Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Today.

Today i passed my 2A.

But it didn't feel as euphoric as passing 2B. This time, all lessons and test was passed at first attempts. I should feel happy, jubilant even.

But no.

Because you weren't there.

When i said i wanted you out of my life...I meant it.

Now, after so many months. I regret. But you let go of the bond yourself.



I dun know what happened with our oh-so-strong friendship. It was unbreakable, like diamonds cast in stone.

In the end, the tears still washed the dust from the crushed diamonds away.

You couldn't accept a person's change. But you expect others to forgive you for your change. Tell me, how is this thinking acceptable, even for you?

I am the proudest and the one with the most opinions, but i could accept her and gave her a second chance. You were the sweetest, with honeyed lips that made me laugh. But you still couldn't look past yourself to give others a second chance.

Why?

I knew the consequences, the backlash would come.

But it all snowballed into today, where you filled most of my thoughts.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

You Part II

Everywhere i go, you presence haunts me.

Every place, every spot, you seem to have left a piece of yourself for me.

To be reminded.

To be filled with memories of the year ago, where things weren't like this.



A year ago, we all hung out at one location together.


Wednesday, June 16, 2010

You

For the longest time, my phone has not seen your name blink on its screen.

For the longest time, i have not heard your laugh.

For the longest time, i have not heard your voice.

For the longest time, i realised i missed you terribly.