Its now that i know he reads my blog for a reason. Not because he wants to know what's happening in my life, but how much the whole thing has progressed. Okay, cant say i blame him. =) Its time to move on. Bring it on.
Today has been a be-a-pig day. I slept like nobody's business and i woke up only at like 3pm and i replied a whole muthafucking load of smses. I swear everyone's looking for me today. I slimed in front of the comp till it was 5pm then i smsed Bedah and asked her to meet me. So she did, but i was kinda late because i was talking to Joel online. He's all the way in Aussie and he wants to smack whoever that bullied me. He sent me a voice clip, which is hilarious i swear.
Anyway, i was hanging out with Bedah at Np today. We smoked like no tmr, which reminds me that Marlboro Menthol Lights suck! I think its because i smoke Viceroy too much and i'm used to the taste. But no choice, because Bedah wanted Marlboro M. Lights. Anyway, i'm in Yishun and i still have to take care of tickets at MOS. Wow, aint i the best friend you guys ever had. So i settled all the stuff and answered all the questions of why i aint there and everything. Then Wen called me and told me all about those hilarious girls who dressed like they were POR LOK KUAYS. So i laughed obviously.
I wanted to make a trip down to Mos to catch the crowd and take some pictures for my blog. But then again, circumstances didnt allow me to do so. So to the hell with that. I was fiaking bored, so we both catch a movie. X-Men 3. Ooooh, SONG!~~ I love Jean Grey and Storm. Jean Grey is fiaking hot. I like her corset top. I love it! I shall go have it custom made. =) So after the movie, i practically ran to the toilet. Obviously i needed to pee lah. There was this Ah beng sitting near the toilet and all of a sudden he flung out his hands and it nearly hit my down-south. I swear if he hit me there, i'll have no Mother's Day. I swear man.
So after that i went out to smoke. I smoked like no tmr lah. As if the world will end tmr. Sometimes i think if a bomb hit Singapore, i'll die with a cig in my mouth. I shall go and update my official profile now. I have alot of things to add. =)
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Chinese Os.
Chinese Os was pretty alright i must say. I thought it was gonna be freakishly hard like what Mdm Ho gives us for Mid-years. For the first time in my life, i CAN DO CHINESE! YIPPIEEE!! So i came to school late okay. I came at like 8.20am, when the paper starts at 8.30am. I was smoking my way to school, thats why i came at 820. The cig like refused to end please. I got into the hall and i panicked for like five minutes because i couldnt find my seat. Shaiful was trying to help me also, by anyhow bombing and asking me if that was my seat when it wasnt. I ended up at the back of the hall where Koon Beng was in front of me and Junan was behind me. Oh what fun i must say.
Paper 1 was alright i guess. I was the only one who did the informal letter and some weird question on if i would move out of singapore and migrate. Oh well, if i lose this one, theres always the next round. Pray hard that i'll get at least a B4 okay.
Paper 2 was fucked easy. Even i can read the questions, so thats saying something. I was fiaking tired throughout the paper. I think its because i only slept for like 30mins the night before. I chiong-ed thru the whole paper and i literally died on my table. I only woke up when all the papers were collected. So thats the end of my chinese Os.
I called Mel after my paper and talked to him. He made me mad and i wasnt feeling myself when i was talking to him. I teared, and somehow he knew. So he told me to go to sleep and to sms him when i woke up. I died on the sofa then i transferred to my bed to sleep. I woke up in the evening, replied afw msges and ignored afew calls. Then i fell back asleep and i woke up a 12am. Then i talked to Mel again. He's threatening me, that if i dun go and sleep now, he will not talk or sms me for the next two weeks. So i have to go. I guess Mel's the only person i listen to lah. He's also the only person that bullies me and gets away with it.
Lovelove Mel.
Paper 1 was alright i guess. I was the only one who did the informal letter and some weird question on if i would move out of singapore and migrate. Oh well, if i lose this one, theres always the next round. Pray hard that i'll get at least a B4 okay.
Paper 2 was fucked easy. Even i can read the questions, so thats saying something. I was fiaking tired throughout the paper. I think its because i only slept for like 30mins the night before. I chiong-ed thru the whole paper and i literally died on my table. I only woke up when all the papers were collected. So thats the end of my chinese Os.
I called Mel after my paper and talked to him. He made me mad and i wasnt feeling myself when i was talking to him. I teared, and somehow he knew. So he told me to go to sleep and to sms him when i woke up. I died on the sofa then i transferred to my bed to sleep. I woke up in the evening, replied afw msges and ignored afew calls. Then i fell back asleep and i woke up a 12am. Then i talked to Mel again. He's threatening me, that if i dun go and sleep now, he will not talk or sms me for the next two weeks. So i have to go. I guess Mel's the only person i listen to lah. He's also the only person that bullies me and gets away with it.
Lovelove Mel.
Sunday, May 28, 2006
Bras Basah.
Ytd was initially supposed to be me alone meeting Mel. But who knows? Sheila called me and asked to meet, Shaik also asked to meet and Ken wanted to meet Mel. So i told these few people to go down to Bras Basah to join Mel and i.
I got to Bugis and i realised i had no living fuck's idea where Bras Basah was located. Mel says i dun have a childhood.
RIGHT.
Just because i have never been to Bras Basah to get art materials means i dun have a childhood lah. Thats new.
So i found my way there and i walked one whole huge round looking for McDonalds. I was thirsty after walking so long so i stepped into Cheers to get a drink. Basket. I looked to my left and there was McDonalds. I swear i'm some sort of a kum gong person existing on earth for no apparent reason. Anyway, i went up to the second floor to look for Mel. But i walked round and round and round the whole place and i still could find Mel. Then this girl in pink suddenly waves to me and i'm like taken aback. I've never seen her in my whole freaking life and she waved at me? I'm confused. Then i found out that she's Mel's friend, and that Mel's in the toilet.
So i sat down to wait awhile. Then Mel came back and we went to smoke. It was there that i met Tony. He's from China and he's sitting for a very important Accounts paper in Thursday. So after we smoked, we went back in. Then i sorta helped Tony with bits of Accounts. Then after like five minutes, Ken came and i moved to another table. Then Sheila and Gab came. So i thought that was all the people that were coming down. But how wrong i was. Xx, Ah gu, Tao Eh, Yilin, Dave, Shaik, Mitch all came down also. Seems like half the group's down at Bugis just because i'm at bugis meeting Mel. The irony of it.
I think i nearly died twice last night. Thanks to the two cockroaches i met while standing around minding my own business. Then i had a arm-twisting fight with Mel at some part of the night. He wanted to punch me can. I think i will fly lah. What a big bully he is. To think that he says he dotes on me the most. But he does lah, thats why i always feel loved when i'm with him. =)
Okay, i'm tired of typing. Pictures.
Sheila and me.
Me and Xiuxia.
Sheila and Xiuxia.
Ah gu! So cute can. SO FIAKING CUTE.
Presenting the chao ah beng for that night.
I got to Bugis and i realised i had no living fuck's idea where Bras Basah was located. Mel says i dun have a childhood.
RIGHT.
Just because i have never been to Bras Basah to get art materials means i dun have a childhood lah. Thats new.
So i found my way there and i walked one whole huge round looking for McDonalds. I was thirsty after walking so long so i stepped into Cheers to get a drink. Basket. I looked to my left and there was McDonalds. I swear i'm some sort of a kum gong person existing on earth for no apparent reason. Anyway, i went up to the second floor to look for Mel. But i walked round and round and round the whole place and i still could find Mel. Then this girl in pink suddenly waves to me and i'm like taken aback. I've never seen her in my whole freaking life and she waved at me? I'm confused. Then i found out that she's Mel's friend, and that Mel's in the toilet.
So i sat down to wait awhile. Then Mel came back and we went to smoke. It was there that i met Tony. He's from China and he's sitting for a very important Accounts paper in Thursday. So after we smoked, we went back in. Then i sorta helped Tony with bits of Accounts. Then after like five minutes, Ken came and i moved to another table. Then Sheila and Gab came. So i thought that was all the people that were coming down. But how wrong i was. Xx, Ah gu, Tao Eh, Yilin, Dave, Shaik, Mitch all came down also. Seems like half the group's down at Bugis just because i'm at bugis meeting Mel. The irony of it.
I think i nearly died twice last night. Thanks to the two cockroaches i met while standing around minding my own business. Then i had a arm-twisting fight with Mel at some part of the night. He wanted to punch me can. I think i will fly lah. What a big bully he is. To think that he says he dotes on me the most. But he does lah, thats why i always feel loved when i'm with him. =)
Okay, i'm tired of typing. Pictures.
Sheila and me.
Me and Xiuxia.
Sheila and Xiuxia.
Ah gu! So cute can. SO FIAKING CUTE.
Presenting the chao ah beng for that night.
Thursday, May 25, 2006
For all the shit.
Okay, i'm blogging thru my phone. I didnt buy a 3G phone for nothing alright.
I've been going thru hell these few days. Firstly its because i dun have my router, because the son of a gun i call dad took it to God knows where and now its back again. Secondly its because of Chinese Os thats gonna happen in like three days and theres intensive revision in school everyday because of that. I swear the intensive alone can kill. Imagine being cooped up in the AVA auditorium for like five periods equivilent to three hours with like nerds who can sprout the cheemest proverbs that you've never heard of before at the tip of their tongues? Thats like freaky i swear.
But thank my stars that Mdm Ho actually allowed us to eat in the auditorium. So us Sec5s are eating away every single minute. Its like when we sit down and start lessons, we start off by getting our biscuits and chips out and munching on them like nobody's business. I swear my classmates are nuts, they bought like Pringles and Oreos and whatnot. Its like looking behind you and finding a full fledged picnic happening. So thats not funny.
Junan was quite wary and he did know if he could like start eating or not. So he called out my name in this quiet quiet tone.
Junan: "Oei, fiona."
Me: "WHAT."
Junan: "Eh, ask teacher if can eat now or not leh."
Me: "LAO SHI, Junan ask you whether can start eating anot!"
Mdm Ho: "Ke Yi." (translated: "can")
Me: *smirks to Junan* "I started eating when i got into the auditorium lah. Just eat."
Junan: "Walau eh, okay."
They are like so scared of Mdm Ho lah. So when break came, i asked them why they didnt want to ask Mdm Ho straight up, their reply was that they were afraid Mdm Ho would scold them. Then i was like, so what makes you think she won't scold me? Then they were like, because you're her pet mah. LIN KUN. So now just because i her pet means i have to ask all these kind of nonsense meh! Bullocks. So the lesson went on till we nearly died. Then we had our scheduled break, which i spent like half the time talking to Mel on the phone. Then its back to our normal classes.
After break it was Accounts, she didnt appear till like one period was gone. So by the time we all went down to the Commerce Room, the lesson was left with 20mins. We had to do this quiz thing on Partnership and i fell asleep during her explaination. All i can say is that i dun need her expainations to get my A1/2 for my Accounts. Hell, if i can drop her classes, i will. Its only becasue i dun need her to pass.
I went for an interview at Crazy Elephant today. I think i got the job. Ida is working there also. So its much of a coincedence really. Oh well, the money is good. So to the hell with everything else. =)
Mel came and fetched me from Clarke Quay today. We went like to Cine to eat then to Yishun Dam. He obviously bullied me a whole damn lot. And his smell drives me nuts, I swear. So we were talking the whole time there and i snatched his beanie and he poked me in my fats please. I nearly hyperventilated, only because i'm ticklish.
MEL IS A BIG BULLY. HE BULLIES ME.
Nyhahahahaha. Take that.
I've been going thru hell these few days. Firstly its because i dun have my router, because the son of a gun i call dad took it to God knows where and now its back again. Secondly its because of Chinese Os thats gonna happen in like three days and theres intensive revision in school everyday because of that. I swear the intensive alone can kill. Imagine being cooped up in the AVA auditorium for like five periods equivilent to three hours with like nerds who can sprout the cheemest proverbs that you've never heard of before at the tip of their tongues? Thats like freaky i swear.
But thank my stars that Mdm Ho actually allowed us to eat in the auditorium. So us Sec5s are eating away every single minute. Its like when we sit down and start lessons, we start off by getting our biscuits and chips out and munching on them like nobody's business. I swear my classmates are nuts, they bought like Pringles and Oreos and whatnot. Its like looking behind you and finding a full fledged picnic happening. So thats not funny.
Junan was quite wary and he did know if he could like start eating or not. So he called out my name in this quiet quiet tone.
Junan: "Oei, fiona."
Me: "WHAT."
Junan: "Eh, ask teacher if can eat now or not leh."
Me: "LAO SHI, Junan ask you whether can start eating anot!"
Mdm Ho: "Ke Yi." (translated: "can")
Me: *smirks to Junan* "I started eating when i got into the auditorium lah. Just eat."
Junan: "Walau eh, okay."
They are like so scared of Mdm Ho lah. So when break came, i asked them why they didnt want to ask Mdm Ho straight up, their reply was that they were afraid Mdm Ho would scold them. Then i was like, so what makes you think she won't scold me? Then they were like, because you're her pet mah. LIN KUN. So now just because i her pet means i have to ask all these kind of nonsense meh! Bullocks. So the lesson went on till we nearly died. Then we had our scheduled break, which i spent like half the time talking to Mel on the phone. Then its back to our normal classes.
After break it was Accounts, she didnt appear till like one period was gone. So by the time we all went down to the Commerce Room, the lesson was left with 20mins. We had to do this quiz thing on Partnership and i fell asleep during her explaination. All i can say is that i dun need her expainations to get my A1/2 for my Accounts. Hell, if i can drop her classes, i will. Its only becasue i dun need her to pass.
I went for an interview at Crazy Elephant today. I think i got the job. Ida is working there also. So its much of a coincedence really. Oh well, the money is good. So to the hell with everything else. =)
Mel came and fetched me from Clarke Quay today. We went like to Cine to eat then to Yishun Dam. He obviously bullied me a whole damn lot. And his smell drives me nuts, I swear. So we were talking the whole time there and i snatched his beanie and he poked me in my fats please. I nearly hyperventilated, only because i'm ticklish.
MEL IS A BIG BULLY. HE BULLIES ME.
Nyhahahahaha. Take that.
Monday, May 22, 2006
Late for tution.
I woke up at 3.50pm today and i thought it was only 12pm. Best of all i had tution at 4pm. I'm a warrior! I was a tired bitch today. I did everything slowly. I was like this 80 year old in a 18 year old's body. I think i should go get a cane! I went for tution and 969 took FOREVER to reach tampines, i swear. It was so long that i think if i took the MRT, i'll reach roughly at the same time.
So after the horrendously long bus ride (but nothing beats taking 67 from Tamp to Cck), i got off and transferred to 72 then i got to my tutor's house. I spent like 20mins there and tution ended.
"______"
So much for "tution".
So after that i went to eat with Sher at TM. Then i called Jean to ask what's she doing in Bugis, then she insisted that i joined her and Ernest. So i did. I was initially supposed to got Cck and meet Mel, but the boy slept thru all my calls and smses. I can say that i was about to head down to Cck to meet him, luckily Jean asked me to go join her. If not i think i would have rotted in Cck.
So Jean, Ernest and i rotted in Bugis for awhile. Then at 9pm i feeling so bloody tired that i opted to go home instead. So i left on 851. I wanted to sleep in the bus but all the weird guys were staring into my cleavage. So i couldnt sleep for nuts. I finally got home and i put down my phone on the table. Then Mel called, so obviously i talked to him for awhile then he had a second line. He put me on hold.
ON HOLD I TELL YOU.
I dun mind if you put me on hold and you come right back and talk to me. But making me wait for like 5mins was the bomb. So i ended the call and i went do my stuff. Until now, its 1131pm, he hasnt called me back yet.
*angry*
No lah, i'm not angry. I'm just putting that for fun. I need to go into deep studying soon. Chinese Os are in like SIX FURREAKING DAYS. I will die i swear. Oh yes, some of my results for Mid-year.
English: B3 (top in the level)
Chinese: D7 (Walau eh! 8more marks to a C6.)
Accounts: E8 (I dun really care. Its the teacher who cannot teach.)
The others i'm not sure, i think all also fail lah. My effort wasnt into my Mid years at all. So much for trying my best. =) But i will study. After June, i sombah (swear).
So after the horrendously long bus ride (but nothing beats taking 67 from Tamp to Cck), i got off and transferred to 72 then i got to my tutor's house. I spent like 20mins there and tution ended.
"______"
So much for "tution".
So after that i went to eat with Sher at TM. Then i called Jean to ask what's she doing in Bugis, then she insisted that i joined her and Ernest. So i did. I was initially supposed to got Cck and meet Mel, but the boy slept thru all my calls and smses. I can say that i was about to head down to Cck to meet him, luckily Jean asked me to go join her. If not i think i would have rotted in Cck.
So Jean, Ernest and i rotted in Bugis for awhile. Then at 9pm i feeling so bloody tired that i opted to go home instead. So i left on 851. I wanted to sleep in the bus but all the weird guys were staring into my cleavage. So i couldnt sleep for nuts. I finally got home and i put down my phone on the table. Then Mel called, so obviously i talked to him for awhile then he had a second line. He put me on hold.
ON HOLD I TELL YOU.
I dun mind if you put me on hold and you come right back and talk to me. But making me wait for like 5mins was the bomb. So i ended the call and i went do my stuff. Until now, its 1131pm, he hasnt called me back yet.
*angry*
No lah, i'm not angry. I'm just putting that for fun. I need to go into deep studying soon. Chinese Os are in like SIX FURREAKING DAYS. I will die i swear. Oh yes, some of my results for Mid-year.
English: B3 (top in the level)
Chinese: D7 (Walau eh! 8more marks to a C6.)
Accounts: E8 (I dun really care. Its the teacher who cannot teach.)
The others i'm not sure, i think all also fail lah. My effort wasnt into my Mid years at all. So much for trying my best. =) But i will study. After June, i sombah (swear).
Marina Steamboat.
I woke up to Neh's sms. We were all supposed to meet at 615pm but unfortuanatly you should know that we're all never on time. I met up with Mel at Yishun first then we went down to Marina together. So we talked all the way. His perfume is driving me nuts. Its only because i have a fetish for guys that wear Ck Be.
Bet you people didnt know that about me.
We met Neh at Cityhall. She took the train to Tanjong Pagar by accident. Silly woman. So when she saw the both of us, she gave that smirk and that knowing smile. As usual, i know what is in that woman's mind. We reached Marina Bay then met Shaik. Then the four of us took 400 down to the steamboat area.
Okay!
Enough talk. I shall share some pics now.
Mitch has serious issues.
SHAIK! You not happy with me right! Why your face like that?
Now thats the way. Good Shaik.
Both of us got suan-ed so much tonight that we're pretty tired already. He was so sweet today. All i did was just to sit there and eat. He made me seem like a pig today, i swear. I felt like such a glutton okay. I ate and ate and ate. I was full after like half an hour after i started. Such buffets are wasted on me i swear. I never eat as much as i should nowadays. So Mel starts forcing me to eat. He placed alot of different types of meat and vegetables on my plate and practically demanded that i have to finish all of it. I nearly died. But i felt the love people! I know Mel dotes on me alot! Nyaahahahha.
*Please dun so no shyness and anyhow think i still got feelings for you okay. NO SHYNESS.*
ALFREEEEDDDD!
Unglam pose Neh.
Neh with one of the two things i am most afraid of. PRAWNS.
I have no idea who took this, but i am still posting it up all the same.
After eating like we havent eaten for five years, the guys headed to the arcade to play Daytona. So us three girls sat there smoking our guts out with Ken that just came. He was having the time of his life eating a free meal. So after that i was bored, i got up and told the rest that i wanted to go to the arcade. Neh gave me a smirk and a knowing smile.
CHIOH LIN LAH.
So i asked Sheila to go with me. Then when we got to the door of the arcade, the guys all came out. What the flying fuck i say. So me and Sheila just went in. Then we played Bishi-Bashi. I swear i have no hand-eye coordination please. I was losing like no tomorrow. I decided to disturb Sheila's game by going over to press her buttons and making her lose. In the end, i also lost. But it was fun.
So after that we went back to table and found the guys eating again. I swear these people do not have only one stomach. They have like ten. They eat like tomorrow theres going to be a terrorist attack, and that they will die and become hungry ghost if they didnt eat as much as they can.
We left Marina after that.
Mitch showing off his armpit.
And the best for the last.
Mel and his psychotic smile. But thanks for being so sweet today. Lovelove.
Bet you people didnt know that about me.
We met Neh at Cityhall. She took the train to Tanjong Pagar by accident. Silly woman. So when she saw the both of us, she gave that smirk and that knowing smile. As usual, i know what is in that woman's mind. We reached Marina Bay then met Shaik. Then the four of us took 400 down to the steamboat area.
Okay!
Enough talk. I shall share some pics now.
Mitch has serious issues.
SHAIK! You not happy with me right! Why your face like that?
Now thats the way. Good Shaik.
Both of us got suan-ed so much tonight that we're pretty tired already. He was so sweet today. All i did was just to sit there and eat. He made me seem like a pig today, i swear. I felt like such a glutton okay. I ate and ate and ate. I was full after like half an hour after i started. Such buffets are wasted on me i swear. I never eat as much as i should nowadays. So Mel starts forcing me to eat. He placed alot of different types of meat and vegetables on my plate and practically demanded that i have to finish all of it. I nearly died. But i felt the love people! I know Mel dotes on me alot! Nyaahahahha.
*Please dun so no shyness and anyhow think i still got feelings for you okay. NO SHYNESS.*
ALFREEEEDDDD!
Unglam pose Neh.
Neh with one of the two things i am most afraid of. PRAWNS.
I have no idea who took this, but i am still posting it up all the same.
After eating like we havent eaten for five years, the guys headed to the arcade to play Daytona. So us three girls sat there smoking our guts out with Ken that just came. He was having the time of his life eating a free meal. So after that i was bored, i got up and told the rest that i wanted to go to the arcade. Neh gave me a smirk and a knowing smile.
CHIOH LIN LAH.
So i asked Sheila to go with me. Then when we got to the door of the arcade, the guys all came out. What the flying fuck i say. So me and Sheila just went in. Then we played Bishi-Bashi. I swear i have no hand-eye coordination please. I was losing like no tomorrow. I decided to disturb Sheila's game by going over to press her buttons and making her lose. In the end, i also lost. But it was fun.
So after that we went back to table and found the guys eating again. I swear these people do not have only one stomach. They have like ten. They eat like tomorrow theres going to be a terrorist attack, and that they will die and become hungry ghost if they didnt eat as much as they can.
We left Marina after that.
Mitch showing off his armpit.
And the best for the last.
Mel and his psychotic smile. But thanks for being so sweet today. Lovelove.
Sunday, May 21, 2006
Orgasmic day.
Song: Daddy Yankee- Mirame.
It was a superly duperly long day today. Met up with Bedah at Khatib first. She was late because she had to go home and get her wallet. Silly woman forgot her wallet. So i was sitting at Khatib and waiting for her to appear when Narene got off the train.
NARENE! PRECIOUS MOMENTS DOLL!
She is so cute please. So i gave her a hug and we talked for awhile, then she had to leave. Then Bedah came and we left for town. We got to Visual Orgasm Studio at like 4pm. I swear Joseph wants to kill us please. Anyway, once we got there, Jo helped Bedah with creating her wings and doing the usual stuff. Then the tattooing began.
Pictures at the studio.
Nice clean back. See it for the last time.
And with the stencil done.
Now its time to tattoo.
Whee!~
With the outline in process.
Bits of lines being done.
She was in pain whilst Jo talked to his apprentice.
Beauty.
And again.
SONG BOH!~ Orgasm please.
Now thats hot.
Half back.
Joseph and me! He's my tattoo God.
So after all that tattooing, Bedah and i went down to the food court to eat. Fiaking hungry i swear. Then we walked over to Plaza Sing to get some Corona to drink. I was paying for the drinks at the counter when i heard this super GROSS voice asking me for my id. I looked up and i stared at this tranny. I'm not against trannies, but its just that the way "she" talked was fiaking hilarious i can tell you. "She" was trying to compress "her" voice so that it sounded female, in the end, "she" sounded like fiak. I nearly died please. From the shock and all. Both Bedah and i walked out of 7-11 traumatised. I swear.
*Mel, i met your trannie already. She's hot. =)*
I was crossing the road at Meridien and all of a sudden this hand came and held my hand! I turned and looked at the person.
CCB. *angry*
It was uncle. An indian one. The kind that tend to the provision shops below your block like that. I got a fiaking shock lah. If its a handsome fella i dun mind, but hell, its an uncle.
"_____________________"
So he saw my face and he quickly apologised. So i suah the whole matter. Then at Meridien, i was walking past this group of people and i met the uncle again. I dun know if i'm kan unlucky or what. But i was pretty annoyed already. So because between him and the next person was this space that i could walk thru, i had to like turn my body sideways. He FUCKING STARED INTO MY CLEAVAGE. NiNaBuChaoTurtleKaLimPeiSi. I turned back as i walked away, all i said was.
"GO GROW YOUR OWN LAH. KUA LIN."
Stupid leachererous pervert.
Anyway, so Bedah and i walked over to Lucky Plaza because I wanted to get some perfume for Mel. But i stopped at Orchard Emerald because i saw a stall that sold perfumes. I bought Lancome Miracle for Men on the spot. Then we continued walking to Lucky Plaza. Once there i was pretty much annoyed because i thought all the shops were closed. But luckily i found a shop that was still open. So i bought Truth Ck.
WAH SONG.
I smell the perfume and i think i got an instant orgasm please. Okay, i'm kidding. I didnt. So after that we walked out of Lucky and sat outside CK Tang. I was smoking when Ken called and asked to meet. So i was waiting for him there. I swear arh, in that 15mins that i sat there, i think half the men i saw looking at me thinks that i'm a POR LOK KUAY (prostitude) please. I mean, i know that that area is a pick up point for prositution, but i'm AM NOT A POR LOK KUAY.I think it was so bad that it was going close to the men asking me how much one night or whatever they say. I was extremely annoyed. I swear.
Then all of a sudden, i saw Amanda Soon. I havent seen her in like 4years please. She looked different. Alot different. So we sat down and had a short chat. So we caught up on random stuff that happened between us, then Ken came and i did introductions. So we talked somemore then she had to go. Then there was only three of us left, so i decided that i wanted to slack somewhere else, and we ended up at Ljs Cine.
Amanda and I after knowing each other for like 12years.
I think i smoked my lungs out today. I had like two packs. Yes, i know Mel's gonna kill me but yeah, i smoked two packs. So we hung out at Ljs for like quite a long time, then Ken decides to use my camera and whore with it.
Pictures at Ljs Cine.
I'm scary when provoked. Sometimes i think i'm possessed.
Ken acting cute.
Ken and me!
Us acting cute. Hilarious.
The Ken Act:
Take ONE.
Take TWO.
Take THREE.
Take FOUR.
I was talking to Mel and Ken took this photo. Bliss.
Orgasmic smile. Horrendous.
For the smoker that i am.
I love this pic.
I was sitting outside when i realised that there was this guy in white standing, facing me. I was thinking who the heck can it be when i looked up and found out that it was LIONEL! I was estatic. I havent seen him in like five furreaking months please. I love Lionel! He was the best and the worst person to work with. Best being because he was a good guy and i had alot of fun working together with him. Worst being that he always has this depressed face when he's working. I think if i was a customer i would complain about him not smiling. But then again he's Lionel, the one i dote on the most. =)
Its LIONEL! Lovelove.
It was a superly duperly long day today. Met up with Bedah at Khatib first. She was late because she had to go home and get her wallet. Silly woman forgot her wallet. So i was sitting at Khatib and waiting for her to appear when Narene got off the train.
NARENE! PRECIOUS MOMENTS DOLL!
She is so cute please. So i gave her a hug and we talked for awhile, then she had to leave. Then Bedah came and we left for town. We got to Visual Orgasm Studio at like 4pm. I swear Joseph wants to kill us please. Anyway, once we got there, Jo helped Bedah with creating her wings and doing the usual stuff. Then the tattooing began.
Pictures at the studio.
Nice clean back. See it for the last time.
And with the stencil done.
Now its time to tattoo.
Whee!~
With the outline in process.
Bits of lines being done.
She was in pain whilst Jo talked to his apprentice.
Beauty.
And again.
SONG BOH!~ Orgasm please.
Now thats hot.
Half back.
Joseph and me! He's my tattoo God.
So after all that tattooing, Bedah and i went down to the food court to eat. Fiaking hungry i swear. Then we walked over to Plaza Sing to get some Corona to drink. I was paying for the drinks at the counter when i heard this super GROSS voice asking me for my id. I looked up and i stared at this tranny. I'm not against trannies, but its just that the way "she" talked was fiaking hilarious i can tell you. "She" was trying to compress "her" voice so that it sounded female, in the end, "she" sounded like fiak. I nearly died please. From the shock and all. Both Bedah and i walked out of 7-11 traumatised. I swear.
*Mel, i met your trannie already. She's hot. =)*
I was crossing the road at Meridien and all of a sudden this hand came and held my hand! I turned and looked at the person.
CCB. *angry*
It was uncle. An indian one. The kind that tend to the provision shops below your block like that. I got a fiaking shock lah. If its a handsome fella i dun mind, but hell, its an uncle.
"_____________________"
So he saw my face and he quickly apologised. So i suah the whole matter. Then at Meridien, i was walking past this group of people and i met the uncle again. I dun know if i'm kan unlucky or what. But i was pretty annoyed already. So because between him and the next person was this space that i could walk thru, i had to like turn my body sideways. He FUCKING STARED INTO MY CLEAVAGE. NiNaBuChaoTurtleKaLimPeiSi. I turned back as i walked away, all i said was.
"GO GROW YOUR OWN LAH. KUA LIN."
Stupid leachererous pervert.
Anyway, so Bedah and i walked over to Lucky Plaza because I wanted to get some perfume for Mel. But i stopped at Orchard Emerald because i saw a stall that sold perfumes. I bought Lancome Miracle for Men on the spot. Then we continued walking to Lucky Plaza. Once there i was pretty much annoyed because i thought all the shops were closed. But luckily i found a shop that was still open. So i bought Truth Ck.
WAH SONG.
I smell the perfume and i think i got an instant orgasm please. Okay, i'm kidding. I didnt. So after that we walked out of Lucky and sat outside CK Tang. I was smoking when Ken called and asked to meet. So i was waiting for him there. I swear arh, in that 15mins that i sat there, i think half the men i saw looking at me thinks that i'm a POR LOK KUAY (prostitude) please. I mean, i know that that area is a pick up point for prositution, but i'm AM NOT A POR LOK KUAY.I think it was so bad that it was going close to the men asking me how much one night or whatever they say. I was extremely annoyed. I swear.
Then all of a sudden, i saw Amanda Soon. I havent seen her in like 4years please. She looked different. Alot different. So we sat down and had a short chat. So we caught up on random stuff that happened between us, then Ken came and i did introductions. So we talked somemore then she had to go. Then there was only three of us left, so i decided that i wanted to slack somewhere else, and we ended up at Ljs Cine.
Amanda and I after knowing each other for like 12years.
I think i smoked my lungs out today. I had like two packs. Yes, i know Mel's gonna kill me but yeah, i smoked two packs. So we hung out at Ljs for like quite a long time, then Ken decides to use my camera and whore with it.
Pictures at Ljs Cine.
I'm scary when provoked. Sometimes i think i'm possessed.
Ken acting cute.
Ken and me!
Us acting cute. Hilarious.
The Ken Act:
Take ONE.
Take TWO.
Take THREE.
Take FOUR.
I was talking to Mel and Ken took this photo. Bliss.
Orgasmic smile. Horrendous.
For the smoker that i am.
I love this pic.
I was sitting outside when i realised that there was this guy in white standing, facing me. I was thinking who the heck can it be when i looked up and found out that it was LIONEL! I was estatic. I havent seen him in like five furreaking months please. I love Lionel! He was the best and the worst person to work with. Best being because he was a good guy and i had alot of fun working together with him. Worst being that he always has this depressed face when he's working. I think if i was a customer i would complain about him not smiling. But then again he's Lionel, the one i dote on the most. =)
Its LIONEL! Lovelove.
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Night at Parkway/ Katomg.
Today was a bomb. I just reached home. We were all down at Parkway, supposed to phuay about some stuff. In the end, the guys wanted to play Dota. Fuck Dota i say. Waste of time, effort and money. I cut my hair today! It feels so much lighter and stuff. I can hear now all you bitches!
Mitch: "I heard that newly cut hair is flammable. Wanna try?"
Me: "No, you stay away from my hair or i'll bite you."
Mitch: "Okay."
So i went over and the struggle began. Mitch and i were pulling and yanking on one another at Parkway Mac. I wanted to bite him but obviously he wouldnt let me. We twisted and pulled and pushed. In the end, Mitch twisted my wrist.
Its an old injury from when i still played basketball on a regular basis. So when Mitch grabbed my wrist, he set off my old injury and it sure did hurt like fuck. Since we were in a struggle, both of us couldnt care less if anything happened. Mitch gave Shaik his phone and i gave Shaik my bag. Shaik became our maid please. He was complaining like mad. So me and Mitch were still at it. He decided to yank my whole neck under his arm and pull me along. I nearly died please. I was already fiaking tired but yet i was still going strong.
We pulled and yanked all the way to Katong. Halfway, at the Ktv area, Mitch decides to pull a fast one and run away. I ran after him but obviously i cannot sprint fast enough to chase a ex-rugby player. So i gave up and i went to chase after Shaik. I wanted Mitchie's phone so that i could like blackmail him. Shaik refused to give it to me and i pushed him. He nearly went thru the Ktv's doors please. I nearly went on top of him just to grab Mitch's phone. In the end i got it and it was in my HANDS.
MAHAHAHAHAHAH.
The three of us then walked behind the whole group and i was busy whacking Mitch. He chased me and i ran away screaming. Okay, i know it looks funny in your minds. But yeah, i screamed like a slut and ran away. So by the time we reached E-Gamers, i was all hot, tired and sweaty. I smsed Mel and he was totally mean to me again! Okay, so us three girls went to sit down at some lok kok small eatery and eat salad youtiao. Then because my wrist was hurting so bad, i asked for a bag of ice.
The ice came. It was a fiaking huge bag of ice i swear. But i put it to good use and i ice-packed my wrist. It hurt like no tmr. I wanted to chop it off please. Then Mitch and the rest of the guys came and sat with us. They lost at Dota. See what i mean by waste of money, time and energy? So i was whining about my wrist and Mitch was showing me the scratch marks i made on him. =) Then after that i dunno what did Mitch say, but i nearly threw my open ice-pack at him. Shaik and Mitch's friend siam-ed at once. Then Shaik said something and i back handed all the cans of green tea at him. Ken got a shock because the can missed his face by alittle bit only.
Then after that the guys were all gonna walk home. Then i HOW? Ask me come down to Katong/Parkway and then nobody ton. Then i live in Yishun so i can go and bang wall lah.
*folds arms and nods head slowly with mouth pursed*
Then Agoo asked me to ask Mel to come and fetch me. I told him Mel doesnt have the car. Then dunno which idert asked the same question after like five seconds. So i had to repeat what i said. Then another buffoon asked the SAME ANNOYING QUESTION and i wanted to let them see how i flipped tables. Grrrr.
So in the end, i had like $20. I prayed that it would be enough to get me home and it was GAM GAM HO (just nice) $20.
Mitch: "I heard that newly cut hair is flammable. Wanna try?"
Me: "No, you stay away from my hair or i'll bite you."
Mitch: "Okay."
So i went over and the struggle began. Mitch and i were pulling and yanking on one another at Parkway Mac. I wanted to bite him but obviously he wouldnt let me. We twisted and pulled and pushed. In the end, Mitch twisted my wrist.
Its an old injury from when i still played basketball on a regular basis. So when Mitch grabbed my wrist, he set off my old injury and it sure did hurt like fuck. Since we were in a struggle, both of us couldnt care less if anything happened. Mitch gave Shaik his phone and i gave Shaik my bag. Shaik became our maid please. He was complaining like mad. So me and Mitch were still at it. He decided to yank my whole neck under his arm and pull me along. I nearly died please. I was already fiaking tired but yet i was still going strong.
We pulled and yanked all the way to Katong. Halfway, at the Ktv area, Mitch decides to pull a fast one and run away. I ran after him but obviously i cannot sprint fast enough to chase a ex-rugby player. So i gave up and i went to chase after Shaik. I wanted Mitchie's phone so that i could like blackmail him. Shaik refused to give it to me and i pushed him. He nearly went thru the Ktv's doors please. I nearly went on top of him just to grab Mitch's phone. In the end i got it and it was in my HANDS.
MAHAHAHAHAHAH.
The three of us then walked behind the whole group and i was busy whacking Mitch. He chased me and i ran away screaming. Okay, i know it looks funny in your minds. But yeah, i screamed like a slut and ran away. So by the time we reached E-Gamers, i was all hot, tired and sweaty. I smsed Mel and he was totally mean to me again! Okay, so us three girls went to sit down at some lok kok small eatery and eat salad youtiao. Then because my wrist was hurting so bad, i asked for a bag of ice.
The ice came. It was a fiaking huge bag of ice i swear. But i put it to good use and i ice-packed my wrist. It hurt like no tmr. I wanted to chop it off please. Then Mitch and the rest of the guys came and sat with us. They lost at Dota. See what i mean by waste of money, time and energy? So i was whining about my wrist and Mitch was showing me the scratch marks i made on him. =) Then after that i dunno what did Mitch say, but i nearly threw my open ice-pack at him. Shaik and Mitch's friend siam-ed at once. Then Shaik said something and i back handed all the cans of green tea at him. Ken got a shock because the can missed his face by alittle bit only.
Then after that the guys were all gonna walk home. Then i HOW? Ask me come down to Katong/Parkway and then nobody ton. Then i live in Yishun so i can go and bang wall lah.
*folds arms and nods head slowly with mouth pursed*
Then Agoo asked me to ask Mel to come and fetch me. I told him Mel doesnt have the car. Then dunno which idert asked the same question after like five seconds. So i had to repeat what i said. Then another buffoon asked the SAME ANNOYING QUESTION and i wanted to let them see how i flipped tables. Grrrr.
So in the end, i had like $20. I prayed that it would be enough to get me home and it was GAM GAM HO (just nice) $20.
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Mel's house.
I swear Chua Chu Kang is the ARMPIT of Singapore. I swear.
I was at Tampines when i decided to go meet Mel at Cck. So i happily went to Tamp interchange and i saw a BIG BIG SIGN.
67 - CHUA CHU KANG.
So obviously i was pretty much happy that i had to bus to Cck and that i didnt have to pay the extorbitant fares of the MRT even thou mine is still under student fare. So i got on the bus after bidding Sher farewell. I sat in the bus and listened to my techno and reggae. I got on the bus at 7pm, by 8pm i was looking around wondering why the hell is 67 taking so fucking long to reach Cck. So i was hoping and praying that it'll be another 15mins to the interchange.
HELL NO.
At 845pm, i looked out of the bus windows to see that the skies have turned down their lights and that there were like nobody in the streets. I looked at the passengers in the bus and i saw a whole load of Bangaladesh workers. Their sweat smell is NOT FUNNY i tell you. Armpit heaven. Anyway, Mel smsed me and asked where i was. I told him that it was time i panicked because i had like no freaking idea where the heck i was.
See, i've never been to Cck. So i deem it as the armpit of Singapore because i swear i thought it was a people forsaken place. So by the time i got to Cck interchange, i felt as if i was actually one with the bus. My butt was like permernantly stuck to the seat and i had cramps in my ass. Now, if you ever had the pleasure of enduring that, you should know that its no laughing matter. Hell, i didnt even know my butt could cramp okay.
So i started walking thru the interchange and i found the MRT. Here i was thinking, "Oooh great! Toilet break!" But when i turned to my left, i actually found a SHOPPING CENTRE. Okay, you readers are like going to call me a bimbo but i dun really care. But a shopping centre? In the middle of the armpit of Singapore? Cool. Now i've seen everything. I dun even know what the hell is the shopping centre called. So i went to the toilets there and Mel called. So i was talking to him in the Ladies. I think he doesnt know that. Anyway, i walked around after that and i bought Mel this miniature Gucci Envy perfume. I went out to Mac and i had to actually look for a table? Man, and here i was thinking that this is the armpit of Singapore and there are actually people hanging around here? Now, i've seen everything.
So since i had to wait for Mel to come and meet me, i sat around waiting for a table to open up. Then apparently a whole bunch of groups left and i could like pick the cleanest table there was. I know how aunty that sound but hell, who cares. I sat there smoking my guts out. The bus ride was the bomb okay. I nearly died from not smoking. So then Mel shuffles along, looking pretty much lok kok (raggy/ go market-style clothes) as usual. I mean he wore an nice shirt and everything. But OMFG, that berms and slippers has to go. I am buying you some from Bangkok. I know you're a size 7 or 8.
So he sits down and we started talking. Then Ken arrived. When i saw Ken, i know what he was going thru already. So the three of us talked and talked till Mac decided to shut their lights on us. I was eating a dbl cheeseburger halfway and i felt like throwing up the whole thing. I'm not like anorexic or bulimic or whatever other strange names that these illnesses have, but i seriously wanted to throw up. I'm not pregnant either, to set the record straight. I walked into Mac and straight to the toilet where i threw up like parts of cheese and beef and pickles etc. When i went out to join then again, i still felt like throwing up. So when they shut the lights on us, Mel decided that we should take a hike to 7-11 and buy some drinks and whatever we need.
We were like left to fend for ourselves in the dark. What if some huge cat decided to come along and scare the living daylights outta us? I mean, you'll never know right. I bought Corona because it would help me throw up. But it didnt, and i felt like fuck throughout the whole time. So we sat outside 7-11 and slacked for awhile. Ken decides to go step on the chains of some pole and from the location where i was sitting, it looked as if Ken was trying to hump the railings. Mel sat down beside me and felt the same way too. I swear if you were there, you would have laughed your balls out. I would have, if only i had balls.
We visited the one of the coffeeshops in the area because i wanted to throw up again and the guys needed to pee. So we ended up watching like some super old school tv programme called "Vampire Kids". The title sounds cheesy i know, but i love old school shows. They are the bomb. We watched the show for alittle while then we went over to Mel's house. It was as if the place is my house and i sure did make myself comfortable and cosy. I watched the tv programme till it ended. I swear the ending was so cheesy that it was mouldy. Okay, no pun intended.
So Ken puts on a VCD and we watched Scary Movie 4. Mel and Ken like know the whole story lah. Mel can even roll off random lines from the characters. That pretty much sums up how many times he has watched the thing. So after the show i sorta fell asleep on Mel's bed. Then i woke up with a start, i just had a weird vision. So i initially wanted to blog on Mel's comp, but he being the big meanie he is, saked me to go home and blog.
So after that we watched MTV's Jackass. Omg, shiok. I swear, ask Mel to send the whole thing to you. So we watched it till like 6am then we decided we had enough and to head home. We reached the kerb of the road and all we did was to smoke and talk. Until i was so tired that i sat on the pavement. There was so many assholes stealing cabs and i really couldnt be bothered because i ws just too tired. So by 730am, Ken and i finally got into a cab. So to the hell with all the cabsnatchers, y'hear! I dropped him off at Wdlands and bow i'm home. All safe and nice smelling. I'm going to bed now. I might be going to Msia with Mel.
I was at Tampines when i decided to go meet Mel at Cck. So i happily went to Tamp interchange and i saw a BIG BIG SIGN.
67 - CHUA CHU KANG.
So obviously i was pretty much happy that i had to bus to Cck and that i didnt have to pay the extorbitant fares of the MRT even thou mine is still under student fare. So i got on the bus after bidding Sher farewell. I sat in the bus and listened to my techno and reggae. I got on the bus at 7pm, by 8pm i was looking around wondering why the hell is 67 taking so fucking long to reach Cck. So i was hoping and praying that it'll be another 15mins to the interchange.
HELL NO.
At 845pm, i looked out of the bus windows to see that the skies have turned down their lights and that there were like nobody in the streets. I looked at the passengers in the bus and i saw a whole load of Bangaladesh workers. Their sweat smell is NOT FUNNY i tell you. Armpit heaven. Anyway, Mel smsed me and asked where i was. I told him that it was time i panicked because i had like no freaking idea where the heck i was.
See, i've never been to Cck. So i deem it as the armpit of Singapore because i swear i thought it was a people forsaken place. So by the time i got to Cck interchange, i felt as if i was actually one with the bus. My butt was like permernantly stuck to the seat and i had cramps in my ass. Now, if you ever had the pleasure of enduring that, you should know that its no laughing matter. Hell, i didnt even know my butt could cramp okay.
So i started walking thru the interchange and i found the MRT. Here i was thinking, "Oooh great! Toilet break!" But when i turned to my left, i actually found a SHOPPING CENTRE. Okay, you readers are like going to call me a bimbo but i dun really care. But a shopping centre? In the middle of the armpit of Singapore? Cool. Now i've seen everything. I dun even know what the hell is the shopping centre called. So i went to the toilets there and Mel called. So i was talking to him in the Ladies. I think he doesnt know that. Anyway, i walked around after that and i bought Mel this miniature Gucci Envy perfume. I went out to Mac and i had to actually look for a table? Man, and here i was thinking that this is the armpit of Singapore and there are actually people hanging around here? Now, i've seen everything.
So since i had to wait for Mel to come and meet me, i sat around waiting for a table to open up. Then apparently a whole bunch of groups left and i could like pick the cleanest table there was. I know how aunty that sound but hell, who cares. I sat there smoking my guts out. The bus ride was the bomb okay. I nearly died from not smoking. So then Mel shuffles along, looking pretty much lok kok (raggy/ go market-style clothes) as usual. I mean he wore an nice shirt and everything. But OMFG, that berms and slippers has to go. I am buying you some from Bangkok. I know you're a size 7 or 8.
So he sits down and we started talking. Then Ken arrived. When i saw Ken, i know what he was going thru already. So the three of us talked and talked till Mac decided to shut their lights on us. I was eating a dbl cheeseburger halfway and i felt like throwing up the whole thing. I'm not like anorexic or bulimic or whatever other strange names that these illnesses have, but i seriously wanted to throw up. I'm not pregnant either, to set the record straight. I walked into Mac and straight to the toilet where i threw up like parts of cheese and beef and pickles etc. When i went out to join then again, i still felt like throwing up. So when they shut the lights on us, Mel decided that we should take a hike to 7-11 and buy some drinks and whatever we need.
We were like left to fend for ourselves in the dark. What if some huge cat decided to come along and scare the living daylights outta us? I mean, you'll never know right. I bought Corona because it would help me throw up. But it didnt, and i felt like fuck throughout the whole time. So we sat outside 7-11 and slacked for awhile. Ken decides to go step on the chains of some pole and from the location where i was sitting, it looked as if Ken was trying to hump the railings. Mel sat down beside me and felt the same way too. I swear if you were there, you would have laughed your balls out. I would have, if only i had balls.
We visited the one of the coffeeshops in the area because i wanted to throw up again and the guys needed to pee. So we ended up watching like some super old school tv programme called "Vampire Kids". The title sounds cheesy i know, but i love old school shows. They are the bomb. We watched the show for alittle while then we went over to Mel's house. It was as if the place is my house and i sure did make myself comfortable and cosy. I watched the tv programme till it ended. I swear the ending was so cheesy that it was mouldy. Okay, no pun intended.
So Ken puts on a VCD and we watched Scary Movie 4. Mel and Ken like know the whole story lah. Mel can even roll off random lines from the characters. That pretty much sums up how many times he has watched the thing. So after the show i sorta fell asleep on Mel's bed. Then i woke up with a start, i just had a weird vision. So i initially wanted to blog on Mel's comp, but he being the big meanie he is, saked me to go home and blog.
So after that we watched MTV's Jackass. Omg, shiok. I swear, ask Mel to send the whole thing to you. So we watched it till like 6am then we decided we had enough and to head home. We reached the kerb of the road and all we did was to smoke and talk. Until i was so tired that i sat on the pavement. There was so many assholes stealing cabs and i really couldnt be bothered because i ws just too tired. So by 730am, Ken and i finally got into a cab. So to the hell with all the cabsnatchers, y'hear! I dropped him off at Wdlands and bow i'm home. All safe and nice smelling. I'm going to bed now. I might be going to Msia with Mel.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Ernest's Survey.
I got tagged by Ernest. So i'm here to do this survey.
Enjoy!
1. You can only say YES or NO.
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone comments and asks!
1. Taken a picture naked? NO.
2. Painted your room? YES.
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? YES.
4. Drove a car? NO.
5. Danced in front of your mirror? YES.
6. Had a crush? YES.
7. Been dumped? NO.
8. Stole money from friend? NO.
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? YES.
10. Been in a fist fight? YES.
11. Snuck out of your house? YES.
12. Had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back? YES.
13. Been arrested? YES.
14. Made out with a stranger? YES.
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? YES.
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? YES.
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? NO.
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? YES.
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? YES.
20. Seen someone die? YES.
21. Been on a plane? YES.
22. Kissed a picture? YES.
23. Slept in until 3PM? YES.
24. Love or miss someone right now? YES.
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? YES.
26. Made a snow angel? YES.
27. Played dress up? YES.
28. Cheated while playing a game? YES.
29. Been lonely? YES.
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? YES.
31. Been to a club? YES
32. Felt an earthquake? YES.
33. Touched a snake? YES
34. Ran a red light? NO.
35. Been suspended from school? YES.
36. Had detention? YES.
37. Been in a car accident? NO.
38. Hated the way you look? YES.
39. Witnessed a crime? YES
40. Pole danced? YES.
41. Been lost? YES.
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? YES.
43. Felt like dying? YES.
44. Cried yourself to sleep? YES.
45. Sang karaoke? YES.
46. Sucked your thumb? YES.
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t? YES.
48. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? NO.
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? YES.
50. Kissed in the rain? NO.
51. Sing in the shower? YES.
52. Made love in a park? NO.
53. Had a dream that you married someone? YES.
54. Glued your hand to something? YES.
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? NO.
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? NO.
57. Been a cheerleader? YES.
58. Sat on a roof top? YES.
59. Didn’t take a shower for a week? NO.
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? YES.
61. Played chicken? YES.
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? YES.
63. Been told you’re hot by a complete stranger? YES.
64. Broken a bone? NO.
65. Been easily amused? YES.
66. Laugh so hard you cried? YES.
67. Mooned/flashed someone? NO.
68. Cheated on a test? YES.
69. Forgotten someone’s name? YES.
70. Slept naked? YES.
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? YES.
72. Performed on stage? YES.
73. Blacked out from drinking? YES.
74. Played a prank on someone? YES.
75. Gone to a late night movie? YES.
76. Made love to anything not human? NO.
77. Failed a class? YES.
78. Choked on something you’re not supposed to eat? YES.
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? NO.
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? NO.
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? NO.
82. Thrown strange objects? YES.
83. Felt like killing someone? YES.
84. Thought about running away? YES.
85. Ran away? YES.
86. Did drugs? YES.
87. Had detention and not attend it? YES.
88. Dumped anyone? NO.
89. Made a parent cry? YES.
90. Cried over someone? YES.
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? NO IDEA WHAT'S THIS.
92. Dated someone more than once? YES.
93. Have/had a dog? NO.
94. Own an instrument? YES.
95. Been in a band? YES.
96. Drank 25 sodas in a day? NO.
97. Broken a cd? YES.
98. Shot a gun? NO.
99. Dated a married person of the opposite sex? YES.
100. Written a love letter? YES.
I tag, Mitchie, Louise and Bedah.
Enjoy!
1. You can only say YES or NO.
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone comments and asks!
1. Taken a picture naked? NO.
2. Painted your room? YES.
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? YES.
4. Drove a car? NO.
5. Danced in front of your mirror? YES.
6. Had a crush? YES.
7. Been dumped? NO.
8. Stole money from friend? NO.
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? YES.
10. Been in a fist fight? YES.
11. Snuck out of your house? YES.
12. Had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back? YES.
13. Been arrested? YES.
14. Made out with a stranger? YES.
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? YES.
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? YES.
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? NO.
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? YES.
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? YES.
20. Seen someone die? YES.
21. Been on a plane? YES.
22. Kissed a picture? YES.
23. Slept in until 3PM? YES.
24. Love or miss someone right now? YES.
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? YES.
26. Made a snow angel? YES.
27. Played dress up? YES.
28. Cheated while playing a game? YES.
29. Been lonely? YES.
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? YES.
31. Been to a club? YES
32. Felt an earthquake? YES.
33. Touched a snake? YES
34. Ran a red light? NO.
35. Been suspended from school? YES.
36. Had detention? YES.
37. Been in a car accident? NO.
38. Hated the way you look? YES.
39. Witnessed a crime? YES
40. Pole danced? YES.
41. Been lost? YES.
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? YES.
43. Felt like dying? YES.
44. Cried yourself to sleep? YES.
45. Sang karaoke? YES.
46. Sucked your thumb? YES.
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t? YES.
48. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? NO.
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? YES.
50. Kissed in the rain? NO.
51. Sing in the shower? YES.
52. Made love in a park? NO.
53. Had a dream that you married someone? YES.
54. Glued your hand to something? YES.
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? NO.
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? NO.
57. Been a cheerleader? YES.
58. Sat on a roof top? YES.
59. Didn’t take a shower for a week? NO.
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? YES.
61. Played chicken? YES.
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? YES.
63. Been told you’re hot by a complete stranger? YES.
64. Broken a bone? NO.
65. Been easily amused? YES.
66. Laugh so hard you cried? YES.
67. Mooned/flashed someone? NO.
68. Cheated on a test? YES.
69. Forgotten someone’s name? YES.
70. Slept naked? YES.
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? YES.
72. Performed on stage? YES.
73. Blacked out from drinking? YES.
74. Played a prank on someone? YES.
75. Gone to a late night movie? YES.
76. Made love to anything not human? NO.
77. Failed a class? YES.
78. Choked on something you’re not supposed to eat? YES.
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? NO.
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? NO.
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? NO.
82. Thrown strange objects? YES.
83. Felt like killing someone? YES.
84. Thought about running away? YES.
85. Ran away? YES.
86. Did drugs? YES.
87. Had detention and not attend it? YES.
88. Dumped anyone? NO.
89. Made a parent cry? YES.
90. Cried over someone? YES.
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? NO IDEA WHAT'S THIS.
92. Dated someone more than once? YES.
93. Have/had a dog? NO.
94. Own an instrument? YES.
95. Been in a band? YES.
96. Drank 25 sodas in a day? NO.
97. Broken a cd? YES.
98. Shot a gun? NO.
99. Dated a married person of the opposite sex? YES.
100. Written a love letter? YES.
I tag, Mitchie, Louise and Bedah.
Monday, May 15, 2006
Mel and Mitchie the bullies.
Eddie is hilarious. You see, i didnt zip my pouch this morning. Then when we all got up to walk over to the stairs to the second floor, Eddie went, "Fiona, you never zip."
I stun. Then i thought about it. My uniform is a dress meh? Then i thought further and i wondered if it was my skirt's zip. Then i go and touch my skirt.
NO WHAT.
Siao.
Si Eddie.
Scare me only. So i turned and looked at him. Then he was like, "I'm talking about your pouch never zip."
"____________________________"
Thanks Eddie. ALOT.
Accounts 1 was surprisingly easy today. I swear i took like 15mins to finish a 60min paper. But the only thing i couldnt fathom was Qn 14 and 30. I was so frustrated that i wanted to pull out all of my hair. I kept jabbing my calculator as it its a piece of radioactive substance that i'm like not supposed to touch. I swear the buttons are going to wear out by my prelims and the calculator isnt mine.
I am super fucking tired. I slept for 45mins ytd before i went to school. I nearly died. But i'ma warrior. I shall survive! Tmr's Science 1. I shall die a horrible death. Save me.
Mel and Mitchie are big bullies. I'm always the victim.
I stun. Then i thought about it. My uniform is a dress meh? Then i thought further and i wondered if it was my skirt's zip. Then i go and touch my skirt.
NO WHAT.
Siao.
Si Eddie.
Scare me only. So i turned and looked at him. Then he was like, "I'm talking about your pouch never zip."
"____________________________"
Thanks Eddie. ALOT.
Accounts 1 was surprisingly easy today. I swear i took like 15mins to finish a 60min paper. But the only thing i couldnt fathom was Qn 14 and 30. I was so frustrated that i wanted to pull out all of my hair. I kept jabbing my calculator as it its a piece of radioactive substance that i'm like not supposed to touch. I swear the buttons are going to wear out by my prelims and the calculator isnt mine.
I am super fucking tired. I slept for 45mins ytd before i went to school. I nearly died. But i'ma warrior. I shall survive! Tmr's Science 1. I shall die a horrible death. Save me.
Mel and Mitchie are big bullies. I'm always the victim.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Hanging out.
So i was talking to Elshenderific online. He's Jean's baby and therefore he's my GIRLFRIEND'S BOYFRIEND. Okay, i'm talking crap, you prolly realised it by now. Whatever.
Okay, Ernest is a male bimbo. Why do i say so? He uses SK2 ONCE per week. Can you imagine that? Even i dun use SK2 okay. Best part is he's a guy and i'mma girl. MAHAHAHAHAHA.
Ytd was the bomb. I took a cab down to Cine to join the rest at 2am in the freaking morning. We sat outside Meritus Mandarian and talked. We literally talked about everything there is to be talked about. Best thing is that my white skirt got flecks of i-have-no-idea-what on it and it makes me fuming mad about it. Anyway, bedah and jason took the mrt back and i took Mel's car.
Mel sent Shiak, then Mitch then Ken back. Oh yes, and Mitch MESSED UP MY HAIR. Argh! I hate having my hair messed up. But anyway, its okay, on the way home already what. Mel like got lost in Upper ECP please. He was going round and round and in the end we came out of dunno where and we ended up at the Toa payoh expressway. So we talked all the way back into Yishun.
I felt like throwing up in the car, not because of his driving, but because i havent had anything to eat and my gastric was acting up. So i told Mel about it and we went for breakfast. Ended up at Chong Pang Hawker Centre . We ate and smoked and talked about Chinese. Dun ask me why Chinese, but its the topic we chose to brood on lah. So after that it was into the car again and back to my place.
I already mentioned that i dun take breakfast. So when i got upstairs, i threw up everything i ate. Power lah. Then i slept all the way till 4pm then i woke up and mooched around the house.
Okay, Ernest is a male bimbo. Why do i say so? He uses SK2 ONCE per week. Can you imagine that? Even i dun use SK2 okay. Best part is he's a guy and i'mma girl. MAHAHAHAHAHA.
Ytd was the bomb. I took a cab down to Cine to join the rest at 2am in the freaking morning. We sat outside Meritus Mandarian and talked. We literally talked about everything there is to be talked about. Best thing is that my white skirt got flecks of i-have-no-idea-what on it and it makes me fuming mad about it. Anyway, bedah and jason took the mrt back and i took Mel's car.
Mel sent Shiak, then Mitch then Ken back. Oh yes, and Mitch MESSED UP MY HAIR. Argh! I hate having my hair messed up. But anyway, its okay, on the way home already what. Mel like got lost in Upper ECP please. He was going round and round and in the end we came out of dunno where and we ended up at the Toa payoh expressway. So we talked all the way back into Yishun.
I felt like throwing up in the car, not because of his driving, but because i havent had anything to eat and my gastric was acting up. So i told Mel about it and we went for breakfast. Ended up at Chong Pang Hawker Centre . We ate and smoked and talked about Chinese. Dun ask me why Chinese, but its the topic we chose to brood on lah. So after that it was into the car again and back to my place.
I already mentioned that i dun take breakfast. So when i got upstairs, i threw up everything i ate. Power lah. Then i slept all the way till 4pm then i woke up and mooched around the house.
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Its your wish and not mine.
Now that half the world knows about my wanting to commit suicide. I have to reinstate an important fact.
I did not want to die because of Mel.
Get that into your heads.
I found out the even people like Tao Eh and whoever reads my blog. Which is relatively cool because even people like Tao Eh READS MY BLOG. Dun see him gonggong one, but he knows alot of shit in the group. He actually went to Gabriel and told him about me wanting to commit suicide. Gabriel obviously went and told me that Tao Eh told him. Fun eh? Men gossip more then women i swear.
Then i find out that Shiak knows because Neh told him and he went and told Mitch. Mitch then went and told Mel. So thats where the story ends. Mel knows.
I've seriously stopped caring. I dun even want to bother myself to care anymore. I tried caring but forget it. You dun want to hear this from me anyway. Do whatever you want to do. I cannot stop you. Your wish, i cannot fathom.
Do what you want lah. i'm out.
I did not want to die because of Mel.
Get that into your heads.
I found out the even people like Tao Eh and whoever reads my blog. Which is relatively cool because even people like Tao Eh READS MY BLOG. Dun see him gonggong one, but he knows alot of shit in the group. He actually went to Gabriel and told him about me wanting to commit suicide. Gabriel obviously went and told me that Tao Eh told him. Fun eh? Men gossip more then women i swear.
Then i find out that Shiak knows because Neh told him and he went and told Mitch. Mitch then went and told Mel. So thats where the story ends. Mel knows.
I've seriously stopped caring. I dun even want to bother myself to care anymore. I tried caring but forget it. You dun want to hear this from me anyway. Do whatever you want to do. I cannot stop you. Your wish, i cannot fathom.
Do what you want lah. i'm out.
Friday, May 12, 2006
Erupt.
I AM FUCKING ANGRY RIGHT NOW. I HAVE BEEN LIKE THIS EVER SINCE I GOT TO BUGIS AND BACK HOME. I CANNOT FATHOM HOW MEN THINK AND I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
I AM SO MUTHAFUCKING ANGRY THAT YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH MY BLOOD IS BOILING NOW. ALL I CAN FEEL IS THE HEAT AND THE PULSATING BEATS OF MY BLOOD FLOWING THRU MY VEINS.
CCB.
I'M SO ANNOYED AND DULAN THAT I REFUSE TO TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
i dun owe you lah. even sisters get angry, no matter how much i love you.
I AM SO MUTHAFUCKING ANGRY THAT YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH MY BLOOD IS BOILING NOW. ALL I CAN FEEL IS THE HEAT AND THE PULSATING BEATS OF MY BLOOD FLOWING THRU MY VEINS.
CCB.
I'M SO ANNOYED AND DULAN THAT I REFUSE TO TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
i dun owe you lah. even sisters get angry, no matter how much i love you.
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Slipping in and out, the state of blankness and numbness.
I took the train to Bugis, because i wanted to get my belt. I teared the whole way to Cityhall. I looked up and saw that i was at Bugis, where i met nat. Then i left again, i didnt collect my belt. When i realised where i was, i was already in Citylink. I walked and walked, with no direction, no destination. I just walked and walked. Nothing seemed to be real. It was as if i was floating my way through Citylink.
I looked up for the last time and i found myself smelling the salty air, the cold air conditioning behind me. I was already outside Esplanade. I bought a pack and i started smoking. I stumbled and walked. Everything seemed to last forever. The distance, the time. I was floating again. I found myself on the ledge, the one oppo Fullerton Hotel. I smoked and smoked. I was so ready. But i had to say goodbye. I couldnt leave without saying a goodbye.
I called Neh, and i told her that i love her alot. Then i said goodbye. It felt as if i would never see her again. It felt good, for a suicidal person. Then i switched off my phone. I was so prepared. I asked God to hear my cry. To listen to what my heart had to say. I sat there and suddenly i felt someone staring at me from the bottom of the ledge.
A guy stood there.
He told me, "Bu yao tiao hai".
I couldnt understand, so i went, "huh?"
He repeated himself.
Dun jump.
I said, "okay."
I thought about it and i realised that he was an angel sent by God. If a complete stranger who has no flying idea who i am or what i'm going through can tell me that. Then theres more to life after all. I got down from the ledge after awhile. I started walking again. I walked and walked and walked. Up down up down up down. Till i looked up for the second last time.
I was opposite Marina Sq, at the bus stop.
I started walking again. It seemed centuries have passed and i was still walking. I ended up at some bus stop and i looked up for the last time. I saw 857 and i got on. I sat down and i stoned all the way to Yishun.
At Yishun, i started walking, with the intention of reaching home. But i had no direction. I just walked. By the time i reached home, it dawned on me. I'm actually home. The one place that has no love for me. Back to a dad that hates me, back to a sister that rejects me and back to a mom that doesnt understand me.
I was finally home.
I sat down in my room and thought about what happened. I actually came so close to ending all the pain i was feeling. All the people's pain. All of my pain.
I will live. But only because of his love as a brother to me and the promises i made to him. I'll have to live in order to fulfill what i promised. Thats the only thing keeping me alive.
Cascade-Miracle.
I looked up for the last time and i found myself smelling the salty air, the cold air conditioning behind me. I was already outside Esplanade. I bought a pack and i started smoking. I stumbled and walked. Everything seemed to last forever. The distance, the time. I was floating again. I found myself on the ledge, the one oppo Fullerton Hotel. I smoked and smoked. I was so ready. But i had to say goodbye. I couldnt leave without saying a goodbye.
I called Neh, and i told her that i love her alot. Then i said goodbye. It felt as if i would never see her again. It felt good, for a suicidal person. Then i switched off my phone. I was so prepared. I asked God to hear my cry. To listen to what my heart had to say. I sat there and suddenly i felt someone staring at me from the bottom of the ledge.
A guy stood there.
He told me, "Bu yao tiao hai".
I couldnt understand, so i went, "huh?"
He repeated himself.
Dun jump.
I said, "okay."
I thought about it and i realised that he was an angel sent by God. If a complete stranger who has no flying idea who i am or what i'm going through can tell me that. Then theres more to life after all. I got down from the ledge after awhile. I started walking again. I walked and walked and walked. Up down up down up down. Till i looked up for the second last time.
I was opposite Marina Sq, at the bus stop.
I started walking again. It seemed centuries have passed and i was still walking. I ended up at some bus stop and i looked up for the last time. I saw 857 and i got on. I sat down and i stoned all the way to Yishun.
At Yishun, i started walking, with the intention of reaching home. But i had no direction. I just walked. By the time i reached home, it dawned on me. I'm actually home. The one place that has no love for me. Back to a dad that hates me, back to a sister that rejects me and back to a mom that doesnt understand me.
I was finally home.
I sat down in my room and thought about what happened. I actually came so close to ending all the pain i was feeling. All the people's pain. All of my pain.
I will live. But only because of his love as a brother to me and the promises i made to him. I'll have to live in order to fulfill what i promised. Thats the only thing keeping me alive.
Cascade-Miracle.
In the end, it doesnt even matter.
So here it ends. Right where it all began. Last night was the worst night in my career as an 18year old. I felt your pain. It was so bad that i couldnt stop crying, and at one point i couldnt even breathe. I was choking, on your pain.
My promises to you still stands. But the last one, i'm not sure if i can assure you that because the pain that i felt was worthy of my tears, or rather, they just came. I love you too much to let go. Not the love as a lover or a girlfriend to a boyfriend. But the love from a younger sister to a older brother. I love you too much to let you go. Your promise to me assured me that i'll at least get to see you for one last time before you leave. But if i were to predict the situation now, its already predicted.
My tears are only for the worthy and you're one of them. Fuck karma because our sibling love takes over it.
I cried myself to sleep last night. I'm sorry, but you did say after today. So i can still cry like a bitch for the rest of today. I smoked three packs of cigs ytd and i'm coughing away like a mad slut. It isnt your fault i swear. I didnt feel anything after you told me that you snapped and that everything you said in the afternoon was part of the whole snapping process. But its okay, you know what my answer is.
And it will never change.
Neh, if you read this. I want you to know that i love you a whole damn lot. I chose not to tell you what happened because you were with Dwayne and i didnt want to spoil your day with him. I love you too much to bring you my pain. Its just my luck that i can feel what everyone's feeling. The whole chunk of feelings all swarming to you at one go isnt a very nice sensation. I flipped at 2am in the morning because of that. Thats the reason why i couldnt take it anymore and i cried like a slut.
Xx, i know you're very concerned. But not everything falls on Mel. Its not only him i'm feeling. Its everyone's feelings mixed together and i get it. I cant stop doing what i do because its in me. I love you a whole damn lot and thanks for calling me when i needed someone to speak to the most.
Jean, i know i gave you a asthma attack when i told you about the proposal. You practically flipped and died. You know i know that you're there for me and i appreciate it a whole lot. I didnt want to tell you the pain i was feeling is only because of the sadness i'll bring you. You havent failed as a friend i assure you. Its just that some things are meant to endured alone. Like i said, it gets lonely standing at the top of the mountain, waiting for somebody to fall or slip while climbing up to reach you. Then going to rescue them and hope that they'll be alright. Thank Ernest for me. Your baby is the sweetest. I love you jean.
So it all ends here and now. I'm too tired to fight the feelings away anymore. Let it all come.
In my words, Bring It On.
If you chose to break your promise because you dun want to see the person you dote on the most cry. I swear, i will die for you to see. I can live life because of you and i can end it just like that. Ask me why and i'll tell you that its only because of the love thats in me. Once it breaks, no more me.
My promises to you still stands. But the last one, i'm not sure if i can assure you that because the pain that i felt was worthy of my tears, or rather, they just came. I love you too much to let go. Not the love as a lover or a girlfriend to a boyfriend. But the love from a younger sister to a older brother. I love you too much to let you go. Your promise to me assured me that i'll at least get to see you for one last time before you leave. But if i were to predict the situation now, its already predicted.
My tears are only for the worthy and you're one of them. Fuck karma because our sibling love takes over it.
I cried myself to sleep last night. I'm sorry, but you did say after today. So i can still cry like a bitch for the rest of today. I smoked three packs of cigs ytd and i'm coughing away like a mad slut. It isnt your fault i swear. I didnt feel anything after you told me that you snapped and that everything you said in the afternoon was part of the whole snapping process. But its okay, you know what my answer is.
And it will never change.
Neh, if you read this. I want you to know that i love you a whole damn lot. I chose not to tell you what happened because you were with Dwayne and i didnt want to spoil your day with him. I love you too much to bring you my pain. Its just my luck that i can feel what everyone's feeling. The whole chunk of feelings all swarming to you at one go isnt a very nice sensation. I flipped at 2am in the morning because of that. Thats the reason why i couldnt take it anymore and i cried like a slut.
Xx, i know you're very concerned. But not everything falls on Mel. Its not only him i'm feeling. Its everyone's feelings mixed together and i get it. I cant stop doing what i do because its in me. I love you a whole damn lot and thanks for calling me when i needed someone to speak to the most.
Jean, i know i gave you a asthma attack when i told you about the proposal. You practically flipped and died. You know i know that you're there for me and i appreciate it a whole lot. I didnt want to tell you the pain i was feeling is only because of the sadness i'll bring you. You havent failed as a friend i assure you. Its just that some things are meant to endured alone. Like i said, it gets lonely standing at the top of the mountain, waiting for somebody to fall or slip while climbing up to reach you. Then going to rescue them and hope that they'll be alright. Thank Ernest for me. Your baby is the sweetest. I love you jean.
So it all ends here and now. I'm too tired to fight the feelings away anymore. Let it all come.
In my words, Bring It On.
If you chose to break your promise because you dun want to see the person you dote on the most cry. I swear, i will die for you to see. I can live life because of you and i can end it just like that. Ask me why and i'll tell you that its only because of the love thats in me. Once it breaks, no more me.
Kiss from a Rose.
Dj Rad, Come Home
I feel like ending everything here and now. Theres too much on my mind. I'm going nuts. I have my problems too, but you people just dun see that aye. Yes, i can play the Dajie role. But for how long? I cannot withstand the pressure anymore. Theres too much, everything's too much.
I need a miracle, I want to be your girl. Give me a chance to see that you were made for me.
One day you'll see that it can happen to me.
I'm not emphasizing anything here. I dun want anything. No status no nothing. Since when i asked for anything? I'm just telling you what my friends told me. I thought it wouldnt bother you. But i guess i'm wrong. I'm really sorry. I'm sorry if what i told you made you snap and tell me that marriage would give me my status. I never wanted anything more then a mere friendship. I guess its just fated that you would snap and tell me such things.
i'm sorry. I really am.
I want to be there for you and just be happy. To have you to dote on me. For me to feel loved. It'll be just like how my Altivo people love and dote me. You should know. The countless phone calls and the rubbish we talked about.
I was actually happy for sometime.
Yes, i loved you ONCE. Not anymore.
I know you're not mindfucking me. But it seems that you cannot hold it in anymore. You've lived half your life already. I've only just started mine. I still have many years to go till i snap just like you. I wish i can help you take away the pain. But i cant, because you wouldnt let me. You want to suffer the pain alone. Do you think Emmy knows how are you feeling? Does Emmy know what kind of pain she's put you through? No. She doesnt. You know i'm the most straightforward kind. I say whatever i want and i have to hit you with the truth to make you snap back to reality, i will. Because i love you too much as a friend and as a brother.
Thats just it.
I always tear for you. Why? Because you're the closest thing that can read my mind and know how i feel. You make me cry just because of what you say. The promises and the favours. I wish i can give you the world, if only it'll take the pain away.
If only it'll take the pain away. I'll give you everything. I swear.
Just if only it made the pain away.
Just like Neh told me when the whole thing happened. She would drink with me if only it'll take the pain away. I really wished it would. Sometimes, i pray that i didnt have to go through such things. I love my girls alot. I really do. But sometimes do all of you see through my facade and know what i'm actually thinking?
I cannot take it anymore. I will die i swear. I really will.
But i cant blame you. How can i? It isnt your fault.
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Go easy on my conscience
Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame
Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around
I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man
I feel like ending everything here and now. Theres too much on my mind. I'm going nuts. I have my problems too, but you people just dun see that aye. Yes, i can play the Dajie role. But for how long? I cannot withstand the pressure anymore. Theres too much, everything's too much.
I need a miracle, I want to be your girl. Give me a chance to see that you were made for me.
One day you'll see that it can happen to me.
I'm not emphasizing anything here. I dun want anything. No status no nothing. Since when i asked for anything? I'm just telling you what my friends told me. I thought it wouldnt bother you. But i guess i'm wrong. I'm really sorry. I'm sorry if what i told you made you snap and tell me that marriage would give me my status. I never wanted anything more then a mere friendship. I guess its just fated that you would snap and tell me such things.
i'm sorry. I really am.
I want to be there for you and just be happy. To have you to dote on me. For me to feel loved. It'll be just like how my Altivo people love and dote me. You should know. The countless phone calls and the rubbish we talked about.
I was actually happy for sometime.
Yes, i loved you ONCE. Not anymore.
I know you're not mindfucking me. But it seems that you cannot hold it in anymore. You've lived half your life already. I've only just started mine. I still have many years to go till i snap just like you. I wish i can help you take away the pain. But i cant, because you wouldnt let me. You want to suffer the pain alone. Do you think Emmy knows how are you feeling? Does Emmy know what kind of pain she's put you through? No. She doesnt. You know i'm the most straightforward kind. I say whatever i want and i have to hit you with the truth to make you snap back to reality, i will. Because i love you too much as a friend and as a brother.
Thats just it.
I always tear for you. Why? Because you're the closest thing that can read my mind and know how i feel. You make me cry just because of what you say. The promises and the favours. I wish i can give you the world, if only it'll take the pain away.
If only it'll take the pain away. I'll give you everything. I swear.
Just if only it made the pain away.
Just like Neh told me when the whole thing happened. She would drink with me if only it'll take the pain away. I really wished it would. Sometimes, i pray that i didnt have to go through such things. I love my girls alot. I really do. But sometimes do all of you see through my facade and know what i'm actually thinking?
I cannot take it anymore. I will die i swear. I really will.
But i cant blame you. How can i? It isnt your fault.
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Go easy on my conscience
Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame
Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around
I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man
Monday, May 08, 2006
I cant drop everything and leave with you.
I havent slept in like 48hours. Thanks to someone. I owe you THREE treats yeah. I had alot of fun talking to you. We can talk about everything openly and not hide away. To the hell with the affections. But you're still sweet, as usual. I'm sorry i used my gift to tell you that she's playing with you. This is one of the reasons why i dun want to help you "feel" what's she's feeling. You're hurt enough and what i said would have made it worse. But you still chose to want to hear it from me.
I spent like more then 7hours talking to you. Yes, you said i sounded like a 15 year old. But i beg to differ. What's with the sexaay voice? Not funny. You made my day alright. Even thou i kept saying you didnt. You made me laugh the whole night and thats enough. I will die of stomach cramps and get a six pec before i die.
I wish you'll stop saying that you're leaving. I know you asked me to go with you. But its not that simple. I have too many things back here in Singapore. I would love to drop everything and leave. But i have too many friends, too many responsibilites. I owe too much to all the people i know. If i could i would. You know that. I just cant. Not so soon. I will die without all my loves. You know how emotionally unstable i can get, trust me you dun want to see it a second time.
I might, if only you're not gonna leave so soon. Dun leave.
I spent like more then 7hours talking to you. Yes, you said i sounded like a 15 year old. But i beg to differ. What's with the sexaay voice? Not funny. You made my day alright. Even thou i kept saying you didnt. You made me laugh the whole night and thats enough. I will die of stomach cramps and get a six pec before i die.
I wish you'll stop saying that you're leaving. I know you asked me to go with you. But its not that simple. I have too many things back here in Singapore. I would love to drop everything and leave. But i have too many friends, too many responsibilites. I owe too much to all the people i know. If i could i would. You know that. I just cant. Not so soon. I will die without all my loves. You know how emotionally unstable i can get, trust me you dun want to see it a second time.
I might, if only you're not gonna leave so soon. Dun leave.
Sunday, May 07, 2006
I met Jena
I went down to transfer money to my seller just now. I was happily walking home and giving dagger stares at this random bangaladesh who kept staring at my legs and tits. I decided to light up and smoke the way home. I saw this girl and her mother from afar. I didnt give them much thought and all of a sudden the girl went, "Hoi!"
I jumped.
Literally.
It was Jena and her mom. Bad timing for me, because i was smoking and they both saw. So yeah, i finally see Jena. At like 11pm at night. So i think thats a good thing?
=)
Go out soon Jena. I miss you a whole lot. I miss your big hugs and your laughter.
I jumped.
Literally.
It was Jena and her mom. Bad timing for me, because i was smoking and they both saw. So yeah, i finally see Jena. At like 11pm at night. So i think thats a good thing?
=)
Go out soon Jena. I miss you a whole lot. I miss your big hugs and your laughter.
The bomb of all bombs.
Ytd was the bomb. It was the most happening night i've ever gone through. I swear.
First i headed over to Live Impact for an interview. I wasnt really into getting the job at Live Impact because they bloody promised to pay $15/hr, but i checked with some other industry mates and they told me that $15 is impossible, more like $7.50. So you should have seen my FACE. I was a grumpy bitch. But still i went to the interview and we had to fill up the forms IN THE DARK.
Fuck.
I nearly went blind. I got so irritated that i took out my phone and switched on the light.
FWAH.
And God said let there be light. I happily went on filling the form when Xx and Sheila were struggling to see whats on the forms. I swear Live Impact's full of male servers. So now we all know why they want to employ WAITRESSES. More like to balance the yin and yang of the pub please. So the lady came over and asked us to sit at the side. Then she asked us basic questions and like who has experience and everything. Then we asked her about the pay and everything.
Basically we dun have to wear uniforms (YAYNESS). We are paid $10/hr. Our working hours are from 8/9pm till 3/4am. The best part is we only have to fulfill two-three days a week.
SONG!~~~
So i'm prolly gonna start work soon. See when she's gonna call me. The bartender was super annoying. He kept asking questions like "where do you stay?" "are you gonna work here?"
LIKE DUH.
If i'm here for an INTERVIEW, then i'm gonna work here what. Provided that i get accepted. But thats not the point. Point is he was asking ALOT of muthafucking questions and i was pretty much annoyed already.
We left the place after the interview. We pretty much got the job. We went over to MS to take a bus to town. Neh was supposed to meet us but i guess she just didnt again. Anyway we had to take two buses to town. We ended up at Cine where we met with with Ken, as usual he was being his annoying self. We found seats in Kfc after like 2349586 years. Then Baoyi and Mark were at the next table. So we hung out for awhile and the couple left so it was just the five of us. Ken went to fetch his new found gay friend, Steve and brought him to meet us.
I actually thought Steve was gay. He gave Sheila the look that scorches. I swear. Sheila was pretty annoyed when she knew that he gave her "the look". Anyway, we ended up outside Ljs after eating at Kfc. Then Ken and Steve joined us. I just kept laughing at Ken because of the way he kept slanging. Its super annoying really. Then i was listening to Xx's Mp3 when i felt like everyone was staring at me. It was then that Ken told me that Steve was gonaing to buy us drinks.
WHICH IS GOOD.
I was very no shyness and i took one of the most expensive drinks. Jim Beam Black Whiskey Cola. But it sucked really, i took it to annoy Steve. He called Sheila a midget lah! So what if she's five feet? SO FUCKING WHAT? We hung out at the side of Mandarian after buying the drinks. Then Mel and Mitchie came and we hung out till late.
Sheila and Gab left first. So i was the only girl with three guys. We were all smoking and talking about stuff when someone said, "Eh, she collasped on the floor." I turned and looked. Then i ran over to help her up. OMG lah, she was the most difficult person i've ever helped to carry. Never mind that she's drunk, But she made me fall twice and she ROLLED ALL OVER THE PLACE.
It didnt help that she was wearing a fucking short dress and she slid down the stairs i carried her up at and her whole freaking underwear can be seen. Chao hai. Mel, Mitch and Ken all turned their faces away. I laughed only. Then the girl, she's Korean, said she wanted to go over to Cine so i supported her there. I wanted to die lah. She's fucking troublesome to carry. She did the most horrendous things arh. She went to this random guy and grabbed him and walked. I stun lah. Then after that she fell onto the floor and pulled me along with her. Her whole skirt flipped up and she showed the whole world that she wore yellow undies lah. Then the whole bunch of ah bengs all take newspaper and covered their faces. This is one reason why i NEVER wear a skirt if i know i'm going to drink.
The whole scene was super hilarious, i would have laughed if i wasnt all tired out from carry/supporting her. She sat outside Cheers and she nearly got into a fight with this Ahbeng. The situation was tense. I called Jean to tell her what happened. Then all of a sudden i saw Xiaobai.
!!!!!!!!
I stun please. Then i turned and i saw Lennon. Not FUNNY LAH. Its scary you know. Then Xiaobai asked me to go Kbox with them. Madness, i dun think so. So after that i went back to the Korean girl, she wanted to pee. Then this other girl and i brought her to the 2nd floor to the toilet. She thinks she's cute lah. She didnt want to wear her undies and she kept screaming and wailing in the cubicle. I was fucking annoyed already i say. So both me and the other girl shouted at her to wear her undies and come out.
She kept saying she's sorry. I was like what the fuck. Then we went out of the toilet and she chose to toh right there on the floor lah.
CCB.
I had to yank her up and ask someone to stall the lift. Super annoying i tell you. Then we finally got down to the first floor and the police was already there. So she walked/staggered over and she pulled onto the officer's tag. Then the officer talked to her. After that she walked along side the officer and she toh-ed on the floor.
OMG lah.
I ran over to carry her up again lah. I wanted to die. I was fucking tired. The officer told her to behave herself and she asked the officer to go away lah. She win already can, ask the officer to go away. After that she got into a cab and left. I couldnt take it already so the guys and i left to go home. Mel fetched me home. We stopped at Mitch's carpark to smoke and talk. Mel was telling me what his friend did to this girl who was drunk on the floor lah. THe friend undid the girl's top and pulled it up and exposed her tits. Then they left. Two hours later, they came back and she was still at that same position with her tits still exposed lah.
Super naughty please. Tsk. Going out to study soon.
First i headed over to Live Impact for an interview. I wasnt really into getting the job at Live Impact because they bloody promised to pay $15/hr, but i checked with some other industry mates and they told me that $15 is impossible, more like $7.50. So you should have seen my FACE. I was a grumpy bitch. But still i went to the interview and we had to fill up the forms IN THE DARK.
Fuck.
I nearly went blind. I got so irritated that i took out my phone and switched on the light.
FWAH.
And God said let there be light. I happily went on filling the form when Xx and Sheila were struggling to see whats on the forms. I swear Live Impact's full of male servers. So now we all know why they want to employ WAITRESSES. More like to balance the yin and yang of the pub please. So the lady came over and asked us to sit at the side. Then she asked us basic questions and like who has experience and everything. Then we asked her about the pay and everything.
Basically we dun have to wear uniforms (YAYNESS). We are paid $10/hr. Our working hours are from 8/9pm till 3/4am. The best part is we only have to fulfill two-three days a week.
SONG!~~~
So i'm prolly gonna start work soon. See when she's gonna call me. The bartender was super annoying. He kept asking questions like "where do you stay?" "are you gonna work here?"
LIKE DUH.
If i'm here for an INTERVIEW, then i'm gonna work here what. Provided that i get accepted. But thats not the point. Point is he was asking ALOT of muthafucking questions and i was pretty much annoyed already.
We left the place after the interview. We pretty much got the job. We went over to MS to take a bus to town. Neh was supposed to meet us but i guess she just didnt again. Anyway we had to take two buses to town. We ended up at Cine where we met with with Ken, as usual he was being his annoying self. We found seats in Kfc after like 2349586 years. Then Baoyi and Mark were at the next table. So we hung out for awhile and the couple left so it was just the five of us. Ken went to fetch his new found gay friend, Steve and brought him to meet us.
I actually thought Steve was gay. He gave Sheila the look that scorches. I swear. Sheila was pretty annoyed when she knew that he gave her "the look". Anyway, we ended up outside Ljs after eating at Kfc. Then Ken and Steve joined us. I just kept laughing at Ken because of the way he kept slanging. Its super annoying really. Then i was listening to Xx's Mp3 when i felt like everyone was staring at me. It was then that Ken told me that Steve was gonaing to buy us drinks.
WHICH IS GOOD.
I was very no shyness and i took one of the most expensive drinks. Jim Beam Black Whiskey Cola. But it sucked really, i took it to annoy Steve. He called Sheila a midget lah! So what if she's five feet? SO FUCKING WHAT? We hung out at the side of Mandarian after buying the drinks. Then Mel and Mitchie came and we hung out till late.
Sheila and Gab left first. So i was the only girl with three guys. We were all smoking and talking about stuff when someone said, "Eh, she collasped on the floor." I turned and looked. Then i ran over to help her up. OMG lah, she was the most difficult person i've ever helped to carry. Never mind that she's drunk, But she made me fall twice and she ROLLED ALL OVER THE PLACE.
It didnt help that she was wearing a fucking short dress and she slid down the stairs i carried her up at and her whole freaking underwear can be seen. Chao hai. Mel, Mitch and Ken all turned their faces away. I laughed only. Then the girl, she's Korean, said she wanted to go over to Cine so i supported her there. I wanted to die lah. She's fucking troublesome to carry. She did the most horrendous things arh. She went to this random guy and grabbed him and walked. I stun lah. Then after that she fell onto the floor and pulled me along with her. Her whole skirt flipped up and she showed the whole world that she wore yellow undies lah. Then the whole bunch of ah bengs all take newspaper and covered their faces. This is one reason why i NEVER wear a skirt if i know i'm going to drink.
The whole scene was super hilarious, i would have laughed if i wasnt all tired out from carry/supporting her. She sat outside Cheers and she nearly got into a fight with this Ahbeng. The situation was tense. I called Jean to tell her what happened. Then all of a sudden i saw Xiaobai.
!!!!!!!!
I stun please. Then i turned and i saw Lennon. Not FUNNY LAH. Its scary you know. Then Xiaobai asked me to go Kbox with them. Madness, i dun think so. So after that i went back to the Korean girl, she wanted to pee. Then this other girl and i brought her to the 2nd floor to the toilet. She thinks she's cute lah. She didnt want to wear her undies and she kept screaming and wailing in the cubicle. I was fucking annoyed already i say. So both me and the other girl shouted at her to wear her undies and come out.
She kept saying she's sorry. I was like what the fuck. Then we went out of the toilet and she chose to toh right there on the floor lah.
CCB.
I had to yank her up and ask someone to stall the lift. Super annoying i tell you. Then we finally got down to the first floor and the police was already there. So she walked/staggered over and she pulled onto the officer's tag. Then the officer talked to her. After that she walked along side the officer and she toh-ed on the floor.
OMG lah.
I ran over to carry her up again lah. I wanted to die. I was fucking tired. The officer told her to behave herself and she asked the officer to go away lah. She win already can, ask the officer to go away. After that she got into a cab and left. I couldnt take it already so the guys and i left to go home. Mel fetched me home. We stopped at Mitch's carpark to smoke and talk. Mel was telling me what his friend did to this girl who was drunk on the floor lah. THe friend undid the girl's top and pulled it up and exposed her tits. Then they left. Two hours later, they came back and she was still at that same position with her tits still exposed lah.
Super naughty please. Tsk. Going out to study soon.
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