Friday, September 30, 2005

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.

I got called out by Muthu early in the morning. I thought who died please. He came and shouted at Mik then i suay suay look at him then i kena. WALIEW. If i know i look down all the way man. He catch me because i was late yesterday and i ran away without letting him sign the form. So today of all days, i kena detention. Last day of school already and i still can get detention. Muthu ask me for my Ez-Link and i act blur only. So in the end, he took nothing from me. He just did some threatening and then he let me go.

Went back to class and started playing Blackjack. Rafiq kept getting Blackjacks. Fuck man. Who zhuang also cannot get to eat his money sia. So i fed up and i requested a change of seats. I ended up next to Rafiq, and i could get to see his cards. He really get 21 all the time. He didnt cheat or anything. Shiok bodoh. Then he gave some of his magic to me and Awul. So three of us in a row got 21points. Then we played afew more rounds and we stopped.
Azahari's got the dreaded sore eyes. Someone save him.

We spent SS lesson playing some rubbish game that was so gawd darn funny. With the bra brands and the cosmetics shit. We laughed like fuck. Then we had early recess and then Maths. Horrible la my Maths. Snowman the teacher is gonna teach me Maths tmr. Snowman, dun die on me okay.

School's officially over for the acadamic students. We're FREEEEE!! Free to study on our own. *Photos for the Last Day of School is up in the Photos section.
All N LEVEL students. DO your BEST for this exam.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

SOON

I just got to know that tomorrow is our last day at school before we take our exams. So i'm kinda emo about it. Its the last time that we actually get to spend together as 4ND again. Most of us would never see each other again. Even if i get to come back as a Sec5 student, i dun think i would want to come back to Northland. It'll be fucking sad to think back and realise that the people you think about are not there with you. And i just dun want that. Moreover i dun even know if i can make it to Sec5. My Maths and Sciences both suck.

Tomorrow is photo-taking day for my class. All of us want some memories of our class. So digital cameras are gonna appear for tmr. Today was spent taking photos with our camera phones. Oh thank God for camera phones. Everyone's pictures turned out reasonably clear. Bluetoothing pictures/ songs has been a favourite pastime of my class. So we obviously had fun.
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The effects of studying. Makes me wanna eat somebody.
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The bunch of madcaps. In animal modes.

Thumbnails for my contacts.
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Xinni at her worst.
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MJ at her best.
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Weiyen is oh so cute. But he looks like a convict here.
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Its the cutest picture alfonso will ever pose for.

Its TWO DAYS to my major exams. I'm freaking out. alot. Help? I'm trying my hardest. But i'm still freaking out. The pressure is setting in. I need to study. Seriously.

TWO DAYS TO N LEVELS.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

TROUBLE.

I was blog hopping this afternoon and i came across XiaXue's blog. Her entry says it all. Go there and check out the entry before you read the rest of my story.
I was a victim of such a situation before. You see, a long long time ago, i wasnt very happy with the people i work with because i felt that there was too much backstabbing and bitching. Blame it on communications if you must, but some people just dun pull their weight when it comes to doing work. So since i was the then President of the Student Council, i put pressure on the people and obviously i got alot of negative comments about it. I tried to not give a fuck and move on. I turned to the only solance i had, my blog. Still, they couldnt leave me alone and they had to go print out my blog and submit it to the teacher in charge. So i got into alot of trouble and i even had to go for councelling because of what i said in my blog. In the end, i had to disown/ shut down my blog because of them people who decided to invade my fucking privacy.
*Names were not mentioned to protect the people involved.*
*No anger or whatsoever was experianced when entry was typed.*
*I DID NOT shoot or put anyone down. Get that in your fucking head.*

With that aside, i realised that this year is really coming to an end. -counts days- I'm left with TWELVE fucking days to the end of my school year. On one hand its YIPPIEE! On the other hand its OH FUCK FUCK FUCK, STUDY STUDY STUDY! See the difference?

Prom is coming! But i dunno who the heck is going. Because everyone is so hesitant about making their fucking decision. I cannot take it. Its either a YES or a NO. Make up your fucking minds. Dweebs. I'm prolly gonna get my gown tailor made. But i need designs. Oh well, so troublesome just for a night. TSK.

5days to N LEVELS.

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

I'MA HAPPY GIRL.

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because i won two tickets to watch a free movie! All because i did some lame quiz meant for the Express students. Who the hell cares anyway? I won and that settles everything. Whoohoo!~ My classmates are all clamouring for me to bring them to the movies. How to? i give everyone 1/10 of the ticket okay? Then 10 of you share a seat.

School was damn funny today. Firstly, Weiyen was listening to me talk about some topic. We were both happily chatting away, then Sherlynn had to go and plop herself in the middle of our conversation. Like what the fuck? I was pretty put off because that was just plain rude. So i tried shooting her nicely. So she moved and the conversation continued. Then when MJ came back she had to move further away. Then the conversation moved on to bras and their cup sizes. Then she had to go and say that skinny people do not have big boobs. I shot back and told her that then Jocelyn's boobs are what? She then decided to change what she said. What the fuck man. If you dun know what to say, then dun comment on the topic la! Its better then you coming up with such rubbish theories and bullshitting your way through what. You'll only serve to paiseh yourself. Seriously, shut up.
Weiyen didnt even bother to argue with her because he has done it before and the whole thing ended up with her crying because she lost the arguement. What the hell, lose the arguement and you cry? Typical crybaby i say. Tsk. I shant elaborate more because it makes me look like a petty meanie. TSK.
* My solemn apologies to Jocelyn. For making use of her as an example. Be thankful you have boobs. Usually skinny people have no boobs to show. =)*

The class was doing the 4ND wave in Accounts class. Its all Awul and Shameer's fault. Both of them didnt want to do their Accounts and they decided to make alot of noise. So they came up with the 4ND wave. The whole bunch of guys kept it up for one period, doing the wave from one end of the class to another. So obviously Mrs Chong wasnt very happy about that. She looked like she was ready to scream. If you're thinking where do i come in on this. Let me tell you that i couldnt give a damn and that i was busy doing some gay exam papers. See, i study alright?

6days to N LEVELS.

I WAS BORED.

Your Blogging Type is Entertaining and Happy
You are a fun, giving blogger who makes others feel good.You often post things that make your friends smile.At the same time, you expect the same blogging spirit from others.And when it's not returned, you tend to feel a bit hurt.


its no wonder carrie, yiwen etc say that my blog is funny. FUNNY MEH? Alright la. Not really what. I didnt want my blog to be funny. Its just how i blog what. Aiyah, dun care la. Lets look at what kind of career i'm good at.

Your Career Type: Enterprising
You are engertic, ambitious, and sociable.Your talents lie in politics, leading people, and selling things or ideas.
You would make an excellent:
Auctioneer - Bank President - Camp DirectorCity Manager - Judge - Lawyer - Recreation Leader - Real Estate Agent - Sales Person - School Principal - Travel Agent - TV Newscaster The worst career options for your are investigative careers, like mathematician or architect.

FUCK LAR. i typed a freaking long post on dunno what and now its gone. Only left the two stupid quizzes. FUCK MAN.

Someone please tell me if you know of a job that i'll like okay? But no jobs like cleaning toilets okay? Put all the details in my Haloscan. Thanks.

7days to N LEVELS.

Sunday, September 25, 2005

I HATE IT THE MOST.

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when people shove put their hair like that in the bus. Like WHAT THE HELL? You think the person behind you like your hair arh? In this case, the person behind that idert was yours truly. So obviously being the impatient bitch that i am, i was freaking pissed off with the woman la! Because of her stupid hair. I cannot song song kiao [happily put up] my legs on the back of the seat in front of me. Argh! So i couldnt sleep in the bus. Thus, i was very agitated during my accounts lesson. All that stupid woman's fault. Argh! Long hair big fuck arh? You dun see me doing that what. Si Ginah.

My exams are in one week. I'm very ready. Ready to go and die. My Maths and Conb Sciences still cannot make it. But i cant give up. I have to finish running this race. Yes, i do. nods-

8days to N LEVELS.

Saturday, September 24, 2005

GRADUATION DAY.

Finally, i received the fruit of my labour. My Outstanding Service Award was given to me today. Photos are at the Photo Section. Go ahead and see. I felt like crying when i got it, because it made all the booboos go away. Who fucking cares if i didnt go up to recieve the award? Because its in MY hands now. =) We had to stack up the chairs in the hall. Its prolly the one last thing that we do for the school. So why not? I know i'm gonna miss being one of the Top 4.

Tution sucked today. The weather was so fucking hot. In addition, we missed the stop that we were supposed to get off at. Fuck, we had to walk an even longer distance to get to our tutor's house. My Partnership sucked today. I couldnt concentrade in what i was supposed to do, because of the blistering heat. I was melting inside.

Took a cab down to Admiralty. The cab driver is sibei hiong. Anyhow only. He happy he anyhow cut lane. He not happy he slow down. I was scared. I wanted to get some rope and tie myself to the seat. Then he reached Admiralty and i could get off. I was so traumatised. Then i found out g was gonna be late. So i wasted $14.50. Tsk. Oh well, its allright. CG was fun today. I had to do banana dance. HAHA! Its funny. Then did some fellowship with the members and left.

Met up with Bedah just to get my tanning lotion back. I'm going tanning with Kimchoo tmr later!

10days to N LEVELS.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

MY SHOPPING SPREE.

I had to pull myself outta bed to go meet Sher early in the morning. She chabot school so that we could go town to look for jobs and shop at the same time. But by 11am, i was so dead tired that i just wanted to drop dead and die on the floor. So Sher went home and i went back to sleep. Sorry Sher, another day okay?

Went out with Bedah later in the afternoon. Dropped by Utopia to do our touch-ups. Fuck, i can feel the pain already. Nomore numbness. Kirby never give chance man, he pressed and shaded like i was a piece of meat like that. But the end result was waay nicer then before. Apparently the needle used on my previous visit wasnt sharp. So the ink didnt really go in. But now it should be fine. Then it was Bedah's turn. She had to lie down and do it. Poor Bedah, kena say she fat already. HAWHAWHAW!! Then Baldwin came to work, so Kirby told Baldwin that i wanted to get my tongue done. So he prepared the tools. He another one never give chance. He clam my tongue and pushed the needle in. He kept pulling onto my tongue. If i still had my web, i think it would have been split by him. Violent man. He pull and pull. I thought my tongue gonna fall out already. Oh, and BELIEVE ME, the SECOND time you pierce HURTS LIKE FUCK. I wanted to cry already. Baldwin said it because of the skin tissues that bulit up around the hole after i let it close. So to the hell with it. I got it done the second time now. We left after paying for my piercing. It cost me $55. So its kinda cheap, considering i paid $85 for my first one.

Hit town. We walked around Far East looking for high tops. Went Converse and we didnt see any that we liked. So we went upstairs to look. Then the shop told us that the Converse shop got better ones. I wanted to scream already. Why cant you open a bigger Converse then open so many small shops selling the same stuff? Then in the end, ME the customer have to run around just to find shoes? Fuck man. Lucky i found a pair i like back at the Converse shop. If not, fur will fly. Then went to visit our boxers man. Bedah bought suspenders and i bought shades. Whoohoo!~ Then we two cannot tahan already so we went to Taka to eat Pasta! My treat. Last stop was to Topshop where i got this fabulous top and two knickers. Power to Topshop. Can make me spend $70 at one go. We left for home after that.

What i bought today:
Piercing $55
High tops $70
Top and knickers from Topshop $70
Shades $10
Dinner$22
Ez-link top-up $5
GRAND TOTAL: $232

I know it sounds a tad bit siao to spend $232. But who cares? =D

11 days to N LEVELS.

WEIYEN IS SO GAWD DAMN FUNNY.

We were all happily chatting in class today. Weiyan has this fucking fucking nice phone.
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Ohh, sweet. I'm gonna buy it. Priced at $800plus. No sweat, prices are negotiable. =) The functions are all fucking shiok.
Functions:
Internal Display: 262k color TFT Screen (176 x 220 pixels)
Advanced Media Player
Disc2Phone Transfer (PC software included in CD)
Dedicated Music Button
2.0 megapixel camera
Auto Focus
4x digital zoom
FM Radio RDS
MP3 Player
546MB User Memory (34MB Phone Memory + 512MB MS Pro Duo Card)
Video recording, video streaming
3D Gaming
MMS
GPRS
WAP 2.0
E-mail client
40 voices Polyphonic Ring tones
Bluetooth
Infrared
Supports Chinese language.


Best of all, its part orange! YIPPIEE! Sony Ericsson read my mind! Whoohoo! I dig this phone man! I shall get it.

Weiyan was telling us about the time when he was in Primary School, like in P1 or P2. His pocket money was $1.50 a day. So being kids, we were all taught how to save right? He didnt eat or drink. So he saved the $1.50 that he got everyday till he accumulated around $40plus. He put it all in his wallet and one day he LOST his wallet. He walked around crying and crying. In his words, he "ku dao like hell" meaning he cried till like hell. He said this sentence and i nearly died laughing. Anyway, he cried and cried and walked about asking people if they've seen his wallet. Fucking funny please, because the people he asked were all strangers who didnt have a clue who he was, and he expects them to know wheres his wallet? Like what the hell. So in the end he goes home still crying like hell, and his mom couldnt bear to scold him because he was already crying like hell then. What a damn funny story man! He really makes me laugh like hell.

On a more serious note, i realised that the Outstanding Service Award is NOT important to me at all. I cried not because i didnt get it. I cried because i've finally proven to the leaders who voted for me that their decision was right all along. So i've seen the light and i dun think that the bloody award is that important to me. =) Because i'm worth more then that stupid piece of paper/ plaque. =))

12days to N LEVELS.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

empty promises.

i wasted my time, with EMPTY PROMISES.

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i tried chopping off my finger today. Oh well, obviously it doesnt work. NO LAH. i cut my finger while trying to rip open a can of soup. Fuck man.

Its still bugging me. Nobody knows what to do or what to say. Everyone's moving away from me. Like to the hell with that. I took on everything you muthafuckers threw at me. I'm still here. But all you muthafuckers are still trying to do away with me even after so long. I hate all this fucking cheebye shit that you muthafuckers put me through. Fuck all of this. 'nuff said.

I had to cry myself to sleep. So the after effects was a headache. I had to deal with it till now. Fuck, i feel as if my brain cells are dying on me.

I dun know if i'm gonna take my N LEVELS this year, just because of what happened. Its a crossroad now. I'm waiting for something to happen so that i can make up my mind. I hope that mind-maker-upper comes soon. Hopefully.

I really need encouragement now. From people who are really friends of mine.

Poet g, i'm really sorry if i always seemed short tempered with you at times. Trust me, it isnt you. Its the circumstances and situations that i've been getting and i'm getting really weary of my life. I know you're trying to be there for me but i keep pushing you away. I just dun want you to be the one that gets hurt when i lash out. OKAY? i'm sorry, and i still love you ohsoverymuch even if i'm not in the best of moods.

13days to N LEVELS.

Monday, September 19, 2005

I REALISED THAT I WAS FIGHTING A WAR THAT WOULD NEVER RECOGNISE ME.

its been a long day. Firstly, Prom consent forms are officially given out. Secondly, theres a graduation ceremony for the Sec4s on Friday. Awards will be given out on that day. I cried for the two years that i gave away. I know that i've given it my all, even thou nobody ever took any notice of what i do. Everyone's too busy back stabbing one another. Nobody fucking cares if you can do work. They are all just waiting to see you fall down and bleed. I've been there. Oh yes, its hell in a modern way. Trust me, i know.

I'll only be getting an award for services to yldp at the graduation ceremony. The shame. I dun know if i'm gonna appear that day. *He promised it to me. But now, i can see that it didnt happen, and it never will. I hate your promises. Most of all, i hate you, you sonofabitch. Dun you ever make your damn promises to anyone ever again.

Thanks shawn & snowman. i love you two alot.

I did some retail therapy to chill. I spent $150 in an hour.
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But i'm still damn fucking sad. Retail therapy doesnt help after all. So to the studios i go. My artist will help me forget the pain. By giving me more pain. So i shall go and decide what i wanna get next. Money is never a problem.

13days to N LEVELS.

jia you.

ADD OIL.

i tried studying just now with kc and daniel. I think kc nearly went mad trying to teach me maths. HAHA! i told you so Kimchoo.

Life still sucks. My N levels are really coming. Scaaree PLEASE! i'm like close to going mad and running around school/anywhere, messing up my hair and screaming "i'm not crazy!" HAHA! If you really think i'm gonna do that then you're the mad one.

I asked BYH a very impt question yesterday. I asked if he minded the tattoos that i had. Apparently he dislikes them. BUT, he also said that if tattoos was what i wanted, he would accept it. Okaaay. I'm pretty at peace with his answer. So i guess he's pretty cool. =D

I'm prolly gonna stay back in school everyday from now. I needa do Maths exam papers from other schools. Because i wanna improve on Maths.
Nomore fooling around in class.
Nomore playing Blackjack. =((
Nomore slacking. =((((
I'm gonna be serious now. -serious face- COme on fiona! You can do this! Kill the exam papers! KILL!! KILL!! KILL!! okay shut up fiona. You sound violent. Dun scare away your readers. TSK.

14days to N LEVELS.
`mwa

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Life.

LIFE.

Life sucks. i'm serious. `nuff said.
I was late for church today. So what did i do? I took a cab! Wasted $13.50 please. Oh well, i spent the money to get to God's house. So its alright. Service was great. Saw alot of people getting healed. Went for dinner with Dawn and i had Hokkien Mee with Lethal chilli. I swear the auntie was out to do me in with her chilli. My tummy felt as if its on fire. I think now got another hole already. Spent time talking about ugly poses and people who sleep on buses/ MRTs. Imagine like someone sitting next to you or opposite you and they're asleep. And they have their mouths WIDE open and their tongues lolling around? MAJOR EWWWW. Why the heck did i have to go and imagine that? CRAP.
I realised that i dun know how to communicate with Him. I dun fucking know what i want. I'm lost. Its like i'm at this crossroad and i dun know where i want to go. Its taking a toil on me. I cant hear Him. I cant feel His presence. I cant even worship or praise Him properly. I cant move from where i am. I'm extremely frustrated inside. I cant go forward, i cant go backwards. Hell, i cant even go sideways. My N(s) suck. My first two papers suck. I cant get into the momentum of studying. I cant excel in my acadamics. I dun even know if i'm getting my reference from Shaiful. I dun knwo if i'm getting the service award with my council. Hell, i dun even know who i can fucking trust now. FUCK ALL OF THIS SHIT GAWDDAMMIT. i'm leaving in in Your hands.

i woke up at 12pm today and i fell back asleep again. I woke up at 12.33pm after that. During those 33minutes. I had the most weirdest dreams in my whole 17years that i've lived.
First, my artist/ piercer came over to my house to do my cheeks piercings for me. Then he's like done after five minutes. So he packs up and leaves. Then i proceed to check out my piercings and to my horror...My piercings were like lopsided and they were not where they were supposed to be. I shant draw the thing out with Paint because i look like i got moles on my face. Anyway, I tried to roll the studs to the correct place and i ended up with a slit from the side of my mouth to my ear. I was freaking HORRIFIED. Then i woke up. The dream was so bloody scary that i've like gone off cheek piercings. NO WAY am i gonna get my cheeks pierced. My dreams have an uncanny ending of becoming fulfilled. SCARED the shit outta me please.

Pool at Safra with Cyn and Ghaz. Then sat around Yishun till like 2plus. Then we both went home.

15days to N LEVELS.

Saturday, September 17, 2005

happy birthday shawnie.

HAPPY BARFDAY SHAWN.

School was alright today. Tinky-Winky contradicts too much please. Firstly, Tinky-Winky got angry with us and shouted at us to gather around and listen to her incessant nags. Then we had to go thru the same old routine of pretending listening. So most of us got bored and we either fell asleep or we started talking among ourselves. Tinky-Winky then gave up talking to us. Tinky-Winky then shouted at us to make us listen to her. After fifteen minutes, Tinky-Winky said that we got angry too easily and that we should get angry because its stressful. She's the one that got angry. Not us what, and here she was saying that we get angry too fast. At the end of the two periods, Tinky-Winky left.

Chinese was next and Miss Tok came in. We took out cards to play. Obviously we were betting money. Because we were all playing Blackjack. Then Miss Tok told us to get someone to "kan shui" meaning to have someone to keep a lookout. Damn funny please! Nobody would ever expect her to say that. But she did. First time only. Then after that was Social Studies. The lesson was HELL. Alot of the boys got sent out of the room to go see the Vice-Principal. By after recess, only like half the class was present for Maths. Obviously Mrs Vannan wasnt very pleased. Like she didnt know how to stick up for us in this kind of situations. So things were kinda sad in class today. Oh and btw, CLARISSA AND MIKHAIL ARE NOT TOGETHER. CHEY. Bluff me only. Like what the hell.

Went home to prepare for tution. I fell asleep on the sofa at 1pm, and i only woke up at 2.30pm. I was so gonna be late. So i had to cab to Northpoint. Wasted $3.40 please. -sigh- Then met up with Sher and we left for Tampines. We did alot of Partnership Questions again. I'm getting pretty good at it. Rushed to Admiralty straight after tution. Wasted $14.50. Ate with g and left for Reeve's place. His house's doorbell contraption is damn cool! Can see who's outside and even talk to the person. WOW! i'm getting that doorbell thingy for my house.

Went home after cell, did Vincent's blog for him. I had to re-edit the whole thing six times. Because the codes clashed and i had to modify the skin. I was so damn tired. I wanted to just lie down and die. Seriously.

N LEVELS IN 16DAYS.

Thursday, September 15, 2005

ARGH.

ARGH.

was initially supposed to go Bugis for a nice shopping trip to relieve stress. BUT, sher's wallet got stolen. =( like what the fuck? her whole bag was in class, and still her wallet got stolen. So the cloest we got to Bugis was..my house bus stop. I was fucking pissed off initially. One because her wallet got stolen on this very day, thus making it impossible for her to go shopping with me. Two, because i couldnt get anyone to go out with me after that. Three, my ex-schoolmate asked me out for dinner and she cancelled it LAST MINUTE. Oh well, shit happens. I cant do anything about it. Reminds me of the time where Ghaz lost my freaking orange wallet. Oh yes, i remember. Ghaz, if you're reading this, i assure you that i dun blame you for losing my wallet yeah?

I heard alot happened in school today. Shucks. Just when i dun turn up, the FUN things happen. I have no idea what happened. But when i do, i shall blog and tell all you people about it yeah? Another huge thing happened. i heard that.....
MIKHAIL AND CLARISSA ARE TOGETHER!!!!!
like what the fuck? I wanted to laugh my guts out when i heard the news. I shall go and confirm it. Then i shall blog all about it. The news alone made my day. =)

17days to N LEVELS.
TINKERBELL!
links will be in dark green from now on. =)

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

link

THE LINK.

i was given this link yesterday at like midnight by snowman. She bloody expects me to play a HORROR game at that time of the night. SIAO. NO. So in return, i sent this link to alot alot alot of people on my msn list, let them play then tell me how. WHY would i want to freak myself out at 1am in the morning when i can "see" things? Hurhur. I aint that dumb. Oh well, if you're one of the guinea pigs that i sent the link to. PRETEND you never see this paragrah. Snowman teach one. =)) Anyway, i finished playing the stupid game. I had my hand covering my face the WHOLE time. =)))

School rocked today. Blackjack early in the morning. $30 in FIVE minutes. Then i lost it back. AIYAH WASTED. i continued losing all the way till the end of school. I lost $20 today. But its allright, play only. =) Tinky-Winky had a cow about we playing with cards. What if we use UNO cards? Better anot?
Things are pretty much back to normal in class. The petty cold war is over. But another small one has just begun. =(

Had tution at tampines just now. All of a sudden, Partnership/ Sole Proprietorship rawks my world. Its damn easy please. I was writing so fast that the pen got no ink. =) Went TM after tution, had LJS and i went earring shopping AGAIN. i bought like two pairs of earrings and a bracelet. Not that i wear bracelets, but because its $5 if you buy two. Call me cheap. WHATEVER. Just dun get in the way of me doing some shopping. -GROWLS-

*links are in dark purple.
18days to N LEVELS.
10days to my thigh piece. =)

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

SCHOOL.

SCHOOL

was skipped today. I couldnt get the hell outta bed and moreover, i was freaking late for school. So i just rolled over and slept on. I ended up in Cynthia CCM's house for pizza and to study. She got so pissed off with me because i didnt know what the hell was a parrellogram and a trapezium. Oh well, HOW WAS I TO KNOW RIGHT? Its not like i dun listen in class, more like the formulas dun go in. Anyway, she taught me [1/2(a+b)h]. COOL RIGHT? But i forgot what's it for. Parrellogram or what sia? Aiyah, wait for Teacher Cynthia to teach me. =))


New thigh piece soon. i'ma happy girl!~
19days to N Levels. SAVE ME!~

Monday, September 12, 2005

countdown

COUNTDOWN.

its been a tensed day today. i have seriously no fucking idea why i have sucha childish classmate. Its as if she owned the school and that we as classmates owe her our past lives or something. i mean can you fucking believe that she's still angry over something that happened a week ago? Talk about a petty freak! She beats them all hands down. She refused to talk to any of us. Even me, when i've got nothing to do with the whole matter. So obviously me being a bitch at times, i ignored her to the max. I mean why should i bother to acknowledge her presence when she's pinning part of what happened last week on me? SIAO. The matter wasnt even my fault gawddammit. WAKE UP BITCH. WE DUN OWE YOU ANYTHING. The guys couldnt be bothered either. Seriously.

We spent the first two periods reminicing last Wednesday's events. Even Joanna who didnt go for the event gave no two hoots about that classmate's coldness after hearing the whole story. She even told me to ask that classmate to fuck off. Obviously i didnt do so, because i'ma civilised being. For the first time in almost two years, Miss Tok TOOK MC. MIRACLE LA. i swear she has NEVER taken an MC ever since she taught us in Sec3. This was a first for us to NOT see her. Then there was this new relief teacher, he looks fucking thai please. But he says he's malay. He pronounced Miss Tok's name as Miss TOOK. Fucking funny. I laughed till i cried. Anyway, updates on the converation that happened between the Police and Shawwai.

Policeman: ' Who's the tao [ head ] in Northland?'
Shawwai: 'HUHHHH!!??'
Policeman: ' Faster say. WHO?'
Shawwai: 'Dun know.'
Policeman: 'Recently YishunTown and Northland kup [joined] together izzit?'
Shawwai: 'HUHHHH!!!??? Got meh?'
Policeman: 'Northland got which dua pai kia [big gangster] ?'
Shawwai: 'How i know?'
Policeman: 'Northland got what gang?'
Shawwai: 'HUHH??!! They rojak one la. Charpalang anyhow only. Malay, Lians, Pai kia all got.'

I laughed my ass off when Shawwai repeated this conversation to the few of us that were there. Fucking funny. I mean why is the policeman asking such weird questions? SIAO. Like we know if Northland and YT got joined forces anot. The policeman is making us out to sound like big time gangsters sia. Another one was Joanna's sister, Jessica. Joanna, jessica and a group of their friends were hanging out. They had this one particular friend that looks and acts like a big time gangster but actually he's pretty much a guai kia and doesnt smoke. Lets call him P. So the convo went something like this.

Policeman comes over, looks at Jessica. She has her hair tied up and he checks out her multiple ear holes and nose stud.
Policeman: 'You still studying?'
Jess: 'Ya.'
Policeman: 'TECHnical arh?'
Jess: 'No, Normal Acad.'
Policeman: 'DUN BLUFF. Technical right?'
Even after what Jessica said, the stupid policeman still insisted that she's in the Technical stream. BUT, Jessica's in Normal Acad and she's in the BEST CLASS. The Policeman goes on to pick on P.
Policeman: ' Who got smoke here? All take out your cigarettes.'
Everybody acts blur and insists that they dun smoke. Policeman turns to P.
Policeman: 'YOU, take out all your cigarettes. I know you smoke.'
P: 'Huh? But i dun smoke what.'
Policeman: 'NoNoNo. Dun tell me all this rubbish. Take out all your cigarettes.'
P: 'But i dun have any.'

Somehow after hearing all the questions being asked by the policemen, i'm forced to conclude that policemen ask the FUNNIEST questions, and that they always ask the wrong people.


i'm fucking stressed now. i need a tattoo. Oei Joseph, i know i owe you a FREEXSOUL for your birthday. Its gonna set me back by $200. So i think i better start saving. =(

N Levels in 18 days. Save me!~

bugis.

BUGIS.

with g today. Supposed to just have dinner, but it turned out to be a shopping trip. -grinx- I took cab to Bugis because i was gonna be late. I ended up waiting for g because she was even later then me. I bought two clips in the short period of time that i waited for her. Imagine if i had to wait for like two hours? I would have prolly bought half of Bugis if i had the money.

We ate at Pastamania. Adding to the cab fare, i spent $22 already. Hell, i brought out $60. Then after that we were WINDOW shopping. Yeah right, obviously we'll end up buying something. G had to go to the National Library for this Jackie Chan thingy. So i went up to read some books and to wait for her. HOLY HELL. the stupid library had so many levels that i was horrified. I walked into different levels and nearly ran out after afew minutes. WHY? Because the levels that i went to had books about Histories and Geographies and Philosophies. SIAO. No way was i staying in there.

I ended up at L11, reading Singapore Ghost Story books. The library was so bloody quiet. By 9pm i finished two books, and g wasnt done yet. So i went to the cafe and got myself cheesecake and green tea. Then met up with g and we went to bugis village. We ended up at this clothes shop where g bought a coat and i bought jeans. Both of us went home as happy people. =)

Saturday, September 10, 2005

pain

THE PAIN.

i woke up with a nagging pain above my tummy. No its not the boobs. The pain's been there ever since last night. It hurts so much. I fell asleep in a crouched position because the spot above my tummy was killing me. So church was forgoed because i couldnt get up from bed.
Sorry for not answering your calls and smses, g. i thought i was dying.
Matthais, GIVE IT UP. i said NO already. Accept the damn truth Bitch.

Mummy bought sushi and i couldnt eat more then afew mouths. The pain's killing me. i shall blog till here. bye.
LATE.

Me and Doriee were late to meet the Dunmanites at Somerset. So when we got out of the train, we practically ran up the stairs. We spotted the trio almost immediately. Imagine this trio standing in one row leaning against the wall, and all of them are holding up identical newspapers. Its super funny please.

We ate at Marche, Heeren. We had a good TCS session and after that we went to walk around in Heeren and Far East. I bought like another three pairs of earrings. Then we went for a movie at PS. The Longest Yard was FUCKING FUNNY. Go watch it. Seriously.

okay. i'm too tired to blog. bye.

Thursday, September 08, 2005

BAH.

BAH.

i was supposed to wake up at 8am today. Why? So that i could go dye/ rebond my hair at the salon. BUT, i woke up at 10am instead. So i had to rush. Got to the salon with Sher. She had to do treatment while i wanted to rebond/ dye. BUT, the salonist told me that if i did dye my hair. My rebonding would turn out DRY. Now, take it from me because you DO NOT want hair that feels like HAY. So i perished the thought. Its only THREE WEEKS more till i officially finish the year.

So on i went with the rebonding. I had to re-wash my hair because of the shampoo thingy i guess. The person who washed my hair had BAD hair washing skills. i swear. She stupidly SLOPPED water all the way down my back. So thus, the whole back of my leaders' shirt was WET. i was one DISGRUNTLED person please. Then she proceeds to dry flick my hair around with her fingers. HOW to dry like that? Should have seen the look on my face. I was Justice Bao Two.

Everything else went allright till she had to dry my hair again. I nearly went ballistic just waiting for her to flickdry my hair. As you all know, Fiona isnt very famous for her patience. So obviously, i was pretty pissed off already. I started at 1030 and i finished at 1430. Thats FOUR freaking HOURS in that salon. So you cant very well blame me for going a tad bit ballistic. I was also conned persuaded to buy this hair creme thing. I spent $115 just like that.

Went home to get my stuff. Had tution at 4pm, Tampines. I took a cab to central because i was late. Sher got me some food and we left to take 969. We were happily eating our nuggets when we felt like animals in the zoo. WHY? because every bite we took. EVERYONE watched us. So i changed seats and continued eating. Sher gave up already. By the time we got to our tutor's place, it was 430pm. Sher's cousin was there to share her N Levels experiance with us. Whatever she said made me panic please. She told us that the 1 and half hour timing for the Accounts paper wasnt enough. In fact, when you get the paper, you have to chiong all the way. No mistakes if not theres no time. Like that how am i supposed to finish in time? I need to think also. DIE LA LIKE THAT.

Tution ended at 6pm. We walked around Tampines Mall. Ate at Yoshinoya and then to Watsons to buy mascara. Why did i have to buy mascara? Because the expensive one that i had was corrupted with germs from the conjunvitis diesese. So i had to throw it away. Heart pain please. It cost me like $30 or something. But i got Loreal's dunno what for $22. I got the Waterproof one and the Non-waterproof one. So after buying, we walked out of Watsons and i bumped into my aunt. My 13 year old cousin looked like a rich kid. He wore FORMAL WEAR to Tampines Mall. My aunt is nuts to buy him such clothes at his age. When i was his age, i wore BERMS AND T-SHIRTS. Sher thinks my aunt is such a Tai-tai. Oh well, my aunt earns $7000 a month. She IS a Tai-tai. Then my aunt wanted to gimmie some money. So Sher and i had to follow her to the ATM. She withdrew like how many $50 notes and gave me ONE. Better then nothing i guess. =)

So i went home after that. I am super tired now. But i cant sleep. Lunch at Marche`s with Yiwen and Doriee!

To those that know about the guy. NO MORE ALREADY. I reject. =)

class bbq,

CLASS BBQ.

more like the chinese bbq please. We didnt invite the malays or the indians. Not because we didnt like them, but its because having to prepare halal was damn troublesome and moreover, we had to pay like $10. So forget it, the malays wun give a cent to anything. seriously.

So anyway, i asked MJ what time to meet etc. She first told me 2PM, then 4PM. I was seriously confused. So i went at 3PM. Confirm got people at the pit already. I had to take a cab in to Sembawang Park. The stupid pit was kinda hard to find. I nearly walked the super long way to nowhere. When i got to the end of the footpath. I waved at the people and Xinni got "Banluck". Weiyan cursed me and asked me to go away. I was damn lost at what the hell they were saying. So we all hung out for awhile, because CHUA SHAW WAI took his own sweet time and he's the one buying charcoal. -mutters- si shaw wai. Once Shaw wai got there, Ser Leong and Chiming start fire. The rest of us were playing Blackjack.

I was relatively new to the game, and i kept losing. I took out $3.50 and by the end of the game i had like $1plus left. FUCK. So we all gave up because Xinni kept eating all our money. Weiyan lost like $20 to her. So everyone scared already, so we all ran away.

We started eating. I had like two sausages, two hotdogs, a plate of noodles and i gave up on eating after that. I was super full. So we continued Round Two of Blackjack at the tables, just because Shawwai was sitting like a towkay. This time, Weiyan was the banker and i kept bloody winning. I either got an immediate Blackjack or i had cards that added up to a 21 or 20. Weiyan lose like $20 to me. Just because my bet was $2. HAWHAWHAW! His hands were shaking like mad, because there was alot of us playing and he kept losing money. He scared already. Then one by one players left the table. In the end, only left Xinni, Chiming, Weiyan, Mj and ME. I still kept winning. So i upped the bet to $3, and Xinni was the banker. She songsong lose $30plus to me. SHIOK! Weiyan had a final game as banker. Chiming played $10. Xinni and i played $5. ALL of us win. Weiyan pay us till he was damn scared. So he quit. Finally left, Chiming, Xinni and ME. I kept oweing Xinni $4. But in the end, I won like $40 from her. Steady Pom Pi Pi! So we ended the game after that. Anyway, I had this LUCKY $5 note. Everytime I put it out, I win money. =)

We had a game of Playground Catching next. Obviously the guys would win. They just catch us girls can already. In the end, I was the only girl left. The stupid Shawwai just HAD to catch me. Just because i was the only girl left. SMELLY SHAWWAI. After the game, the whole bunch of us were talking at one corner of the playground. Then Chiming's friends came. WAKAO, and one of them asked if i was a teacher. Do i look like a teacher to you?
-cheena ahlian MODE-
NNB. They ah neh laulan lor. Cheebye sia. Say them abit nia then must say people's classmate very "generous" meh? gong jiao wei. This is OUR class gathering. You huanlo. and we mai give you drinks si wa nang eh tai ji. le gong si mi jiao wei. mai lai la. kaopeh kaobu. NNB hong gan la!
-end-

After we finished talking, Sher had to go. So the rest of us went back to the pit. The rest of the girls gave us attitude. Dun even know what's their problem. In the end, nearly want to fight. Rubbish sia. I left after the boys. Thought of just taking a cab home. In the end, i got deemed as a backstabber and got shouted at. FUCK SIA. Why include me in your petty squabbles?

Ended up with the guys at the roadside. And Chiming's friends came back. =S So all of us talked for awhile. Then Police came. Confirm need to copy IC. So i stand by. The first policeman was damn fucking LAULAN. He came over and asked us "chup" where one. So Shawwai answered and told he that we all dun do gangs. Then one thing led to another and the stupid policeman asked Shawwai go one side. Then all of us had to write down our particulars. All of us left after that. The si Jonathan kicked the volleyball and it kena the side of my stomach. FUCK. pain sia.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

SS N LEVELS

SS N LEVELS.

i was late for the Chinese Listening today. i ran from my house all the way to second floor of school. LUCKY the exam haven start. They made us bloody WAIT for half an hour, and we had to listen to Sympfuck 94.7 or something. Everyone nearly fell asleep. Because the station played that kind of CLASSICAL CONCERT music. Anyway, the stupid listening was broadcasted in that channel. So thats why we had to listen to it. The stories in the Listening were damn weird. Got a woman having a caeseran[sp?] and the baby must bring home give the dying father to carry. Then got the wallet case etc. WEIRD sia.

Went back home after that. I was trying to study and Xinni kept calling my phone. She was talking about the BBQ thats gonna be held tmr. But i wasnt really paying attention. But i know for sure i have to pay $15, and i dunno for what fuck. Studied till i fell asleep. I kept waking up every half an hour to check the time. And i woke up at 1.45pm and my paper was at 2pm. i panic and i ran to school again! i went into the hall and banged everyones' table. =S i sat down and i saw people with faces that spelled out i-dun-know-how-to-do-should-i-fuck-care-and-sleep? esp CHUA SHAW WAI. he happily smiling at me only. I look at him and i know his papers are empty or just filled with one or two lines.
Then i was staring at my Question when i realised that i know no NUTS about the topic. To make matters worse, Rafiq was sitting beside me and he kept shaking his leg. Have you ever tried doing an exam and you have this object shaking like a dog that you can see out of the corner of your eye? WELL, i EXPERIANCED it today. si rafiq. He made me so frustrated with my paper.

When the paper ended, there was this HUMUNGUS bee buzzing around the hall, and everyone was busy trying to hide from it. Me? I took my pencil box. Zipped it, and waited to play smack-the-bee. For those that have seen my pencilbox, its the Billabong one. The Long and Big one. So i waited and i tried to smack the stupid thing, and i missed. -slaps self-
I left straight away after we were dismissed. I had to rush for my dental appt at NDC. So now i got two Green 10 Link Closes, its to speed up the process to close my gaps. =) My dentist is the most violent person i know. She pressed so hard on my jaw that i thought it was gonna fall off. =( and her Links are killing my teeth. =((

chinese N levels.

CHINESE N LEVELS.

was sucha alright paper. i seriously have no idea why the smart A1 students are complaining that its a killer. hello? F9 student here. -waves- you dun see me whining away. anyway, my letter writing was fucked. seriously, i thought i had to write the letter as a schoolmate to a basketball player. i happily write one paragraph with alot of words using the dictionery and i realised that i'm supposed to be the basketball CAPTAIN thats writing the letter. WALAU. i had to use the correction fluid and deleted everything. and i was so mad please. even thou most of the words were found from the dictionary/ in my mind. tsk.

so i wrote this beeyootiful letter to the "basketball player". and when i re-read my letter again to double check. i realised i didnt understand what the hell i was saying. OH WELL. -slaps self- only fiona can do that. seriously.

then came the compo writing. i didnt understand what the hell the first three questions required from me. so i was left with the the last one and i just started writing. the starting of the story was given so i just had to continue and finish it.

the story started with me and afew friends were waiting at the pier. Anne was late, and the boat was leaving soon. We gave Anne the task of buying the tickets and isnt even here yet. We were beginning to get anxious and worried........

so i had to continue. but i forgot what i wrote. but i was hungry during the exam. and i wrote it in the compo! i said that "my friends and I walked to the fast-food restaurant." RUBBISH RIGHT.
i sucha gaylord. i write what i feel. forget it. i shant elaborate.

fallen tears gathered at the feet of my soul.
threatening to engulf.
overwhelmed.
pressured to flow.
a rock stands in my way.
an obstacle.
burdened my heart.
to move on i shall.
but the pain and the troubles never end.
my soul cries out for a relief.
a relief that never came.

SS N Levels later. save me`~

Sunday, September 04, 2005

studying at mos.

STUDYING. MAYBE.

CUTTLEFISH VAMPIRE ON THE LOOSE!
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OKAY. i was bored and i bought this smelly snack. so i was playing with eating it. so i decided i wanted to be a vampire. =) cool huhh. forgive the glasses and the red eyes. NO, i havent been crying. i'm like recovering from the conjun-crap. you know, the sore eyes thing. but dun worry. its not contagious anymore. =)

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then daniel dared kc to bite him. and she did. the woman gave him a bite and he didnt even turn a hair. -thinks- he must be an alien from OUTER SPACE. prolly pluto. since sharon's making me weird too.

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and then i got even more bored. so i played around with kc's phone. and she showed me this WONDERFUL function in her phone. and i made this. okay it looks a tad bit horrendous. but its daniel under all that costume and fake nose. =)

and i swear i am so going to NAFA for Visual Communications, because i'm a very talented person in photography. and to think i took the next two photos with a K700i.
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dun you think so? i had to wait for the "moment". because you cant rush a good photo. =) i'm good. admit it.

daniel and kc are evil. ask me and i'll tell you why. =)
`mwa

town with cyn.

TOWN.

i saw this fucking nice car!!
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town with cyn today. AS USUAL, the woman was LATE. so i aint so stupid to stand at Orchard MRT to wait for her. came down from Suntec, and in the end, she had to wait for me. walked to Cine from there. played pool. and there was this bunch of SUPER CHEENA AH LIANS who kept staring at our direction and sniggering at us.

TO THE BUNCH OF CHEENA AHLIANS:

YOU DISGUST ME OH-SO FUCKING MUCH. AND I SERIOUSLY COULDNT BE BOTHERED ABOUT WHAT THE FUCK YOU THINK OF MY FRIEND AND I. IF YOU'RE UNHAPPY THAT ITS JUST THE TWO OF US TO ONE TABLE AND THAT THE WHOLE LOT OF YOU HAVE TO SHARE YOURS. THATS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM. DUN LET ME SEE YOU AGAIN UPCLOSE OR I'LL SLAP YOU WITH A TENNIS RACKET.

went for dinner after our pool game. ate at Bombers. and we got this two seater which was right beside a glass wall, and if the person inside gets up and pushes his/ her chair out too fast it will result in a huge "bang" on the glass wall and thus giving the person outside a huge shock.
and guess what, the person outside was ME. and the second time it happened i was ready to scream bloody murder. so cyn and i devised a way to react if it happens again.
Way 1:
Turn around and go. CHEEBYE LA!

Way 2:
Use the nearest glass item and smash it against the wall.

Way3:
Use the nearest chilli sauce bottle and smash it against the wall. then grab a handful of sauce and smear it on your neck. This will result in scaring the person to think that his/her inner energy is that powerful to make the glass bottle cut your neck.

Way4:
Use the nearest glass item and smash it against the table and hand sign.
ONE
LAST
TIME
AND
I
SWEAR
YOU'RE
DEAD
* the above methods require adult supervision and should not be taken lightly. DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME.*

Photos at Bombers.
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went home after that. got on the train and immediately this stupid bitch in it wanted attention. cyn walked in and the girl nudged her guy friend and asked him if he wanted her. and obviously i SAW it. so she suay la. she was fucking acting like a mamasan. and cyn told her indirectly to grow up. so she turned over and gave me the classic i-shall-attempt-to-roll-my-eyes-at-you-and-wish-you-werent-here face.
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TO THE STUPID BITCH:

I KNOW THAT YOU FUCKING LIVE IN KHATIB. DUN EVER LET ME SEE YOU AGAIN. OR I SWEAR FUR WILL FLY. YOU ARE SUCHA ATTENTION SEEKER. SERIOUSLY DUN EVER LET ME SEE YOU AGAIN OR I'LL SLAP YOU WITH A PIECE OF HOT STEAK.

*the above warning(s) were soley thought of in mind with no intention of being carried out. unless otherwise provoked. =)*

to M:
you are a typical guy who cannot stand lesbianism. no point apologising. damage is done and words cannot be taken back. we can never move our friendship any higher that what we have now. and stop smsing me all the time because i DO have other things to do then waiting for your smses. and STOP reading my blog entries because i dun like it. =)

Friday, September 02, 2005

my eyes.

MY EYES.

i wanted to change blogskins. i've tried and i've failed. not because i dun know how. but because i was too damn pissed off to continue. =S

my eyes are getting better. thanks God! i CAN open my eyes now. i CAN see. -big smiles-



edit:

i was offered a place to learn tattooing. needless to say, it caught my attention. oh yes it did. =)
bedah, go with me?

teachers day.

TEACHERS' DAY

was spent at SAC this year. went back with Phoenix. [yes. Phoenix is her name and she's not an imaginary friend.] the woman was even later then me even thou she stays near the school.
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see? REAL friend. =)
SAC didnt really change much. but i guess the people did change. its been three whole years. sadly, i didnt get to finish my education there. =(

but after three years, i still see sluts. -sigh- its been three years and they're still so slutty. forget it. i shant put them on my blog, waste my space only.

Lunch was at Pizza Hut. we ordered ALOT. theres was three kinds of pizza.
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we couldnt finish it all. in the end, valenie's boyfriend had to eat like one whole pizza to himself.
the cost came up to $84 plus. so its alright for like the 8 of us.


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and this is Natasha. i've known her for five years. i still remember the incident in Sec1 where we had this arguement about something. and it turned into a slapping match. but we still remained as close friends after that. She moved to the Express stream on a super LUCKY streak, halfway in our Sec1 year. so i didnt really get to talk to her after that. its been three years and i've met her again. she used to be this tomboy with billabong/ripcurl/quiksilver berms and t-shirts. but now she's so lady-like and she's attached. =) i love nat!

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this is vanessa. i've never met her in my years of being in SAC. most prolly because she and me didnt click and moreover my profile was that of being infamous and we just didnt know one another. =) She's in YJC. [mao and the other YJCians. you should know her] i met her for the first time on the 31st. and she's freaking FUNNY! she was telling us all about YJC's lecturers and she made me freaking laugh so loudly in Pizza Hut. She's fun!

oh. before i forget. PLEASE LOOK AT THE FIRST PHOTO OF ME AND PHOENIX. AND TELL ME IF SHE LOOKS LIKE A CHEENA AH LIAN. PLACE YOUR COMMENTS IN THE COMMENT BOX BELOW. *please go and comment. thankyouohsoverymuch*
okay. that concludes my Teachers' Day. bye.

Thursday, September 01, 2005

my lip piercing.

MY LIP PIERCING.

i fell asleep on my bed and i woke up not too long ago. i had a really weird dream. i got off a bus and i was walking home, then i decided to buy bubble tea. WHY bubble tea? i HAVE NO IDEA. anyway, i ordered and i waited for the drink to come. then when i wanted to pay, the shopkeeper took a look at me and jumped, she literally jumped. then she changed the straw that she was gonna give me to this weird pencil thin one.
and why did she change the straw? oh well, its because i had a
LIP PIERCING. and she gave me the thin straw for my convienence.
HAHAHA! i had a lip piercing in my dream. i'm like fated to have one then.
SOON I GUESS.

my eye's getting worse. now my other eye is infected also. FUCK YOU RASYIDAH. i heard from fizah that she didnt stay at home. she actually went out to celebrate a friend's birthday.
TO THAT FRIEND OF SYIDAH:
YOU ARE SO FUCKING SUAY. THE SORE EYE THINGY IS CONTAGIOUS. SHE'S GONNA PASS IT TO YOU AND ALL YOUR OTHER LITTLE FRIENDS WHO CAME FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY PARTY.

my eye.

MY LEFT EYE IS JUST A PUFFY SLIT.

because of syidah, me and alfonso got conjun-crap, okay sore eyes. both of us have eyes that's swollen and puffy and cant be opened properly. lucky for me its just my left eye. alfonso got it for both eyes. stupid la syidah. fuck sia. i have N level paper on Monday and she is so stupid to come school and passed this chronic illness to the both of us. and she had MC la. its not like she didnt have an MC. and worse of all, she sat in front of ME. fuck. no wonder i'm like suffering now. i CANT even study for my exam. if i fail my chinese, its prolly HER fault. fuck la. fuckfuckfuck. i'm so ire right now that i cant think straight. and i'm like typing blindly. so forgive me if theres any spelling errors. and i have to like go right up to my comp screen to actually read what i'm writing sia. stupid la. forget it. i shall just blog till here. bye.