new cheena superstar if there are more and more campaigns for Singaporeans to speak better English?

wtf.

O2 officially sucks.

the stupid thing was supposed to make lives easier.

not make it worse.

i had to bring it to the shop to let the person have a look thru.

waste my time.

then came home to rot.

i rot too much these days.

*mwa

dreams or reality?

i had a really weird dream last night.
or rather early morning.
i slept at 2am.
well.
i had this dream a long long time ago.
when i was like really young.
i cant rmb the dream.
or rather it doesnt allow me to remember it.
but this dream was so disturbing.
that i forced myself to wake up.
to make it go away when i was a ity bity girl.
now.
it made me cry buckets of tears.
i cannot recall what happened.
but i know that its something bad.
very bad.
i vaguely rmb seeing blood and gore.


for as long as i can rmb.
my dreams have come true.
i dun know if i can dream the future.
i dun know if i'm a psychic.
but it weird.
my dreams have always come true.
it makes me fear it.
*i'm scared


i had to go down to the phone shop today.
because of the stupid O2 phone.
stupid thing.
so expensive and yet so fucking non user friendly.
wtf.
stupid thing.
because of it.
i wasted one whole afternoon.
its supposed to help make our lives better.
not make it worse.
stupid thing.


i miss you.
but you're not the ONE.
*mwa

Choir Shit??

things we do when we are bored.
join us?













accept it or fuck it?
we had fun.
sam and fiona.
Choir Camp March 2005.

council meeting

i'ma hommmmeeeee.
went for breakfast with kc and snowman.
were talking abt alot of stuff.
then we went to sch.
and all bud joanne was not there yet lar.
wtf.
its like we old council first time meeting the new council
and they were like all late?
okay lar.
we old council abit fuck care already.
but they're new council and they're fucking late lar.
wtf.
and some of them never even bother to turn up for the mtg lor.
they can jolly well go fuck off and die.
i swear.
then arh.
cox we split the tables.
so that theres more space.
then theres like a hugge bit of space in the middle of the two tables lar.
so i told them to move in.
and everyone din bother to listen to me lar.
fuck.
then finally syafizah moved lar.
this was like a situation to test their initiative lar.
and i'm sad to say only one person took the initiative to move.
she wud make a very good chairman.
ah well.
i voted her what.
so part of the credits to me.
then we just started the mtg.
cox we aint gonna wait for some iderts who cudn be bothered to be punctual.
then we had alot of fun discussing the details of the things that we wanted to do.
with zy and wan's nonsense.
wth.
damn farnie.
but the new council was like really quiet lar.
like they din want to cut in and talk.
so the long and short of it is that we have settled the logistics and the date to do the thing.
*yippie
we get to do some serious bonding here.
which is what i want to see lar.


aft mtg me and snowman went to Sim Lim Sq.
she wanted to buy thumbdrive.
so we walked ard the whole place.
then finally she bought her thumbdrive.
then went to bugis.
we wanted to watch Cursed.
bud bugis dun have.
dunno what kind of gay cinema is that.
so we went to suntec.
then immediately bought tix to Cursed.
cox it was starting in five mins.
den the show was not bad arh.
the plot okay.
then aft that we went home.

*are you the ONE?
*mwa

money is nothing.

my mummy scares me.
last year.
she asked me to go toapayoh with her.
she bloody walked into a handphone shop and bought a 8910i.
its the titanium clad fone.
and it costs $1200.
then the next week.
we went to toapayoh again.
and she walked into a jewellery store and bought a $950 pair of diamond earrings.
fuck.


then today.
she asked me to go ring road with her.
and she bought an O2 mini.
bigger fuck.
she spent like $1080 on it.
and cox she was still talking to the dealer.
i asked if i cud get a new cover.
she nodded her head.
she hates my scratchy covers.
and like it costs $39 for a freaking cover.
and she bought it.
she coolly whipped out her plastic.
and she paid for the fone and the cover.
i swear she bloody spends money like nobody's business.
bud she's my mummy.
so fuck.
she says this fone is her birthday present.
haha.
what a joke.
she buys herself really extravagant pressies.
and then when we were walking.
she asked me not to spend so much money.
and that my way of spending money was scaring her.


and i'm like huhh??
i scare u?
look who's talking.
who walked into the fone shop and got a $1200 fone?
who walked into a jewerllery store and got a pair of earrings that coxt $950?
and who bloody bought a O2?
i scare her?
she SCARES ME.
my most expensive fone is my 7610.
its onli $700 plus plus.
and she says i scare her.
big joke i tell u.

tml's council mtg.
both old and new council.
damn style.

gonna be like a bonding session.

i sat Brian's van today.

its fucking style.

its NOT obvious that he supports Man U.

i swear.

i want something like that.

i can go for driving lessons now.

watch me.

*mwa

Top ten ways to annoy people

1. Leave the copy machine set to 99 copies, reduce 200%, extra dark, 17-inch paper.

2. In the memo field of all your checks write "for sensual massage."

3. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go."

4. Insist on keeping your car windshield wipers running in all weather conditions "to keep them tuned up."

5. Reply to everything someone says with "that's what YOU think."

6. Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with prophecy."

7. Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over your ears.

8. Staple papers in the middle of the page.

9. Ask people what gender they are.

10. While making presentations, occasionally bob your head like a parakeet.

my braces might be off tml.
hopefully.
-grinx-
*mwa

twits

i know that my sister has murderous tots of killing me.
she wants to stab my head till i die.
she wants me to drop dead.
HAWHAWHAW.
NOW we know who's the murderer if i drop dead.

i find it fucking farnie lar.
to read her blog.
makes my toes laugh.
twit.
*mwa

WINDOW SHOPPING.

okay. hello.

i'm home.

went to town with kc todae.

we did some MAJOR window shopping today.

she wanted to choose her presents for her birthday.

wth.

so i went with her.

we walked frm wisma to taka.

kc bought some yakitori snacks to eat.

then she said she was still hungry.

so we went pastamania to eat.

then we walked ard and went to far east.

where we had watermelon juice.

then she said that she want to eat the Shilin snacks.

and so we went to buy.

she eat and eat and eat like a pig can.

like tml got famine hitting spore.

and she must eat as much as possible.

i fucking scared of her now.

she eat like siao.

went to flash and splash.

happily looking at the clothes.

* i love shopping!

then kc received a call.

it was jamie.

then she had some probs with the edusave forms.

then kc was trying to help her and all.

then kc heard rachel chew saying:

'aiyah, call her come down and help us lar. stay in orchard also no use.'

wtf lor.

kc was so angry.

then when she finished talking she told me what rachel said.

wtf.

who does she think she fucking is?

she is not even in the fucking position to say that.

how dare she.

she can forget about making it for house comm.

i swear.

fuck.

so fucking rude.

then we went to paragon's Quilsilver Club.

kc saw alot of stuff that she liked there.

i did too.

this bag i LIKE!!!

the price i dun LIKE.

its $89.

HAHA.

then we went to far east.

walked ard alot.

then went to Pacific Plaza.

walked to Roxy.

saw like a HUGE crowd of ppl standing outside the store.

i was like wtf?

and we tot like someone stole the whole rack of clothes or something.

then we saw this fucking huge bee lar.

i swear its fucking huge.

pity i din get a pic of it.

or i'll upload it.

then arh.

we stand outside and laugh at the shop assitants lar.

cox they were screaming in the shop damn farnie.

then got this cheena ah lian.

she pushed her way thru and saw the bee.

then she was like.

'eeeyer! i dun want to shop here liao!'

and i was like.

'shut up bitch.'

then aft that it sheer maddness was over and we could go in.

then kc was looking at the surfshorts.

i turned ard and i saw the same cheena ahlian.

and she went like;' okay lar! we shop here.'

wtf.

then aft that we went down to toa payoh.

had to pick up my lenses.

wth.

Mr Chua was standing right behind me sial.

gave me a shock.

then received a sms frm mr glenn asking me to meet him at far east.

so i left to meet him.

met up with them and the first thing glenn said was that i was fat.

WHAT THE FUCK?

okay.

who cares.

i'm cute.

then went to Pointers to cut glenn's hair.

and i was talking to sendoh.

talk talk talk then glenn was done.

both of them dragged me to PS.

to meet the friends of theirs.

and i'm like the only girl.

wth.

so i was just sitting there and talking to glenn and sendoh.

din reallie get to know all their names.

bud it was abit hard to converse lar.

becox of their speech.

bud i cud understand.

i had fun deciphering what they were talking abt.

bud sendoh is different in reality.

i dun kw why.

now that i've met him.

he's not the ONE.

=))

*mwa

well.
i'm pretty much tired.
bud i dun wanna go sleep yet.
i still wanna talk to sendoh.
bud i dunno where has he gone.
is it me.
or have i found a target?
hah.
i'm gay.
whatever.
he makes me laugh.
that's all that matters.
i'm pretty easy to please.
hah.
whatever.
am not thinking of such shit now.
focus fiona focus.

wtf.
i kinda fucking bored now.
cox its like 1am and i'm still awake.
towning tml.
window shopping thou.
need to save for a tattoo.

shawn keeps persuding me to get a darkside gore art.
i absolutely refuse.
no no no.
i aint doing it.
but i love fridae the thirteenth thou.
arghhhhh!!!
i dunno lar.
shall think abt it.
i'm gonna kena more councelling if i do another one.
maan.
i'm torn.
save me*
help me make a decision.
i decided what i wanna be when i grow up.
a tattoo artist.
i think i'll stick with that dream for awhile.

*nite sendoh. sweet dreams*

leaders room.

hello.
had to go sch today.
help kc.
the poor woman had to do like 130 edusave forms all by herself lar.
so i offered to help.
why did i do that?
-slaps head-
so we were in sch at 10am.
all the way till like 12plus.
then we decide to brk for lunch.
told new council to redo the room.
which also includes the painting and moving of equipment.
bud the thing is that we hafta come up with the budget.
and that's gay.
so went outta sch.
to have lunch.

then came back for some other stuff.
in the end
when he came back.
we had to do alot of calling up.
to make sure that the edusave forms are in.
had to call down the ICs for JLOs and SEOs.
wth.
damn troublesome.
then met up with them in starbucks.
shawn treat me and kc starbucks!!
yippie*
then me and kc when to yoshi.
she wanted chawanmushi.
how gay.
then went home.
hah.
my dear council.
get ready for some super redecoration next week.
we hafta do up the leaders room!!!!
save me*

Nip/Tuck

Charmed is fucking back on teevee!!
hoho.
and i watched Nip/tuck yesterday.
good bloody lord.
* the following description is rated NC16.*
this woman wanted an orgasm.
bud she was born in some gay tribe
which has this tradition of cutting off women's clitoris[sp?]
okay.
i dun study bio.
fuck.
anw.
this woman got her clitoris cut off with a piece of glass when she was a child.
and now she's in NY seeking the miracle plastic surgeons to redo her thang.
wth.
so the doctors in the show told her that they were gonna cut off her toe.
and use the skin and like graft a clitoris from it.
omg.
-gasps-
imagine your toe in you.
ewwww.
then the next scene was in the operating theatre.
and they bloody CUT OFF HER TOE!!
-tummy squirms-
then they sewed the bloody thing up and there was blood!!!
ewww ewww ewww.
-hops around-
then it was over.
lucky they never let viewers see how they restructure the thing.
yuck.
gives me the shivers.
-shivers-
i never ever ever wan to watch Nip/tuck again.

i'm gonna get another you-know-what soon.
end of this mth.
bedah.
u better b with me k.
bifen's going also.